for the first time in our 2 years... my dear S8 has finally come up with a scandal... today sat behind yvonne and pui khuan during biochem lecture... heard what they were talking about... busybody den poke my nose in la... from what i heard, compounded with what i have heard previously (and chee kiat can vouch for this)... there's a scandal between kelvin and ...... shall not mention the gal's name here... den the whole day we were teasing kelvin about it... he always gives that look that makes him look dao when he's embarrassed or shy... ppl hu duno him well might stay away when they see that look... but he means no harm la... david got all excited about it... and i mean it... strange ar... who the heck gets excited to that extent about a scandal? :S been getting along quite well with kelvin recently... -.^ haha... okok...
abt 5 more weeks to prelims... been trying to arrange for consultation with mrs leong... but she's like so busy and has to go home early to be with her children... haiz... j2 tutor must be prepared to give up slightly more time for your students... esp students like me... i asked her if i could go to mr chu for consultation... she's fine with it... so gonna talk to wee yong soon... two wee yongs together... hahaha... (if you're not in jjc, this mr chu i'm referring to is a maths tutor... name: chu wee yong)... gonna need consultation with mdm tay soon too... my physical chem is really going down the drain le... forgotten all my equilibria and energetics... still love organic chem... mr low? sigh... i really wanna do well in my physics... suddenly realise how easy j1 topics are when compared to j2... urgh...
yi yi was talking to mia today about my sec 4 class... really miss 4d1 like mad... he was telling her about how i kena sarcasm flung in my direction and how i shoot it back, with no hard feelings in the end... haiz... really miss clarence's crap now... lolz...
maths test yesterday was a total disaster... chem test next week... urgh... gort this impending feeling of doom that i'm gonna break my record... so scared... group VII and TE? itz too heavy la can? bio test the week after... even better... the entire bio option topic... wtf? 5 topics lei... siaoz... who can memorise so much in such a short period of time? exactly... so shouldn't you be like getting your revision moving more rapidly? -.-'''
SP concert tml... gonna see my section again... most of dem aniwae... still owe andrew a bit of cash... from the bbq the previous time...
Low Yee Fun's brother is Low Er Fun? Or Low Ling Fun? not farnie lorz...
hope i still can manage to go over to meet amanda tml... >.< haha...
Today was quite an eventful day... haha... played soccer during the second match... few minutes into the game ball kissed my left eye... the nylon holding my left lens snapped, the lens fell out and the area between my left eye and nosebridge started bleeding... nearly cried on the spot when i saw the condition of my specs... heng i had the sense to get them fixed at jp's optic pt... foc too... haha... quite heng la... den e lady oso did maintenance for my specs, so it's gd as new! haha...
after that went to giordano to shop for polo tees... i take ~40 mins to choose 3 colours for my polo tees... talk abt indecisiveness and fickle-mindedness... met yu xian after that to go help me choose a new wallet... couldnt find one within the price range and having the design i wanted... so sad... had lunch after that... taught her quite a bit of chem... haha... yeah i shld definitely go into teaching, according to her... lolz...
ASD fresh departure meeting this sunday~! wana invite kelvin and bin hao... yes, i am going to do it!!! watch me...
prelims in 5 weeks... a's in about 13-14 wks... wish this time cld pass as slowly and quickly as possible... know what i mean? go figure... =)
and in response to sam's SOS... readers please do spend a few minutes of your time to do this survey for my fren... your age should preferably be J1/J2/J3 as of 2006... thnx...
http://www.my3q.com/home2/113/pwtac/33269.phtml
study buddy programme starting tomorrow... reli hope more people will go... i wanna bring kelvin and bin hao down but i'm so scared they're gonna walk into an empty library... the feeling just ain't right la... no matter how comfy and cosy it may be... if it's empty, i think the atmosphere just ain't there... has studying at syc lost its appeal? i believe it's on the way... wish we really could be able to discipline ourselves... not stuffing our faces with whatnot every half hour... not chatting for 15 mins after we've tried to focus for 5 mins... if we could really focus on our work... influence each other positively... have more support from the whole of asd by having more people come down... after all, it's only for another 4 months max... now we're in this condition... people are losing faith in these study sessions... we used to be quite effective last year... no idea what happened...
managed to push myself a little bit... that's a good thing... right?
8 weeks to prelims...
tick tock...
S8 study grp? sounds great!!! really hope people will be willing to stay back for it...
i have GOT to switch that television off... maybe swinging a hammer at the screen will help...
once again... random thoughts... shall not linger long here...
received my progress report for my mid-year exams today... hahaha... D-E-A-D... lolz... dunno why i keep saying this... mdm tay's comments on me were really nice... haha... too nice le la... i think ms wun's were better... but mdm tay's comments were really very encouraging and somehow provide the spur that i need to push myself that much more, which i have realised almost too late that i need all the spurs i can get to really get enough work done for that exam i'm going to sit for in about 3 months time... haiz...
so glad bin hao has finally seen through it... high time he did... hope he really will push himself to study now... i really worry for him, as if i don't have enough to worry about already... but seeing him in the past really made me very worried for him... i think these common tests results really shook him and woke him up... hope he'll join me at syc to mug out... said he think about it... that's a good sign... trying to get kelvin to join me there too... but he's kinda reluctant...
speaking of syc, jih yang told me it was a good idea to start the study-buddy programme this week... i really need it sia... seeing my common tests results really makes me
shudder!!! and from now on, must be really a lot more productive... can't be as slack as we were in the past le... not doing us any good at all... this is the final lap we're running... and we're already lagging very much behind... continuing like this really isn't going to do...
on a lighter note, S8 guys went for soccer today... actually been playing for quite some time le... today totally rocked la... played for so long... as usual, i can only take one position... the goalkeeper... not bad la... managed to block majority of the shots... still let in a few though... haiz... but i think the funniest part was yi yi la (as usual)... on the opposing team, he loves to run towards me and try to shoot and makes all those funny noises when doing so... just makes me double up with laughter la... got time damn farnie... run run run... tried to shoot... i think he managed la but in the end fell down and nearly did the splits... not to mention the wet and muddy grass... woots... nice prints all over his shirt and pants... lolz... bonding sessions for S8... vishnu's been really encouraging too... thnx pal~! ;)
the clock is ticking... waiting for no man... now we must match its pace, in addition to making up for all time lost...
The liquid crystals swirled and swivelled in the small pool, before overflowing, running down, leaving a scar. The orbs swivel idly before focussing on the blinding spark before them. It hisses away in derision, in all its spite, daunting you with its length. It inches ever so uncomfortably towards the scarlet death.ONLY 2 MONTHS LEFT TO PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR COMMON TEST GRADES SPELL? D-E-A-D!!!!!!!! FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, GET YOUR ASS MOVING OR YOU'LL REALLY BE GOING TO HEAVEN THE NEXT TIME YOU GET BACK YOUR PRELIMS!!!!! ARGH!!!!
ok... so i'm kinda slow... just realised that "Bend It Like Beckham" wasn't aired solely cuz it was the day after World Cup Finals... it was also aired BECAUSE of the World Cup Finals... those who watched it should know what i mean... hahaha...
7 more weeks to prelims... haf i started on my revision? nt reli... yet i'm supposed to finish chemistry this week if i'm to reserve two weeks worth of revision time for each subject, bearing in mind that i'm weak in 3 out of 4 of my A level subs... -.-'''
really hope the study buddy programme will kick off in full swing this sunday at syc... should ask around before i go... just to be sure... wanna bring some of my classmates there... see if they interested or not... was thinkin of gettin bin hao and kelvin... see if they interested or not lorz... hope bin hao settles down soon...
been scribbling away in that little book of mine quite often recently... wonder how mani more i can complete before the end of this year... these 3 books really hold a raw side of me...
giving testimony on 30th july... nervous? nt reli ba... cuz i tink i noe mostly wad i'm gonna say le... promised gohonzon i'd share it if and when i do manage to overcome this and now that i most definitely have, i'm determined to say it... and now that there's a chance, y nt? haha...
when the world seems to come to a shuddering halt...
loads of things to update abt... duno where to start... hmm...
one of these days... shld i die, i reli will die cuz i talk myself to death... like wad mrs gan said to us in p5... the brain must be in gear before the mouth opens... mine is nv in gear... one of these days i'll lose control and crash... tt's when i'll finally learn my mistake... and tt'll oso b when it'll all b too late... u're already starting to lose control buddy... pls pls pls learn to think... haiz... (development of split personality)
so mani things goin on dis past wkend... ymd formation day performance... video shoot... daimokukai... learnt how to count better thru my practices for the ymd formation day performance, afta bein trained so well by poh chong... hahaha... out of e 5, i wuz e lousiest... expected la... dey how mani yrs of playin i how mani yrs... but e testimony wuz reli hyper inspiring n touching... jump off frm 6th floor onli get minor bruises and cuts? sheesh... our next superman... daimokukai... out of e 8 there, i wuz e latest... out of e 8, i wuz e most talkative... video shoot... out of e 7, i wuz e onli 1 idiotic enuff to... haiz... shan't say le... guess no1 out there will b smart enuff to do tt ba... -.-''' gort this 'LOSER' sign flashing on my forehead in neon lights right now...
revision goin slower den an apple snail...
cant wait for the study buddy programme to start... maybe i can pop over to syc nxt sunday for a short while b4 headin down to syc...
i will achieve my human revolution...
am i supposed to be happy with what i have for my common tests? i mean, sure, compared to other ppl, they might be that little bit higher but in actual fact, if u look at it on the whole, i feel such a failure that i'm getting such shitty grades... reli gotta get my ass moving... bin sayin that for so long but haven bin able to get it into action... cmon, less den 10 wks to prelims...
suddenly there's been this reluctance for me to attend daimokukais... is it bcuz of the distance? hmm... distance has never been a problem for me in the past... it's nv bothered me... but recently, i've grown to fear that monophobic trip home alone on the train... that long long trip home which seems so much longer cuz i'm alone... i reli dun want this to affect my faith... i noe the daimokukai venues cant be changed and even if they did, it wouldn't affect me that much la considering i'm practically the only one in the west who's so active... lolz... just grumbling la...
current affairs today was shitty... my content wasn't there, the guys weren't interested... whatever...
yet it's these little chats i haf wif random ppl at random times that really brighten up my day... just like today, i had a short chat wif shi ying... even tho it wuz abt results it wuz still nice to still be able to talk to her and get along wif her so well... who knew og relationships cld last so long? ^_^ talking to ms. p brightens my day too... she is so open-minded and i feel so comfortable when i talk to her... dun mind telling her stuff too, cuz i noe she'll kip dem secret and whatever things she tells me i keep secret too... haha... den sometimes i chat wif mei yin n hui zhen when dey're ard during mornin assembly, especially since hui zhen usually sticks ard mei yin's class... den haf a word or two wif dem now n den lorz... today after school managed to chat wif yu xian n her fren... shi hua is it? cant rmb her name veri clearly... she noes my name tho... weird =S... talked abt quite a lot of stuff... so long nv talk to her liaoz... miss my lengthy msn conversations wif vanessa too... we reli cld talk abt anything under the sun... now we still do la... jz much less often tt's all...
my blog has now officially become my agony aunt and shoutbox... hence the large percentage of bitching whining grumbling and groaning... i'm sure we all need an outlet for venting our frustration... this is mine...
told jiayang i wanted to share a testimonial in asd's fresh departure mtg on 30th july... it's reli high time i shared dis testimonial, considering i've reaped the benefit for so long le... =)
i muz get out of this black hole, no matter how much energy it's going to cost me... n i daresay i'm going to do it...
you know you're really bored when you get excited seeing new study materials materialise in front of you...
