another 45 mins to the new year... 4D1 goin out to watch fireworks... bet itz another one of those idiots who have nothing better to do den to make fun of mi again... shld b clarence and jun xian ba... haha... oh well... typical of dem... shan't let myself get angry over brainless things lidat...
been thinking abt dis for some time le... dunno if i've said this before... one who feels inferior and cowardly inside will do his best to laugh, tease and bully others to make them feel inferior and afraid, so as to raise their own esteem... in their opinion, offence is the best defence... make someone i tink i can bully feel inferior of himself so that i don't feel so bad inside... a psychological thing... i jz choose not to react to dem... believe mi, it wun b a pleasant sight if i did... =)
every year everyone talks abt new year's resolutions... but i noe itz usually sth u sae n forget one wk afta tt... so didn't bother to make ani new year's resolutions this yr... if i see a need to change something, be it myself or the surroundings, i'm sure it'll come naturally... no nid to do all this on purpose...
doin midnite gongyo later... first time doin it i tink... haha... too lazy in e past...
let's see... how has this past yr been for mi? well... firstly, being my a's yr i guess e stress has been a major factor of it... but along with the stress came e laughs and tears and pain... but everything was worth it... i still haf yet to do my human revolution in terms of my control of my emotions... my emotions still tend to fluctuate very very easily... veri bad of mi... must learn to haf more control over them... must learn not to react to every little silly thing tt pops up in my life...
tt's it for now... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Prom night rocks!!! hahaha... had so much fun!!! ms p said in all her years of teaching in cj, rj and jj, jj does it wif e most style... =p hahaha... love all those guys to bits... e food was onli moderate la... i tink most of us jz paid e $45 to take pics... LOLZ!!! mei yin lost her voice le... as usual... afta e chalet... so durin e prom her voice was like ah du... get well soon!!! ms p oso... her wrist injured le... afta tryin to break a fall... you take care too!!!
I've also been accepted by CTSS as a relief teacher le!!! can't wait... hahaa...
I've also been accepted by CTSS as a relief teacher le!!! can't wait... hahaa...
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
the worst thing that one can feel is that when one experiences any particular feeling, he is not allowed to express it... be it bliss, fear, fury, pain, sadness... the worst thing one can be forced to do is to put on another expression to mask what he is feeling inside... maybe it's high time i started thinking about her... she's been through so much in her entire life... she's also doing the same thing yeah? she's going through so much now... for heaven's sake, have some consideration for her... there must be some reason why she doesn't allow you to go... you don't understand her enough la, despite being with her for 18 years...
had a similar talk with alex couple of hours ago... No one understands the heart of The Entertainer... so true... all you see is the funny antics and the wide smile stretched across the entertainer's face... u can never see what's hidden on the inside, can u?
this is like the last one for the next 2 years... yet i'm forced to miss it... whatever...
i'm forced to fight with myself inside... it's really like having a split personality... when one argues with the other and the other argues back... and you have to listen to it play over and over and over and over and over... wish i could just knock myself out sometimes... maybe that's why i enjoy sleeping so much...
hope the others will respond to the ASD study daimokukai and study buddy programme... first time organising something like that... must be a success!!!
had a similar talk with alex couple of hours ago... No one understands the heart of The Entertainer... so true... all you see is the funny antics and the wide smile stretched across the entertainer's face... u can never see what's hidden on the inside, can u?
this is like the last one for the next 2 years... yet i'm forced to miss it... whatever...
i'm forced to fight with myself inside... it's really like having a split personality... when one argues with the other and the other argues back... and you have to listen to it play over and over and over and over and over... wish i could just knock myself out sometimes... maybe that's why i enjoy sleeping so much...
hope the others will respond to the ASD study daimokukai and study buddy programme... first time organising something like that... must be a success!!!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
shall update abt kenshu now... hahaha...
let's see... hmm... missed e sd exam in e mornin... onli went at 2pm... den chose to go morigasaki 1... tt's my grp la... den played e lame concentration game afta chantin... even my ic agreed tt it wuz lame... -.-''' hahaha... same grp as jun hui... long time nv c tt guy le... hasn't changed... lolz... met thomas... onli saw him once b4 i tink... din even recognise him dis time... hahaha... quite a chatty guy, once u get to noe him... lolz... afta tt went to haf dinner n chatted wif e asd peeps lorz... missed those guys... hahha... gort benny n qs to write in kenny's bdae card... hope u like tt shirt kenny~!!!!! hahaha... went to listen to reverend watanabe afta tt... soooooooooooo inspired n touched by wad he shared... muz get to talk to him one day... hahaha... veri veri nice guy... learnt so much frm him... den came e NHR nite... veri encouragin n inspired to see all of us together work so hard to do our best... a few hiccups here n there... but otherwise it wuz terrific!!! ^_^ sposed to slp afta tt... but still had personal guidance... 2.30am... sheesh... so went down to basement to sit wif e asd peeps there... played a couple of games we used to play at purple-light district... lolz... had such a lot of fun... wei han cldnt get most of it... haha... feel so evil now tt i tink abt it... jiayang came down at 3... talked for a short while abt my future endeavours in gakkai... reli muz achieve all tt... all tt's standin in my way is whether i'm willin to do it or nt... afta tt went back down to basement to learn chingay dance... i can onli rmb e 1st 3 8s of e dance... =P... but looked quite fun... shld i join? naren came down soon afta to chase us up... went back to IPA to chat wif timothy, nicholas and wei han... so cold upstairs... but nice la... haha... finally cldnt take it... slept for 20 mins... went to listen to qi sheng's 'piano recital' at e stage...
END OF DAY 1
sounds borin... bliv mi, u've gotta experience it urself... it reli was one of e best times... sad tt itz over so soon le...
DAY 2 comin soon...
anyone wana watch Eragon?
let's see... hmm... missed e sd exam in e mornin... onli went at 2pm... den chose to go morigasaki 1... tt's my grp la... den played e lame concentration game afta chantin... even my ic agreed tt it wuz lame... -.-''' hahaha... same grp as jun hui... long time nv c tt guy le... hasn't changed... lolz... met thomas... onli saw him once b4 i tink... din even recognise him dis time... hahaha... quite a chatty guy, once u get to noe him... lolz... afta tt went to haf dinner n chatted wif e asd peeps lorz... missed those guys... hahha... gort benny n qs to write in kenny's bdae card... hope u like tt shirt kenny~!!!!! hahaha... went to listen to reverend watanabe afta tt... soooooooooooo inspired n touched by wad he shared... muz get to talk to him one day... hahaha... veri veri nice guy... learnt so much frm him... den came e NHR nite... veri encouragin n inspired to see all of us together work so hard to do our best... a few hiccups here n there... but otherwise it wuz terrific!!! ^_^ sposed to slp afta tt... but still had personal guidance... 2.30am... sheesh... so went down to basement to sit wif e asd peeps there... played a couple of games we used to play at purple-light district... lolz... had such a lot of fun... wei han cldnt get most of it... haha... feel so evil now tt i tink abt it... jiayang came down at 3... talked for a short while abt my future endeavours in gakkai... reli muz achieve all tt... all tt's standin in my way is whether i'm willin to do it or nt... afta tt went back down to basement to learn chingay dance... i can onli rmb e 1st 3 8s of e dance... =P... but looked quite fun... shld i join? naren came down soon afta to chase us up... went back to IPA to chat wif timothy, nicholas and wei han... so cold upstairs... but nice la... haha... finally cldnt take it... slept for 20 mins... went to listen to qi sheng's 'piano recital' at e stage...
END OF DAY 1
sounds borin... bliv mi, u've gotta experience it urself... it reli was one of e best times... sad tt itz over so soon le...
DAY 2 comin soon...
anyone wana watch Eragon?
Thursday, December 14, 2006
jz came back frm kenshu prep... bin doin e same things la, so shan't sae much here... except tt we're improvin quite well n mani r no longer readin frm e script... WOOHOO!!! hitched a ride on jiayang's car... talked a lot... he's right... since i can't tink of anithin else... mayb there reli is nothing left to b done abt it... i shld let nature take its course...
bin playing FFXII recently... luv e graphics... haha... my rate of playin is obviously slower than a snail, since i dun spend hours in front of my PS2, unlike my bro, who is leaps and bounds ahead of me in the game... but jz take my own sweet time wif it... tt's e gd thing abt playin slowly... anithin duno jz ask my bro... when it comes to games he's e pro... ;)
suddenly gort a cravin for oldies again... heard dancing queen and another day in paradise in jiayang's car jz now... it'll be another day for you and me in paradise... find tt some of these songs gort so much more meanin den e crap we haf nowadays...
to all who are goin tekong tml... JIAYOU AND TAKE CARE!!! will join u guys in a couple of mths time... =D =P
bin playing FFXII recently... luv e graphics... haha... my rate of playin is obviously slower than a snail, since i dun spend hours in front of my PS2, unlike my bro, who is leaps and bounds ahead of me in the game... but jz take my own sweet time wif it... tt's e gd thing abt playin slowly... anithin duno jz ask my bro... when it comes to games he's e pro... ;)
suddenly gort a cravin for oldies again... heard dancing queen and another day in paradise in jiayang's car jz now... it'll be another day for you and me in paradise... find tt some of these songs gort so much more meanin den e crap we haf nowadays...
to all who are goin tekong tml... JIAYOU AND TAKE CARE!!! will join u guys in a couple of mths time... =D =P
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
jz came back from kenshu prep... hahaha... so long nv hold at jurong kaikan le... so happy!!! wahahaha... today quite a number of asd de were there... even ppl like kaili and meiyi hu live like on e other end of s'pore... didnt do much at prep today... haiz... afta tt went pioneer mall mac wif dem makan... dragged dem thru so much mud n water... =p paiseh ar guys, if u do read this... haha... wuz so high jz now... siao de... had a gr8 time wif dem, considerin i haven seen dem for so long le... kaili look so much darker frm e last time i saw him... which was like connexion? haha... natural i guess...
u nv fail to amaze mi... read ur blog... mayb itz cuz my mind still nt tt matured ba... lolz... wadeva... but still... i salute u...
nt much to say... jz came online to blog abt today's prep... feelin unusually happy today... lolz...
am i appalling to the extent that you must turn away every time you see me? is it that difficult to give me even one chance? i'm sorry...
u nv fail to amaze mi... read ur blog... mayb itz cuz my mind still nt tt matured ba... lolz... wadeva... but still... i salute u...
nt much to say... jz came online to blog abt today's prep... feelin unusually happy today... lolz...
am i appalling to the extent that you must turn away every time you see me? is it that difficult to give me even one chance? i'm sorry...
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Here he comes again
Materialising with that dark flash of fire
That sulphurous smell of hell
Trailing trailing trailing
I struggle
To no avail
There he goes again
Whispering whispering whispering
My head rips apart
Tearing my heart with it
I run
And run
And run
Why won't he leave me alone?
Why must he torment me so?
The trail of crimson trickles
Drip
Drip
Drip
He slurps it up
Cackles with evil
Reek of it
He does
Brings his claws down upon me
Strikes my head
Splits it open
Someone save me
Please
Please
Please
Before he sucks me into that vortex of his
That vortex
OF HELL!!!
I don't want to surrender to him
who will understand what i am going through? who will be willing to extend a sincere hand in aid? my arteries clog left right centre. my head feels like it's been cleaved in two. my heart has been ravaged by something worse than wolverine's claws. why must i go through all this? am i better off dead? i just want to love, to laugh, to be me. is that to be denied from me too?
Materialising with that dark flash of fire
That sulphurous smell of hell
Trailing trailing trailing
I struggle
To no avail
There he goes again
Whispering whispering whispering
My head rips apart
Tearing my heart with it
I run
And run
And run
Why won't he leave me alone?
Why must he torment me so?
The trail of crimson trickles
Drip
Drip
Drip
He slurps it up
Cackles with evil
Reek of it
He does
Brings his claws down upon me
Strikes my head
Splits it open
Someone save me
Please
Please
Please
Before he sucks me into that vortex of his
That vortex
OF HELL!!!
I don't want to surrender to him
who will understand what i am going through? who will be willing to extend a sincere hand in aid? my arteries clog left right centre. my head feels like it's been cleaved in two. my heart has been ravaged by something worse than wolverine's claws. why must i go through all this? am i better off dead? i just want to love, to laugh, to be me. is that to be denied from me too?
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
Monday, December 11, 2006
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
just came back from boon han's place a couple of hours ago... had quite a gd time there la... haha... went to parkway parade to play pool cuz juay kai said there cheaper... onli to find out it was e same when we reached there... -.-''' still stayed there for abt 2 hrs la... played his PS2... predictably, i got thrashed... actually nt reli la... managed to beat boon han in need for speed... amazingly, considerin it wuz my first time playin tt game... but afta tt... well, dun talk abt it le la... hahaha... den caught a few episodes of goong... cant resist it... still as farnie n touchin n meaningful as ever... played game of life and monopoly afta tt... din lose too badly in game of life la... but totally owned monopoly... wahahaha... went back to e PS afta tt... din join in dis time... learnt my lesson... haha... den lidat e whole day n night jz went... breakfast wuz curry wif french loaf... gossiped abt stuff... haha... found out abt quite a bit which i previously didnt noe... quite up to date information too... ;)... ok... startin to sound bimbotic... cant imagine 4 guys sittin together talkin abt things lidat but still a 'nice experience' for short of words to describe it... hahaha... mite tink all this wuz boring or anithin... but itz e time spent together tt counts... doesnt matter even if we spent 24 hrs sittin ard lookin at each other... it'll still b time well spent if itz wif frens... =)
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
chest pains gettin more serious recently... yet i still nt willin to cut back on my diet... can literally feel my arteries gettin clogged up... woohoo...
preparations for kenshu has also bin gettin under way... bringin e doc's coat... haha... reli lookin forward to kenshu!!! enjoyed e previous one so much... cant wait for this one to arrive...
i just want to be friends again... please... that'll alleviate the pain slightly... forgive my foolishness...
Friday, December 08, 2006
jz came back from SP dance concert... worth my $10... hahaha... didnt noe rachel (chong) cld do so much wif dance... >.< choreograph n dance... duet, quartet and grp... kenneth wuz cool too... haha... cld c tt he reli pumped in everything into his dancin... goin up n down up n down lidat... whoo...
dance reli can express jz as much as, if not more than, music... the impact... the way of expression... everything... and i particularly liked the way they did "Faces (Part 1)"... the way the dancers came over to e audience and went down wif their umbrellas... gd effect... esp when they contrasted their black costumes with white gloves, shoes and masks... totally accentuates all their movements... so cool~!!!
the beat boxing was excellent too... particularly liked e way tt imitated death note at the end when bryant flung the black notebook at ben... bryant's beat-boxing was reli gr8 la... control everything so well... sounds so real too...
still can't forget the dances... i quite liked the truly, madly, deeply... wove in an old chinese song "yue liang dai biao wo de xin" but still managed to bring across the intended feelings... movements were quite fluid too... enjoyed it =D... the one on 'the day we met' was gd too...
the alumni gave quite a breath of fresh hair by dancing blindfolded... brought across quite a strong message there... i like it... =)
"Boys 2 Men" just looked totally wrong to mi... no offence... but it jz looked childish n wrong n gdness noes what else... jz didnt look right to mi...
all in all... tink my money wuz well spent la... =)
finished reading Eragon for the 2nd time... now finally goin on to Eldest... didnt haf e patience to finish reading Eldest the previous time cuz itz reli irritating to kip jumping frm Eragon's story to Roran's story and vice versa... but itz still gd la... cant put it down... haha...
i've said it b4 n i'll sae it again... he noes how to pick out his threads... or mayb cuz he jz looks gd wif wadeva he's gort... mayb i jz dun get it ya? lolz... esp wif my size... woots... whatever... =S
SimplyBread didn't call... guess tt means nothing... haha... didnt reli want tt job aniwae... now hopin ctss nids relief teachers cuz mdm tay told mi jj's cience department no nid le cuz dey're overflowing liaoz... -.-''' jz as well la... mayb i'm more cut out for sec sch? *shrugz...
tinkin abt army makes mi shiver sometimes... haha... oh well...
why can't i just let go? it hurts...
dance reli can express jz as much as, if not more than, music... the impact... the way of expression... everything... and i particularly liked the way they did "Faces (Part 1)"... the way the dancers came over to e audience and went down wif their umbrellas... gd effect... esp when they contrasted their black costumes with white gloves, shoes and masks... totally accentuates all their movements... so cool~!!!
the beat boxing was excellent too... particularly liked e way tt imitated death note at the end when bryant flung the black notebook at ben... bryant's beat-boxing was reli gr8 la... control everything so well... sounds so real too...
still can't forget the dances... i quite liked the truly, madly, deeply... wove in an old chinese song "yue liang dai biao wo de xin" but still managed to bring across the intended feelings... movements were quite fluid too... enjoyed it =D... the one on 'the day we met' was gd too...
the alumni gave quite a breath of fresh hair by dancing blindfolded... brought across quite a strong message there... i like it... =)
"Boys 2 Men" just looked totally wrong to mi... no offence... but it jz looked childish n wrong n gdness noes what else... jz didnt look right to mi...
all in all... tink my money wuz well spent la... =)
finished reading Eragon for the 2nd time... now finally goin on to Eldest... didnt haf e patience to finish reading Eldest the previous time cuz itz reli irritating to kip jumping frm Eragon's story to Roran's story and vice versa... but itz still gd la... cant put it down... haha...
i've said it b4 n i'll sae it again... he noes how to pick out his threads... or mayb cuz he jz looks gd wif wadeva he's gort... mayb i jz dun get it ya? lolz... esp wif my size... woots... whatever... =S
SimplyBread didn't call... guess tt means nothing... haha... didnt reli want tt job aniwae... now hopin ctss nids relief teachers cuz mdm tay told mi jj's cience department no nid le cuz dey're overflowing liaoz... -.-''' jz as well la... mayb i'm more cut out for sec sch? *shrugz...
tinkin abt army makes mi shiver sometimes... haha... oh well...
why can't i just let go? it hurts...
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
went for my first job interview today... dey didn't specify in the ad that i'd haf to work a 7-day week if i got selected... -.-''' i tink e interview went quite ok la... tho i kept staring at the application form when i didnt noe where else to look... e guy who interviewed mi wuz frenly enuff... but i cld sense a bit of... well... apprehension? workin at SimplyBread isnt gona b as simple as i tot it'd b... actually i wuz tinkin of slackin off this mth... especially since i've got such a large number of commitments this month... den go into relief teaching nxt yr... if i do get the green light to do so...
feel like blogging abt my class chalet... haha... S8 chalet was one of the tiniest chalets i've ever been to... but i still love it all e same... hahaha... playing uno wif 9 other ppl in e middle of e nite is lyk one of e greatest feelins ever!!! hahaha... all scheming together to see who will draw the most cards... catching them if they forgot to say uno... yvonne gort caught at least 4 times... lolz... she gort so pek cek in e end... but we started off playin bluff wif jz a couple of ppl la... learnt e skill of playing bluff le... e more cards u haf, e safer u r... havin one card doesn't mean tt u're gona win... it cld b ur downfall if it isn't e right card... hahaha... can't bliv i totally didnt slp at all e first nite... gort so tired to e extent i cldnt slp... those ppl r mad enuff to go for breakfast at mac at 4am... cool... den regretted drinkin tt cup of coffee later on... made mi feel lyk an owl... we had bbq e first nite... didnt cook much... mostly ate... bleahx haha... ms p came over... haha... we jz crowded ard her n watched her eat n talk... kinda rude ar... haha... but oh well... later in e nite cards galore... den mahjong came along... whoo... honed my skills nicely liaoz... can work out again dis sunday at bh's place... david stayed at e mahjong table e longest... e dong nan xi bei managed to go one whole round n more n he hadnt stopped... careful u dun get piles dude... haha... den e 2nd day... hmm... cant reli rmb wad we did... oh ya... went arcade... thrashed e bishi bashi machine... raced on e super mario go karts... a bit lyk daytona n initial d la... dun luff when u see super mario... it sounds childish but controllin e karts takes skill n practice... but those cost a bomb... a dollar per race... =S... den at nite we watched "The 40 year old virgin"... kinda lame la... haha... den derry refused to let us slp by playin music wif vishnu's soundblaster... hahaha... den he played indian songs lyk "Made in India" and we saw rakesh dancin to dem n nearly caused mia, muriel and me to split our sides wif laughter... hahahaha... rakesh's a gd sport la... dun mind us teasing him or luffin at his antics... poor pui khuan wanted her beauty slp but cldnt get it... lolz... all in all... reli loved dis chalet n e peeps tt went for it... NEVER GONNA FORGET U GUYS~!!!! I LOVE YOU S8!!!
feel like blogging abt my class chalet... haha... S8 chalet was one of the tiniest chalets i've ever been to... but i still love it all e same... hahaha... playing uno wif 9 other ppl in e middle of e nite is lyk one of e greatest feelins ever!!! hahaha... all scheming together to see who will draw the most cards... catching them if they forgot to say uno... yvonne gort caught at least 4 times... lolz... she gort so pek cek in e end... but we started off playin bluff wif jz a couple of ppl la... learnt e skill of playing bluff le... e more cards u haf, e safer u r... havin one card doesn't mean tt u're gona win... it cld b ur downfall if it isn't e right card... hahaha... can't bliv i totally didnt slp at all e first nite... gort so tired to e extent i cldnt slp... those ppl r mad enuff to go for breakfast at mac at 4am... cool... den regretted drinkin tt cup of coffee later on... made mi feel lyk an owl... we had bbq e first nite... didnt cook much... mostly ate... bleahx haha... ms p came over... haha... we jz crowded ard her n watched her eat n talk... kinda rude ar... haha... but oh well... later in e nite cards galore... den mahjong came along... whoo... honed my skills nicely liaoz... can work out again dis sunday at bh's place... david stayed at e mahjong table e longest... e dong nan xi bei managed to go one whole round n more n he hadnt stopped... careful u dun get piles dude... haha... den e 2nd day... hmm... cant reli rmb wad we did... oh ya... went arcade... thrashed e bishi bashi machine... raced on e super mario go karts... a bit lyk daytona n initial d la... dun luff when u see super mario... it sounds childish but controllin e karts takes skill n practice... but those cost a bomb... a dollar per race... =S... den at nite we watched "The 40 year old virgin"... kinda lame la... haha... den derry refused to let us slp by playin music wif vishnu's soundblaster... hahaha... den he played indian songs lyk "Made in India" and we saw rakesh dancin to dem n nearly caused mia, muriel and me to split our sides wif laughter... hahahaha... rakesh's a gd sport la... dun mind us teasing him or luffin at his antics... poor pui khuan wanted her beauty slp but cldnt get it... lolz... all in all... reli loved dis chalet n e peeps tt went for it... NEVER GONNA FORGET U GUYS~!!!! I LOVE YOU S8!!!
Sunday, December 03, 2006
com finally fixed... sorta anyway... still a bit screwy... but betta den nothing... after almost a month... woo...
my bro has finally received his syf set piece le... doesnt look easy... but nt too difficult either... plenty of details to watch out for tho... flutter tonguing... woots... my favourite... den e melody is sth i've played b4... so yeah... ^_^... onli sad thing is i wun b able to participate dis time... hahaha... reli miss my flute n piccolo like mad... my darlings...
so mani great movies comin out dis hols... eragon... charlotte's web... HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX comin out soon too... hopefully b4 my enlistment... hahaha... i reli wana catch these 3 movies... read eragon quite some time ago... itz e first of a trilogy... saphira... ^_^... hopefully e movie will b as gd... did charlotte's web for lit in sec 1... loved tt bk... nearly cried when i first read it... as for hp 5... no nid to elaborate la hor? most of u shld noe wad a harry potter fanatic i am... hahaha...
watched a beautiful mind on tv some time back... i've been writing stuff abt schizophrenia for some time but i nv knew it could get so extreme... made me freak out to watch it... but generally quite a touchin storyline with quite a bit of suspense... didnt expect him to b schizophrenic in e beginning... looked so real... lolz... tho e part abt e secret army part wuz like kinda incredulous... but e part abt e best fren n niece wuz jz... phew... gives me a whole new perspective on schizophrenia...
still desperately tryin to find job for dis mth... dun even noe wad kinda job i wana get... or wad kinda ppl wld wana hire someone for jz one month? i reli wana go into relief teaching nxt yr... but my mom doesnt want mi to waste this month... neither do i for tt matter... goin back jjc tml... hopefully can find some simple job there... tho hopes nt high... chant for it ba~!!!
my bro has finally received his syf set piece le... doesnt look easy... but nt too difficult either... plenty of details to watch out for tho... flutter tonguing... woots... my favourite... den e melody is sth i've played b4... so yeah... ^_^... onli sad thing is i wun b able to participate dis time... hahaha... reli miss my flute n piccolo like mad... my darlings...
so mani great movies comin out dis hols... eragon... charlotte's web... HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX comin out soon too... hopefully b4 my enlistment... hahaha... i reli wana catch these 3 movies... read eragon quite some time ago... itz e first of a trilogy... saphira... ^_^... hopefully e movie will b as gd... did charlotte's web for lit in sec 1... loved tt bk... nearly cried when i first read it... as for hp 5... no nid to elaborate la hor? most of u shld noe wad a harry potter fanatic i am... hahaha...
watched a beautiful mind on tv some time back... i've been writing stuff abt schizophrenia for some time but i nv knew it could get so extreme... made me freak out to watch it... but generally quite a touchin storyline with quite a bit of suspense... didnt expect him to b schizophrenic in e beginning... looked so real... lolz... tho e part abt e secret army part wuz like kinda incredulous... but e part abt e best fren n niece wuz jz... phew... gives me a whole new perspective on schizophrenia...
still desperately tryin to find job for dis mth... dun even noe wad kinda job i wana get... or wad kinda ppl wld wana hire someone for jz one month? i reli wana go into relief teaching nxt yr... but my mom doesnt want mi to waste this month... neither do i for tt matter... goin back jjc tml... hopefully can find some simple job there... tho hopes nt high... chant for it ba~!!!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
finally gort a chance to use com le... haiz... dis totally sucks la... com spoil... muz come cybercafe to use... my heart aches... quarantine frm com for abt 3 wks... omg...
now tt a's r finally over i can finally slack... tot i'd b happy but i'm nt... in fact i prefer tt i go back to muggin for a's... who in the right mind will say tt? well... i'm nt in e right state of mind right now... haha...
jz came back frm S8 chalet... e place wuz reli tiny... barely haf space to sleep... one of e crappiest chalets i've been to so far... gd thing gort 4D1 chalet at aranda to look forward to... but these days haf been quite ok la... managed to sharpen my mahjong n bluff skills... met clarence and clement there...
there're reli so mani things i haf to think abt now afta a's... those tt i haf used a lvls as an excuse to shift aside till itz over... so i dun haf to tink abt it... quite true anyway... practically no time to tink abt these problems until now... who knew the most stressful exams cld serve as a tool for running away?
tinkin of going into relief teaching nxt yr... reli intend to make teaching a career for myself... jz sent in my application for being a relief teacher... hope they'll give me a school tt's suitable for me... wana go back jjc to teach... but e application didnt provide jcs as an option... let this 3 mths of relief teaching reli be able to show me whether teaching is a suitable path for me tot ake in the future and whether i will love this job or nt... cuz i reli have not tot abt ani other career paths other than this one...
i want to make the most out of my life!!!
now tt a's r finally over i can finally slack... tot i'd b happy but i'm nt... in fact i prefer tt i go back to muggin for a's... who in the right mind will say tt? well... i'm nt in e right state of mind right now... haha...
jz came back frm S8 chalet... e place wuz reli tiny... barely haf space to sleep... one of e crappiest chalets i've been to so far... gd thing gort 4D1 chalet at aranda to look forward to... but these days haf been quite ok la... managed to sharpen my mahjong n bluff skills... met clarence and clement there...
there're reli so mani things i haf to think abt now afta a's... those tt i haf used a lvls as an excuse to shift aside till itz over... so i dun haf to tink abt it... quite true anyway... practically no time to tink abt these problems until now... who knew the most stressful exams cld serve as a tool for running away?
tinkin of going into relief teaching nxt yr... reli intend to make teaching a career for myself... jz sent in my application for being a relief teacher... hope they'll give me a school tt's suitable for me... wana go back jjc to teach... but e application didnt provide jcs as an option... let this 3 mths of relief teaching reli be able to show me whether teaching is a suitable path for me tot ake in the future and whether i will love this job or nt... cuz i reli have not tot abt ani other career paths other than this one...
i want to make the most out of my life!!!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
6 days left to GP... i really dunno how i want to feel now... really all mixed up inside... i dun even know how i should go about preparing for my GP... i've been reading up whatever i can... then today consulted ms. p... once again, i got tekaned by her... but i appreciate it... better now than later... yew hien and chee kiat said we're going her house this saturday... hmm... better go there prepared... and get ready for what she is going to say... i don't care how much she scolds or laughs or nags anymore... i need it... i'm desperate and i need to do well for this exam...
today consulted mr chu again... this time i think i really irritated him le... tho he never show it la... but somehow can tell... but he's really mr nice guy la... no matter what i asked him he has the patience to write out and explain to me... think i've said this umpteen times le... but i dun get tired of it... he's really been a great help... dun be afraid of long questions in maths... they just might be the easiest ones to do... dun let the long long lines of words cheese you off... keep calm... read the question properly and you'll be able to do it...
met chee kiat and yew hien after gp consultation... talked a bit about maths and gp... we need to bring up the queries and arguments to ms. p... but we still lack the courage... simply because we're still afraid of her shelling... LOLZ... actually no laughing matter la... must prepare and go in for the exam with the best state of mind...
again chatted with mummy for quite a while just now... as usual, she really inspired me and helped me see a lot of things... same with wan xiang yesterday... msged him after the asd daimokukai... he really also took the time to explain a lot of stuff and shared with me an experience which really inspired me la... very very grateful that i have this great good fortune to have these wonderful leaders around to guide me during this crucial period... i came to JJC on a mission... i did not leave ACJC for no good reason... i'm sure i came to JJC on a mission adn that mission is to shakubuku kelvin, bin hao and meng qing... just like i keeping praying everyday in my prayers... i must achieve ultimate victory in this examination... i must show this great infinite power of this mystic law... i will bring this faith to them by showing them this great actual proof which i will show through my success in this examination... that is the faith which i have...
there's still time... one week is still time... i will accomplish it~!!!
today consulted mr chu again... this time i think i really irritated him le... tho he never show it la... but somehow can tell... but he's really mr nice guy la... no matter what i asked him he has the patience to write out and explain to me... think i've said this umpteen times le... but i dun get tired of it... he's really been a great help... dun be afraid of long questions in maths... they just might be the easiest ones to do... dun let the long long lines of words cheese you off... keep calm... read the question properly and you'll be able to do it...
met chee kiat and yew hien after gp consultation... talked a bit about maths and gp... we need to bring up the queries and arguments to ms. p... but we still lack the courage... simply because we're still afraid of her shelling... LOLZ... actually no laughing matter la... must prepare and go in for the exam with the best state of mind...
again chatted with mummy for quite a while just now... as usual, she really inspired me and helped me see a lot of things... same with wan xiang yesterday... msged him after the asd daimokukai... he really also took the time to explain a lot of stuff and shared with me an experience which really inspired me la... very very grateful that i have this great good fortune to have these wonderful leaders around to guide me during this crucial period... i came to JJC on a mission... i did not leave ACJC for no good reason... i'm sure i came to JJC on a mission adn that mission is to shakubuku kelvin, bin hao and meng qing... just like i keeping praying everyday in my prayers... i must achieve ultimate victory in this examination... i must show this great infinite power of this mystic law... i will bring this faith to them by showing them this great actual proof which i will show through my success in this examination... that is the faith which i have...
there's still time... one week is still time... i will accomplish it~!!!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
finally received my enlistment letter a few days ago... 27th april 2007 BMTC school 2... anyone else enlisted on that day can please tell me? urgh... so far haven't been able to find anyone else that has the same enlistment day as me lei... so far all of my friends enlisted in december or november... hmm... haiz... maybe cuz i pes C9? aiya whatever la... but just as well... i want to go into relief teaching in my 3.5 months of free time... see if i really want to make a career out of it...
mugged with vanessa and you shun today... haha... piaed gp and physics... urgh... must push my physics up much higher... really cannot afford to do badly in it... so little time left... i really am cutting it a little too finely le...
been falling sick quite frequently recently... the running nose has been coming on and off on and off... sianz... must be in tip top condition to sit for my exams... not getting enough rest... not surprising considering i've been sleeping late these few weeks...
starting to burn out as well... really getting very sick and tired of looking at my tys and notes and goodness knows what... i really just want to do this and be over with it...
on the bright side... got quite a number of activities lined up during the december hols... dunno if i've mentioned it... gort s8 chalet... gort 4d1 chalet... gort prom... dunno if they intend to have an after prom party... vanessa's clique going clubbing... wonder if s8 wants to go clubbing... haha... drag kelvin out of his house and go... LOLZ... really looking very forward to it... ^_^... oh and of course... before i forget... there's the sd kenshu... wahaha... last year at syc... this year migrate to jurong kaikan... hahaha... it's like THE place for me can? hope kalel can make it... last year's was fun!!! and this year i'm sure is gonna be even MORE fun and meaningful... just make sure i don't catch a cold like last year... =p i still haven't forgotten the tissue... hahaha...
i'm going to keep my spirits up... not going to sink into a state of worry... this is just 'A' levels... i'm going to emerge victorious... ULTIMATE VICTORY~!!!!!
mugged with vanessa and you shun today... haha... piaed gp and physics... urgh... must push my physics up much higher... really cannot afford to do badly in it... so little time left... i really am cutting it a little too finely le...
been falling sick quite frequently recently... the running nose has been coming on and off on and off... sianz... must be in tip top condition to sit for my exams... not getting enough rest... not surprising considering i've been sleeping late these few weeks...
starting to burn out as well... really getting very sick and tired of looking at my tys and notes and goodness knows what... i really just want to do this and be over with it...
on the bright side... got quite a number of activities lined up during the december hols... dunno if i've mentioned it... gort s8 chalet... gort 4d1 chalet... gort prom... dunno if they intend to have an after prom party... vanessa's clique going clubbing... wonder if s8 wants to go clubbing... haha... drag kelvin out of his house and go... LOLZ... really looking very forward to it... ^_^... oh and of course... before i forget... there's the sd kenshu... wahaha... last year at syc... this year migrate to jurong kaikan... hahaha... it's like THE place for me can? hope kalel can make it... last year's was fun!!! and this year i'm sure is gonna be even MORE fun and meaningful... just make sure i don't catch a cold like last year... =p i still haven't forgotten the tissue... hahaha...
i'm going to keep my spirits up... not going to sink into a state of worry... this is just 'A' levels... i'm going to emerge victorious... ULTIMATE VICTORY~!!!!!
Friday, October 20, 2006
just received my enlistment letter... 27th april... omg... so late... but just as well... now i can go into relieve teaching and see if i really want to make it my lifelong career... den can slowly tink abt it in my 2 yrs in army... hmm... also will determine my choice of course in uni...
muggin out wif van tml... reli hope it'll be constructive because i have already wasted so much time at home and i still don't feel worried about it...
my head is starting to spin again... is my blood pressure rising again? should be, i guess... especially since i've been doing nothing but eat and slack at home these few days... the only exercise i get is by walking to the kitchen...
i will achieve ultimate victory in my 'A' levels!!!
muggin out wif van tml... reli hope it'll be constructive because i have already wasted so much time at home and i still don't feel worried about it...
my head is starting to spin again... is my blood pressure rising again? should be, i guess... especially since i've been doing nothing but eat and slack at home these few days... the only exercise i get is by walking to the kitchen...
i will achieve ultimate victory in my 'A' levels!!!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
mummy just talked to me for so long... really very inspired by her... and i've finally learnt to let go of this heavy weight in my heart after so long... i'm not going to worry about my a levels anymore... i'm going to chant hard and mug to the best of my ability and go in for the exams... give it my best shot and don't regret... i still have the power to change my future... i must cherish it well... i'm sure i will walk the path that is most suitable for me in all aspects...
still haven't gotten my enlistment letter yet... sianzation... dunno why ar... i'm feeling so excited about receiving my enlistment letter... lolz... really hope i'll go in in january... mid or late january... not too late not too early...
can't help but feel envious at times... it's inevitable k...
meeting van this sat to mug... woohoo... haha... finally found a mugging mate... haven't seen her for such a long time le... hope she'll be a good one to mug with... i'm sure she will la... she wants good grades just as much as i do, i'm sure...
nerd alert... geek alert... haha...
still haven't gotten my enlistment letter yet... sianzation... dunno why ar... i'm feeling so excited about receiving my enlistment letter... lolz... really hope i'll go in in january... mid or late january... not too late not too early...
can't help but feel envious at times... it's inevitable k...
meeting van this sat to mug... woohoo... haha... finally found a mugging mate... haven't seen her for such a long time le... hope she'll be a good one to mug with... i'm sure she will la... she wants good grades just as much as i do, i'm sure...
nerd alert... geek alert... haha...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
can't believe i'm still blogging so often when i'm lagging behind so much... only did 3 papers today... i'm actually getting my maths papers done faster than my GP papers... woots...
and i've been getting these splitting headaches recently... urgh... just throbs and throbs like nobody's business... sanshoshima at work... i'll throttle it~!!!
i must learn to make love to the subjects i detest... GP... physics... maths... the more i detest them, the more i will embrace them and make love to them... know their every inch like the back of my hand and make sure i score like nobody's business in these papers... watch me~!!!
should i ask mdm chee for consultation this week? do i have anything to consult her on? plenty i believe... but like mr low said, i'd better collate my stuff first before going to him... not that i'll approach him anymore, for that matter... -.-''' still peeved with his attitude when he gives me consultation...
should i invite ms. p to go for the Gandhi, King, Ikeda exhibition? i think it's really an excellent exhibition for her to take a look at, considering that she teaches GP... speaking of which... an interview with Dr. Lawrence Edward Carter Senior was aired this morning on Primetime Morning... talked about whether peacekeeping through ways like dialogue is still relevant in today's world... then Dr. Carter aired his views about how Dr. Daisaku Ikeda was one of the most, if not the most, active people who has been promoting peace through peaceful measures such as dialogue since 1960 and he has been leading an entire organisation present in more than 188 countries and territories in the world in this movement for peace, known as the Soka Gakkai International, and has been carrying out actions for his beliefs towards peace, rather than NATO... and most people have overlooked or have refused to look at all that this great man has done... and just when Dr. Carter was getting into it, they cut him off, claiming that they had 'run out of time'... so you arrange with a famous professor from Georgia for an interview and you give him a measly 10 minutes? how sensible...
i will achieve ultimate victory!!!
and i've been getting these splitting headaches recently... urgh... just throbs and throbs like nobody's business... sanshoshima at work... i'll throttle it~!!!
i must learn to make love to the subjects i detest... GP... physics... maths... the more i detest them, the more i will embrace them and make love to them... know their every inch like the back of my hand and make sure i score like nobody's business in these papers... watch me~!!!
should i ask mdm chee for consultation this week? do i have anything to consult her on? plenty i believe... but like mr low said, i'd better collate my stuff first before going to him... not that i'll approach him anymore, for that matter... -.-''' still peeved with his attitude when he gives me consultation...
should i invite ms. p to go for the Gandhi, King, Ikeda exhibition? i think it's really an excellent exhibition for her to take a look at, considering that she teaches GP... speaking of which... an interview with Dr. Lawrence Edward Carter Senior was aired this morning on Primetime Morning... talked about whether peacekeeping through ways like dialogue is still relevant in today's world... then Dr. Carter aired his views about how Dr. Daisaku Ikeda was one of the most, if not the most, active people who has been promoting peace through peaceful measures such as dialogue since 1960 and he has been leading an entire organisation present in more than 188 countries and territories in the world in this movement for peace, known as the Soka Gakkai International, and has been carrying out actions for his beliefs towards peace, rather than NATO... and most people have overlooked or have refused to look at all that this great man has done... and just when Dr. Carter was getting into it, they cut him off, claiming that they had 'run out of time'... so you arrange with a famous professor from Georgia for an interview and you give him a measly 10 minutes? how sensible...
i will achieve ultimate victory!!!
Monday, October 16, 2006
first day of study break... went back to consult ah bee and wee yong... cleared up quite a number of doubts le... mr chu reli is veri generous wif his time... despite teaching j1 yet he's still willing to spare me time for consultation... m i feeling guilty? haha... but i like his teaching, cuz he's got the patience to explain every little silly thing to me... unlike mrs leong... haiz... same goes to mdm chee... i prefer going to her for consultation rather den mr low cuz he seems to be so impatient every time i consult him, while mdm chee always has the patience to explain every little thing i dun understand... mdm chee cant handle tutorials and large lecture groups la... but she's great when you go for one on one consultation wif her... she really has the patience to explain it to you and make sure all your doubts are clarified...
i really must be able to push myself so much more than this... i must achieve ultimate victory in my 'A' levels... not just any victory but an ultimate victory~!!!
some of my friends have gotten their enlistment letter liaoz... hope i dun get mine so soon... i dun wana go in so early... some time in january would be ideal la... preferably after the chinese new year... let me enjoy my december in peace and celebrate with my entire family before i go in and shave my head... am i scared of the army? guess so... go in and cry and lose weight... where else can you get a better deal? they pay me to slim down!!! hahaha... yeah sure... laugh all you want now... later go in le see how you cry...
"unhappiness arises not because of your adverse circumstances; it arises from your own negativity" - Daisaku Ikeda
i really must be able to push myself so much more than this... i must achieve ultimate victory in my 'A' levels... not just any victory but an ultimate victory~!!!
some of my friends have gotten their enlistment letter liaoz... hope i dun get mine so soon... i dun wana go in so early... some time in january would be ideal la... preferably after the chinese new year... let me enjoy my december in peace and celebrate with my entire family before i go in and shave my head... am i scared of the army? guess so... go in and cry and lose weight... where else can you get a better deal? they pay me to slim down!!! hahaha... yeah sure... laugh all you want now... later go in le see how you cry...
"unhappiness arises not because of your adverse circumstances; it arises from your own negativity" - Daisaku Ikeda
Friday, October 13, 2006
just got news that a friend of mine has just lost his mother to cancer... so saddening... haiz... really makes me think of how delicate life is... ever since i came to jc i have come to encounter so many deaths around me... really makes me very sad when they occur and makes me appreciate my loved ones around me so much more... and i never fail to include a prayer to all those who have lost their close ones because i cannot even begin to imagine how it would be like and the pain they would experience, especially when you lose your mother or father or a sibling... i have never experienced that kind of pain and may i never experience it for years and years to come... to all those who have experienced it... Nam-Myoho-Renge-Kyo...
on a lighter note... i've finally changed my blog skin... suitable for viewing in 800 X 600... i know not many people view it in this resolution anymore but i do and i worked it out on this resolution, so yeah... having daniel radcliffe and emma watson staring into each other's eyes for too long isn't a good thing...
i actually managed to do the vjc 2006 GP prelim paper 1... not an easy paper... phew...
i will survive... i WILL emerge VICTORIOUS~!!!!!
on a lighter note... i've finally changed my blog skin... suitable for viewing in 800 X 600... i know not many people view it in this resolution anymore but i do and i worked it out on this resolution, so yeah... having daniel radcliffe and emma watson staring into each other's eyes for too long isn't a good thing...
i actually managed to do the vjc 2006 GP prelim paper 1... not an easy paper... phew...
i will survive... i WILL emerge VICTORIOUS~!!!!!
Friday, October 06, 2006
oh well... it's been almost a day since my birthday... thanks ever so much to all who remembered... reli reli touched tt u still bother to rmb despite e bz periods we're all goin thru now... haha... mummy bot mi 4 small slices of cake from coffeebean... love my tiramisu... rather den haf 1 big cake n onli haf 1 flavour which u mite nt reli enjoy... haha... love my family... ^_^
jia lat... m i startin to lose my momentum? i cant afford to do tt lei... damn... y is it so difficult to transit to other subs... did no work at all today... so totally wasted... sianz... n i still want my A's? u're reli NATO u noe tt?
tml's e sd mtg at tbsc n asd mooncake festival celebration at syc... lookin forward to it~!
the haze is reli choking me to death... if it continues to rise somemore i reli duno wad i'll do... im already havin to resort to wearing a mask at home otherwise my throat dries up n i cant breathe properly... damn... pls let e rains come... hail n snow if possible... urgh...
kelvin msged mi a couple of days ago n asked mi if i wanted to go runnin when e study break starts... shld i? sure i've gort loads of work to do but i cant possibly drown myself in my notes n tys 24/7? besides, my stamina currently is like negative le can...
dunno y... of all days to haf mood swing it had to be on my special day... to e extent i nearly cried... sheesh... oh well... nth has patience for self-pity except paper... so y bother...
e brain muz start thinking... e hand muz start writing... e paper muz start gettin filled up... e grades muz start goin up n hit e ceiling... break a hole in it if possible...
finally developed on boon han's idea and wrote a short play abt it couple of weeks back... pity it wasn't deep enough... but good enough for me, considering i haven written anything of this nature for years and i took onli 3 days to produce it... nt braggin hor... nth to brag abt aniwae... nth to b proud of... jz sth to vent my feelins on when i wasnt feelin too gd... so seeing sadistic stuff makes mi feel betta? hahaha...
i reli miss my instruments... love dem to bits... gonna buy dem as soon as i possibly can... an instrument isn't an instrument unless you own it, play it, clean it, cherish it, love it and let it stay by your side... i want a flute n piccolo of my own~!!! ^_^ hahaha... shld i join band fest this yr? see how ba, after e a's... last yr was still quite a gd experience for mi... dis yr muz b betta~!!!!!!!! tt is IF i join...
memories are dear things for you to hold on to and cherish when the big thundercloud is above n causes a ray of sunshine to peep out at u and make u hold on tt bit more longer before the rain clears...
i reli want that jack skellington plushie... hope i can get it tml at hbf... sigh...
jia lat... m i startin to lose my momentum? i cant afford to do tt lei... damn... y is it so difficult to transit to other subs... did no work at all today... so totally wasted... sianz... n i still want my A's? u're reli NATO u noe tt?
tml's e sd mtg at tbsc n asd mooncake festival celebration at syc... lookin forward to it~!
the haze is reli choking me to death... if it continues to rise somemore i reli duno wad i'll do... im already havin to resort to wearing a mask at home otherwise my throat dries up n i cant breathe properly... damn... pls let e rains come... hail n snow if possible... urgh...
kelvin msged mi a couple of days ago n asked mi if i wanted to go runnin when e study break starts... shld i? sure i've gort loads of work to do but i cant possibly drown myself in my notes n tys 24/7? besides, my stamina currently is like negative le can...
dunno y... of all days to haf mood swing it had to be on my special day... to e extent i nearly cried... sheesh... oh well... nth has patience for self-pity except paper... so y bother...
e brain muz start thinking... e hand muz start writing... e paper muz start gettin filled up... e grades muz start goin up n hit e ceiling... break a hole in it if possible...
finally developed on boon han's idea and wrote a short play abt it couple of weeks back... pity it wasn't deep enough... but good enough for me, considering i haven written anything of this nature for years and i took onli 3 days to produce it... nt braggin hor... nth to brag abt aniwae... nth to b proud of... jz sth to vent my feelins on when i wasnt feelin too gd... so seeing sadistic stuff makes mi feel betta? hahaha...
i reli miss my instruments... love dem to bits... gonna buy dem as soon as i possibly can... an instrument isn't an instrument unless you own it, play it, clean it, cherish it, love it and let it stay by your side... i want a flute n piccolo of my own~!!! ^_^ hahaha... shld i join band fest this yr? see how ba, after e a's... last yr was still quite a gd experience for mi... dis yr muz b betta~!!!!!!!! tt is IF i join...
memories are dear things for you to hold on to and cherish when the big thundercloud is above n causes a ray of sunshine to peep out at u and make u hold on tt bit more longer before the rain clears...
i reli want that jack skellington plushie... hope i can get it tml at hbf... sigh...
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
itz reli nt gd to jz focus on one or two subs during revision... u reli nid to space out n move on to other subs... bin focussing way too much on maths n phy recently... muz move on to bio n chem soon... muz show actual proof wif my results... i will~!!!! WATCH ME~!
so tiring sometimes... yet i refuse to sleep early... -.-'''
oh well... time to get some shuteye... jz a random post...
so tiring sometimes... yet i refuse to sleep early... -.-'''
oh well... time to get some shuteye... jz a random post...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
itz gettin late but i reli feel veri compelled to make this blog entry... so angry wif wad ms p said today and after talkin to boon han n richard... suddenly i find tt what she said may nt always b right...
students in rjc clock a minimum of 500 hours of cip... sure enuff, we were stunned by the figure... but after talking to richard, find that she's reli talkin thru her hat... sure, some of them do get it but not ALL for heaven's sake... boon han also had a pt... i mean... yeah sure they clock in 500 hours of cip... but how mani of those 500 hours were quality hours? did you reli mean dem? i can vouch for this esp since i'm guilty of it... im sure everyone is guilty of it, in some way or another... did u do tt cip willingly or begrudgingly? sure, everybody does flag day... but do we all feel the same way? do u jz collect a few coins and slack? or do you do your best to reach out to ppl and feel the sense of satisfaction when the collector feels the weight of your collecting tin, smiles at u and says "thanks! this is a very good tin!"? both give you 4 hours of cip... but was it quality time spent? of course, we're not all angels... i'm sure the unwillingness will come in at one point or another... it's onli natural... but it jz seems a pity that so mani ppl onli focus their sights on the quantity... hardly ani1 talks abt the quality of cip animore, except a rare few... haiz...
dunno why im suddenly so agitated abt dis... just sparked off by wad tt woman said i guess... aniwae, now a's more impt... shldnt b wasting my time n energy tinkin abt dis... but still... food for thought... does the heart no longer sell in singapre?
students in rjc clock a minimum of 500 hours of cip... sure enuff, we were stunned by the figure... but after talking to richard, find that she's reli talkin thru her hat... sure, some of them do get it but not ALL for heaven's sake... boon han also had a pt... i mean... yeah sure they clock in 500 hours of cip... but how mani of those 500 hours were quality hours? did you reli mean dem? i can vouch for this esp since i'm guilty of it... im sure everyone is guilty of it, in some way or another... did u do tt cip willingly or begrudgingly? sure, everybody does flag day... but do we all feel the same way? do u jz collect a few coins and slack? or do you do your best to reach out to ppl and feel the sense of satisfaction when the collector feels the weight of your collecting tin, smiles at u and says "thanks! this is a very good tin!"? both give you 4 hours of cip... but was it quality time spent? of course, we're not all angels... i'm sure the unwillingness will come in at one point or another... it's onli natural... but it jz seems a pity that so mani ppl onli focus their sights on the quantity... hardly ani1 talks abt the quality of cip animore, except a rare few... haiz...
dunno why im suddenly so agitated abt dis... just sparked off by wad tt woman said i guess... aniwae, now a's more impt... shldnt b wasting my time n energy tinkin abt dis... but still... food for thought... does the heart no longer sell in singapre?
Sunday, October 01, 2006
are there no good blogskins about band? haiz... bin trying so hard to find a good blogskin for flute or band as a whole... most are crappy or not my taste... sianz... what am i doing looking for a blogskin at this point of time? shouldn't i be revising? aiya, ppl oso nid to rest de ma...
bin chionging my phy n maths dis past wk... improvement? cant reli tell... but understand more things le la i spose... shld i shift my attention to bio dis wk? >.< abt 1 more mth to a's... will i make it?
speaking of instruments, i reli miss my flute and piccolo like mad... reli... haiz... cant wait till i buy my own instrument... >.< ^_^
i will fight on~! watch me... i will get my A's!!!
bin chionging my phy n maths dis past wk... improvement? cant reli tell... but understand more things le la i spose... shld i shift my attention to bio dis wk? >.< abt 1 more mth to a's... will i make it?
speaking of instruments, i reli miss my flute and piccolo like mad... reli... haiz... cant wait till i buy my own instrument... >.< ^_^
i will fight on~! watch me... i will get my A's!!!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
YAY!!! PRELIMS FINALLY OVER!!! hahaha... so happy... second last hurdle cleared... woots... n jz informed today tt our study break starts on 16th oct... which means 13th oct is e last day of sch!!! woohoo... dis yr has jz passed too quickly...
today went bowling, pool n arcade wif e s8 guys... word of advice, nv play 3 consecutive games of bowling... my thumb now so sore... sianz... haha... but it wuz fun la... so long nv bowl le... din noe kelvin wuz such a gd bowler... lolz... afta tt went for pool... teamed up wif rakesh... lolz... nt exactly e best combination... haha...
loads of stuff to update la... but lazy... jz happy tt prelims r finally over... WOOHOO!!!
today went bowling, pool n arcade wif e s8 guys... word of advice, nv play 3 consecutive games of bowling... my thumb now so sore... sianz... haha... but it wuz fun la... so long nv bowl le... din noe kelvin wuz such a gd bowler... lolz... afta tt went for pool... teamed up wif rakesh... lolz... nt exactly e best combination... haha...
loads of stuff to update la... but lazy... jz happy tt prelims r finally over... WOOHOO!!!
Friday, September 15, 2006
Past the halfway mark for prelims... almost over... now left maths 2 and bio 2 on monday, chem 1 and 2 on tues and bio 1 on wed... afta tt can breathe for a while... yeah... goin bowling wif e other s8 guys on wed... woohoo, tho i'd probably go there n wipe the drains wif my bowling... haha... reli hope for prelims to pass soon... urgh...
tho i can't say im complainin... so far i guess my prelims haf been what i expected them to be... bio 3 was a total failure... shan't ponder over it... but maths chem n phy haf been reasonably ok ba... e onli thing im nt satisfied wif so far is my bio i guess... im sposed to b gd at it... but my phy seems to b catchin up wif bio... m i slackin tt much in bio? hmm...
today practically every single j2 was rushing to get their testimonial form signed... sheesh... of all days our dear thomas tan haf to b absent it had to b today... urgh... cldnt get my external cip form signed... gotta wait till monday... somehow eunice managed to get the deadline extended... still dun quite bliv her tho... can lidat de meh? haha... oh well, i aint complainin... who ask mi to leave it to the last minute?
cant bliv im so relaxed durin the prelim period... the pre-prelim period was terrible.. my heart was thumpin away at a mile a minute and wif so much force... i practically felt tired of my heart pumpin... sheesh... but recently became more relaxed... esp today's phy paper... mayb cuz i dun expect too much frm myself when it comes to phy ba... lolz...
cant bliv i've typed such a long entry... loads to talk abt after so long not updating...
tml's the asd institutional mtg... wonder who'll go from j2... hopefully at least some will turn up... last mtg b4 a lvls... nxt time we meet will be during nov... tt sucks big time la... haiz... dun want time to pass so soon... missing gakkai peeps so much...
tho i can't say im complainin... so far i guess my prelims haf been what i expected them to be... bio 3 was a total failure... shan't ponder over it... but maths chem n phy haf been reasonably ok ba... e onli thing im nt satisfied wif so far is my bio i guess... im sposed to b gd at it... but my phy seems to b catchin up wif bio... m i slackin tt much in bio? hmm...
today practically every single j2 was rushing to get their testimonial form signed... sheesh... of all days our dear thomas tan haf to b absent it had to b today... urgh... cldnt get my external cip form signed... gotta wait till monday... somehow eunice managed to get the deadline extended... still dun quite bliv her tho... can lidat de meh? haha... oh well, i aint complainin... who ask mi to leave it to the last minute?
cant bliv im so relaxed durin the prelim period... the pre-prelim period was terrible.. my heart was thumpin away at a mile a minute and wif so much force... i practically felt tired of my heart pumpin... sheesh... but recently became more relaxed... esp today's phy paper... mayb cuz i dun expect too much frm myself when it comes to phy ba... lolz...
cant bliv i've typed such a long entry... loads to talk abt after so long not updating...
tml's the asd institutional mtg... wonder who'll go from j2... hopefully at least some will turn up... last mtg b4 a lvls... nxt time we meet will be during nov... tt sucks big time la... haiz... dun want time to pass so soon... missing gakkai peeps so much...
Friday, September 08, 2006
Miss Wun hasn't been coming online this whole week... I'm sure she's got a good reason for it la... Must be reli bz over there in Australia... im dyin for bio options... in fact, im dyin for practically everything... even chemistry isnt lookin too gd... sianz... but consultation wif mdm chee wuz gd la... finally understood my analogue electronics... now jz nid to memorise all those eqns lorz... but main concepts more or less can get le la... itz abt 2 days to prelims n im still online typin... cool... cant wait to see my results...
whine and whine...
moan and moan...
please let it end...
whine and whine...
moan and moan...
please let it end...
Monday, September 04, 2006
just read kenneth's blog... one of my classmates la... nearly cried... hahaha... reading halfway suddenly remembered yi yi's msn nick... God created Man, Man created religion... funny how religion plays such a major part in so many of our lives yeah?
prelims next week... ms p's words are acting like a curse... i will give you enough rope, and when you reach the end of the rope you will hang... feel like hanging myself right now... 10 weeks have passed just like that... grades dont fall from the sky... i am already feelin the pinch... y m i still nt motivated enough to study hard enough? started at ard 12 today... mugged my bio till abt 3... finally couldnt take it... went on to chem... argh... tinkin abt what the lecturer in acjc said so long ago... tink of the difference in the number of letters in between a and o... tt is the difference in the amount of work you have to put in... i can so see myself getting Es, Os and Fs for prelims... time is nt on my side... tick tock tick tock... it passes mercilessly on... casting a smirk at u...
let the schizophrenia sink in...
prelims next week... ms p's words are acting like a curse... i will give you enough rope, and when you reach the end of the rope you will hang... feel like hanging myself right now... 10 weeks have passed just like that... grades dont fall from the sky... i am already feelin the pinch... y m i still nt motivated enough to study hard enough? started at ard 12 today... mugged my bio till abt 3... finally couldnt take it... went on to chem... argh... tinkin abt what the lecturer in acjc said so long ago... tink of the difference in the number of letters in between a and o... tt is the difference in the amount of work you have to put in... i can so see myself getting Es, Os and Fs for prelims... time is nt on my side... tick tock tick tock... it passes mercilessly on... casting a smirk at u...
let the schizophrenia sink in...
Thursday, August 31, 2006
got back my gp common test 3... like a slap in the face... first time dis yr i failed gp... under ms. p's marking i always pass... but when it comes to amy toh, i fail by 1 mark... ok... has ms. p been giving me sympathy marks? or does amy toh not noe how to mark? been tryin to get to ms. p... but seems like i'm seriously irritatin her le... i dun wana do badly for gp... nt for prelims nt for a's nt for anithin... i've seriously mutated into a slave of results...
today teacher's day celebrations... they flashed this slideshow of the tchrs... lmao... they took a picture of miss wun and mr sin... :O ^_^ quite farnie la... seein all those pictures and movies... particularly enjoyed my class's dedication... effect quite gd!!! ^_^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!!!!! haha... finally 18 liaoz hor? my turn soon...
today teacher's day celebrations... they flashed this slideshow of the tchrs... lmao... they took a picture of miss wun and mr sin... :O ^_^ quite farnie la... seein all those pictures and movies... particularly enjoyed my class's dedication... effect quite gd!!! ^_^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!!!!! haha... finally 18 liaoz hor? my turn soon...
Friday, August 25, 2006
prelims in 2 weeks... lolz... so dead...
just received the form today for us to lie through our teeth about our cca achievements... best chance for us to glamourise our testimonial a bit... muz tink of all e stuff i've done over dis 2 yrs n blow it up to ridiculous proportions... woots...
amanda's party to go to... band gathering to attend... gort e discussion mtg at home as well... can i cleave myself into 3 parts? all r impt to mi... haiz...
revision is progressin, i'm pleased to say... slowly but surely... muz attain at least all Cs or all Bs this time round for prelims... chemistry nothing short of an A... i can and must do it...
stepped on e soccer ball n fell today... durin our soccer session jz now... twisted my wrist a little... no big deal la... soccer's still fun... hahaha...
i want my life to be fulfilling...
just received the form today for us to lie through our teeth about our cca achievements... best chance for us to glamourise our testimonial a bit... muz tink of all e stuff i've done over dis 2 yrs n blow it up to ridiculous proportions... woots...
amanda's party to go to... band gathering to attend... gort e discussion mtg at home as well... can i cleave myself into 3 parts? all r impt to mi... haiz...
revision is progressin, i'm pleased to say... slowly but surely... muz attain at least all Cs or all Bs this time round for prelims... chemistry nothing short of an A... i can and must do it...
stepped on e soccer ball n fell today... durin our soccer session jz now... twisted my wrist a little... no big deal la... soccer's still fun... hahaha...
i want my life to be fulfilling...
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
omg... i've completely forgotten how to do my pure maths~!!! cant bliv it la... been focusing so much on prob n stats tt i've forgotten my pure maths... well done... other subs oso strugglin... heyho for prelims~!
haiz... wana go for prom nite... but my class made up 1 table le... now i nid to find another 9 ppl in e class to go... how to find? urgh... i reli dun wana miss it... so rare... tsk... aiya, c how la... chant for my classmates to b willing to go ba? hahaha... dun wana join up wif other classes... unless itz wif ct ppl or band ppl... suay sia...
feel so tired... i want to let go... jz let go of everything and fall into a deep deep sleep...
haiz... wana go for prom nite... but my class made up 1 table le... now i nid to find another 9 ppl in e class to go... how to find? urgh... i reli dun wana miss it... so rare... tsk... aiya, c how la... chant for my classmates to b willing to go ba? hahaha... dun wana join up wif other classes... unless itz wif ct ppl or band ppl... suay sia...
feel so tired... i want to let go... jz let go of everything and fall into a deep deep sleep...
Friday, August 18, 2006
had my second round of consultation with mr chu today... he's starting to get a bit irritating the way he says "It's very easy..."... yes i noe itz ez for u wee yong... but itz nt for mi... =S haha but his explanations r reli veri veri clear n he takes e trouble to use idiotproof methods to make sure i understand... covered estimation of population parameters in half an hour... hypo testing next week... i'm actually starting to feel confident for maths... oh well, i spose it will happen when 2 wee yongs come together... LOLZ... understood most of what mrs leong taught in class today too... nt bad nt bad... ms wun's class oso quite ok today... haha... we had dis sudden blackout in the estate this morning... halfway thru biochem lecture blackout... ended early... went for bio tutorial... sat in e lab in the dark... so warm... in e end she oso cldnt stand it we went outside n sat there n she sat in front of us n taught... nice change of envt... thank gdness e electricity came back on when mdm tay stepped into the class... so zhun...
CTAWE concert tml... sposed to be ushering... nid to reach there by 6.30pm... i dun even noe where is itz exact venue... jz noe tt itz nanyang girls high auditorium... nxt to njc... take 157 shld b able to reach... i hope...
je t'aime vous
CTAWE concert tml... sposed to be ushering... nid to reach there by 6.30pm... i dun even noe where is itz exact venue... jz noe tt itz nanyang girls high auditorium... nxt to njc... take 157 shld b able to reach... i hope...
je t'aime vous
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Are Singapore voters deaf? This is a singing competition, for goodness' sake... not a performing circus... like what the heck? Mathilda's like one of the best singers in the competition yeah? together with Hady and Jonathan... omg... and all 3 were in the danger zone... -.-''' and all the judges and hosts were hinting so heavily that this is a singing competition... kinda obvious yeah? pity the judges don't haf a direct influence over the people to stay in this competition... otherwise things are gonna be verrrrryyyyyyyyy different around here... paiseh, gettin veri agitated... i'm a mathilda supporter... lolz...
i cant do the vocabulary section in gp... how insulting...
still feeling veri peeved... urgh...
prelims in 3 wks... woots...
i cant do the vocabulary section in gp... how insulting...
still feeling veri peeved... urgh...
prelims in 3 wks... woots...
Monday, August 14, 2006
thanks ever so much jiayang~! dis guy really goes all out for his members... reli thanks so much dude... came down from work, no rest, and come n listen to mi talk and u talked so much... gave me so much sound advice and encouragement... yes, now is the time that i must untie this dead knot in my heart... face up to my fears... to not be a coward anymore and to face all struggles with a sincere smile on my face... strengthen my faith and to renew my determination each day...
today had my first consultation with mr chu... wah seh... is he like the most patient teacher you've ever met? every single silly thing i asked him about crv he patiently explained till i understood... haha... tml gona do e stats part... hope he'll be just as patient cuz i noe nuts abt tt stuff... lolz... but today's consultation really benefitted me a lot... feel kinda guilty going to him instead of mrs leong, esp since she's my tutor but you oso can't blame me sometimes... she's not always free yeah? 4 children to take care of at home lei... it's a wonder she can even take time to come to school... but it's also not fair to us la... since we're j2 and we need consultation that much more... hmm... now starting to pick up on maths... other subs muz come in soon... gort this dreaded feeling that i'm making mdm tay veri disappointed, esp since i haven't been doing her work recently... neglecting my chem like siao... cuz either stoning or focusing on other subjects... been concentrating mostly on physics and maths recently... mustn't let myself down this time for prelims...
i must face up to myself... is it just my own silly pride? is it because i'm scared of the void that would be present if i do let go? or is it because of other reasons... it's really high time i faced up to all these problems... running away does not solve the problem... maybe you might think now's not the time to think about such stuff... i agree... studies are my first priority now... nothing else... but sooner or later... better sooner than later... i must face up to this and ask myself what i should do about this... and have the wisdom and courage to be able to do it...
today had my first consultation with mr chu... wah seh... is he like the most patient teacher you've ever met? every single silly thing i asked him about crv he patiently explained till i understood... haha... tml gona do e stats part... hope he'll be just as patient cuz i noe nuts abt tt stuff... lolz... but today's consultation really benefitted me a lot... feel kinda guilty going to him instead of mrs leong, esp since she's my tutor but you oso can't blame me sometimes... she's not always free yeah? 4 children to take care of at home lei... it's a wonder she can even take time to come to school... but it's also not fair to us la... since we're j2 and we need consultation that much more... hmm... now starting to pick up on maths... other subs muz come in soon... gort this dreaded feeling that i'm making mdm tay veri disappointed, esp since i haven't been doing her work recently... neglecting my chem like siao... cuz either stoning or focusing on other subjects... been concentrating mostly on physics and maths recently... mustn't let myself down this time for prelims...
i must face up to myself... is it just my own silly pride? is it because i'm scared of the void that would be present if i do let go? or is it because of other reasons... it's really high time i faced up to all these problems... running away does not solve the problem... maybe you might think now's not the time to think about such stuff... i agree... studies are my first priority now... nothing else... but sooner or later... better sooner than later... i must face up to this and ask myself what i should do about this... and have the wisdom and courage to be able to do it...
Saturday, August 12, 2006
today nationwide SD meeting... haha... reached there quite early... managed to borrow pants frm jih yang for the alumni concert... a tad too tight tho... obvious la, since my size aint veri common... met samantha there... haha... first time actually seeing her close up face to face... she recognise me wor... lolz... su xin tie her hair to one side... she say look more ah lian... haha... i agree...
speaking of su xin... was talkin to her last nite abt my dark writings... haha... she made mi think abt a lot of stuff i nv tot abt when i wrote all that... saw another side of her...
being sick is reli nt a gd feelin... wana concentrate oso cannot... my blardy windpipe is gettin obstructed... can hardly breathe...
will suicidal thoughts become rational? i sincerely hope not...
speaking of su xin... was talkin to her last nite abt my dark writings... haha... she made mi think abt a lot of stuff i nv tot abt when i wrote all that... saw another side of her...
being sick is reli nt a gd feelin... wana concentrate oso cannot... my blardy windpipe is gettin obstructed... can hardly breathe...
will suicidal thoughts become rational? i sincerely hope not...
Thursday, August 10, 2006
sore throat... ugh... being sick totally sucks big time...
revision going too slowly... but finally picked up on my statistics... understood my central limit theorem and when and how to apply it... good! haha... now tt jz leaves estimation to ppln parameters, hypo testing, crv n probability for mr chu... tt's like how much? haha...but im gettin on... slowly but surely... my physical chem oso sufferin... itz lyk practically e whole thing... electrochem, rxn kinetics, equilibria... omg... even inorg chem oso... can see my prelims grade for chem crashing to rock bottom... phy improvin a little bit la... slowly but surely... now tt i look back at yr 1 topics, dey all seem soooooooo darn ez... dun regret keepin phy... nt tt sure abt bio tho... do i noe my bio? now tt mr suren has finished biochem lectures, itz lyk i jz finished revising for my bio molecules... haha... which coincidentally is what dey're gona do in bio nxt wk... but e rest of my yr 1... what have i bin doin in yr 1? seems veri little lei... cell structure, bio molecules, energetics, dna... now tt i look back at it... seems so little... but yet so much... eeks...
what has happened to my driving force? i cld do 10 hrs of revision for o's in e past, nt too long ago... what has happened to that force? have i lost it for good? must find it in time for a's... i cant continue like this... i muz b able to breakthrough for a's... it's a promise to gohonzon, for me to show actual proof!!! i will do it!!! watch me... ARGH!!!
got a new wallet today... finally... haha... my old one was getting kinda dirty... but still in pretty ok condition... used it for 6 yrs... now let's see how long dis 1 can last me... had a bit of a job squeezing all my cards in tho... :S love the humour on the cover of my wallet!!! haha...
His sould lost, he tramples on, summoning a herculean effort with each step. The orbs no longer sparkle. They are dead. Empty. Swivelling around, a silver of light hits them. His only hope. His face grazes the merciless, cold ground as his knees give way. Crimson drops slide down his rough cheek, forming a scarlet river and a pool of puce. Liquid diamonds run parallel, causing the puce to swirl. Scarred fingers reach out and scratch the ground with the remainder of his strength, moving him forward a fraction. A breath escapes. "I must..."
revision going too slowly... but finally picked up on my statistics... understood my central limit theorem and when and how to apply it... good! haha... now tt jz leaves estimation to ppln parameters, hypo testing, crv n probability for mr chu... tt's like how much? haha...but im gettin on... slowly but surely... my physical chem oso sufferin... itz lyk practically e whole thing... electrochem, rxn kinetics, equilibria... omg... even inorg chem oso... can see my prelims grade for chem crashing to rock bottom... phy improvin a little bit la... slowly but surely... now tt i look back at yr 1 topics, dey all seem soooooooo darn ez... dun regret keepin phy... nt tt sure abt bio tho... do i noe my bio? now tt mr suren has finished biochem lectures, itz lyk i jz finished revising for my bio molecules... haha... which coincidentally is what dey're gona do in bio nxt wk... but e rest of my yr 1... what have i bin doin in yr 1? seems veri little lei... cell structure, bio molecules, energetics, dna... now tt i look back at it... seems so little... but yet so much... eeks...
what has happened to my driving force? i cld do 10 hrs of revision for o's in e past, nt too long ago... what has happened to that force? have i lost it for good? must find it in time for a's... i cant continue like this... i muz b able to breakthrough for a's... it's a promise to gohonzon, for me to show actual proof!!! i will do it!!! watch me... ARGH!!!
got a new wallet today... finally... haha... my old one was getting kinda dirty... but still in pretty ok condition... used it for 6 yrs... now let's see how long dis 1 can last me... had a bit of a job squeezing all my cards in tho... :S love the humour on the cover of my wallet!!! haha...
His sould lost, he tramples on, summoning a herculean effort with each step. The orbs no longer sparkle. They are dead. Empty. Swivelling around, a silver of light hits them. His only hope. His face grazes the merciless, cold ground as his knees give way. Crimson drops slide down his rough cheek, forming a scarlet river and a pool of puce. Liquid diamonds run parallel, causing the puce to swirl. Scarred fingers reach out and scratch the ground with the remainder of his strength, moving him forward a fraction. A breath escapes. "I must..."
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
OWENS HOUSE ROCKS MY WORLD!!! haha... today had national day celebrations cum sports carnival... den we had all these running events... and owens house came in first in practically every single darn event... LOLZ... the emcee was like gettin so sick n tired of announcing owens house gettin first in all events... except the tug-o-war, where we came in last (talk abt extremes), and the race where each racer had to carry a ball to run (duno how to spell e actual name... haha...) we came in second... other den tt, we came in first in everything... even the cheering competition... to think owens came in last last yr... dis yr we came in 1st... n first in everythin some more... reli veri shiok... haha...
when shld i go find mr chu for consultation? i reli nid help... but i gotta do some qns first... onli den can i go find him ma... haiz...
national day tml~! HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~!!!!!!!!
suddenly wish that...
when shld i go find mr chu for consultation? i reli nid help... but i gotta do some qns first... onli den can i go find him ma... haiz...
national day tml~! HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~!!!!!!!!
suddenly wish that...
Friday, August 04, 2006
just received my timetable for prelims today... i looked at it and i nearly cried... muz they arrange BOTH maths papers wif bio when onli one maths paper clashes wif bio? urgh... itz gonna extend over 3 weeks... it's o's all over again... except dis time, itz infinitely more difficult... n itz gona determine my future...
bio options test on monday... hu the heck can cram 5 topics in 2 days? haha... oh well... who ask mi to procastinate? now i'm nt jz neck-deep in shit... i'm already fully submerged in shit... the national day 2.5 days break is a gd one for mi... i'd betta maximise my time...
andy pang can't shoot straight... -.-''' soccer sessions totally rock~! I LOVE S8!!!!!!!!!!
time to get myself out of this shithole...
bio options test on monday... hu the heck can cram 5 topics in 2 days? haha... oh well... who ask mi to procastinate? now i'm nt jz neck-deep in shit... i'm already fully submerged in shit... the national day 2.5 days break is a gd one for mi... i'd betta maximise my time...
andy pang can't shoot straight... -.-''' soccer sessions totally rock~! I LOVE S8!!!!!!!!!!
time to get myself out of this shithole...
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
please get me out of this hell... i'm really going to crumble soon... why must a lvls b lidat?
mr chu has veri kindly agreed to give me consultation should mrs leong not be available, especially since he has his year 1 classes and year 2 maths s paper to lecture... hope his teaching style will work for me... i'm really starting to get desperate...
chem test tml... gp common test 3 tml... someone pls shoot me... i know it'll be over in 24 hours... less den that, in fact... but i still can't help feeling nervous... Group VII and TE r 2 reli heavy topics... duno if i can answer the qns tml well enuff or nt... reli dun wana break my record... GP common test... sianz... 12 qns... wonder if i'll haf e content to ani one of dem... compre... hope i can understand e passage n analyse it fast enuff...
she could have at least given them a chance to explain... why did she have to blow up like that? sheesh... they were merely following instructions yeah?
on a lighter note... SP concert was great~! in e sense tt i met up wif my sec sch band flute section again... so great to see dem all again... well, nt all la... fishball n yanru nv come... but chloe still as blur as ever... matt growing... slowly but surely... anson still as quiet as ever... and junhong hasnt changed much either... as for andrew... reli so great to see him again... great fren!!!!! haha... managed to unleash my sarcasm on chloe once more... lolz... so shuang... haven tekan dem lidat for a veri long time le... miss dem sooooooo much...
3 more months... it's make it or break it...
mr chu has veri kindly agreed to give me consultation should mrs leong not be available, especially since he has his year 1 classes and year 2 maths s paper to lecture... hope his teaching style will work for me... i'm really starting to get desperate...
chem test tml... gp common test 3 tml... someone pls shoot me... i know it'll be over in 24 hours... less den that, in fact... but i still can't help feeling nervous... Group VII and TE r 2 reli heavy topics... duno if i can answer the qns tml well enuff or nt... reli dun wana break my record... GP common test... sianz... 12 qns... wonder if i'll haf e content to ani one of dem... compre... hope i can understand e passage n analyse it fast enuff...
she could have at least given them a chance to explain... why did she have to blow up like that? sheesh... they were merely following instructions yeah?
on a lighter note... SP concert was great~! in e sense tt i met up wif my sec sch band flute section again... so great to see dem all again... well, nt all la... fishball n yanru nv come... but chloe still as blur as ever... matt growing... slowly but surely... anson still as quiet as ever... and junhong hasnt changed much either... as for andrew... reli so great to see him again... great fren!!!!! haha... managed to unleash my sarcasm on chloe once more... lolz... so shuang... haven tekan dem lidat for a veri long time le... miss dem sooooooo much...
3 more months... it's make it or break it...
Friday, July 28, 2006
for the first time in our 2 years... my dear S8 has finally come up with a scandal... today sat behind yvonne and pui khuan during biochem lecture... heard what they were talking about... busybody den poke my nose in la... from what i heard, compounded with what i have heard previously (and chee kiat can vouch for this)... there's a scandal between kelvin and ...... shall not mention the gal's name here... den the whole day we were teasing kelvin about it... he always gives that look that makes him look dao when he's embarrassed or shy... ppl hu duno him well might stay away when they see that look... but he means no harm la... david got all excited about it... and i mean it... strange ar... who the heck gets excited to that extent about a scandal? :S been getting along quite well with kelvin recently... -.^ haha... okok...
abt 5 more weeks to prelims... been trying to arrange for consultation with mrs leong... but she's like so busy and has to go home early to be with her children... haiz... j2 tutor must be prepared to give up slightly more time for your students... esp students like me... i asked her if i could go to mr chu for consultation... she's fine with it... so gonna talk to wee yong soon... two wee yongs together... hahaha... (if you're not in jjc, this mr chu i'm referring to is a maths tutor... name: chu wee yong)... gonna need consultation with mdm tay soon too... my physical chem is really going down the drain le... forgotten all my equilibria and energetics... still love organic chem... mr low? sigh... i really wanna do well in my physics... suddenly realise how easy j1 topics are when compared to j2... urgh...
yi yi was talking to mia today about my sec 4 class... really miss 4d1 like mad... he was telling her about how i kena sarcasm flung in my direction and how i shoot it back, with no hard feelings in the end... haiz... really miss clarence's crap now... lolz...
maths test yesterday was a total disaster... chem test next week... urgh... gort this impending feeling of doom that i'm gonna break my record... so scared... group VII and TE? itz too heavy la can? bio test the week after... even better... the entire bio option topic... wtf? 5 topics lei... siaoz... who can memorise so much in such a short period of time? exactly... so shouldn't you be like getting your revision moving more rapidly? -.-'''
SP concert tml... gonna see my section again... most of dem aniwae... still owe andrew a bit of cash... from the bbq the previous time...
Low Yee Fun's brother is Low Er Fun? Or Low Ling Fun? not farnie lorz...
hope i still can manage to go over to meet amanda tml... >.< haha...
abt 5 more weeks to prelims... been trying to arrange for consultation with mrs leong... but she's like so busy and has to go home early to be with her children... haiz... j2 tutor must be prepared to give up slightly more time for your students... esp students like me... i asked her if i could go to mr chu for consultation... she's fine with it... so gonna talk to wee yong soon... two wee yongs together... hahaha... (if you're not in jjc, this mr chu i'm referring to is a maths tutor... name: chu wee yong)... gonna need consultation with mdm tay soon too... my physical chem is really going down the drain le... forgotten all my equilibria and energetics... still love organic chem... mr low? sigh... i really wanna do well in my physics... suddenly realise how easy j1 topics are when compared to j2... urgh...
yi yi was talking to mia today about my sec 4 class... really miss 4d1 like mad... he was telling her about how i kena sarcasm flung in my direction and how i shoot it back, with no hard feelings in the end... haiz... really miss clarence's crap now... lolz...
maths test yesterday was a total disaster... chem test next week... urgh... gort this impending feeling of doom that i'm gonna break my record... so scared... group VII and TE? itz too heavy la can? bio test the week after... even better... the entire bio option topic... wtf? 5 topics lei... siaoz... who can memorise so much in such a short period of time? exactly... so shouldn't you be like getting your revision moving more rapidly? -.-'''
SP concert tml... gonna see my section again... most of dem aniwae... still owe andrew a bit of cash... from the bbq the previous time...
Low Yee Fun's brother is Low Er Fun? Or Low Ling Fun? not farnie lorz...
hope i still can manage to go over to meet amanda tml... >.< haha...
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Today was quite an eventful day... haha... played soccer during the second match... few minutes into the game ball kissed my left eye... the nylon holding my left lens snapped, the lens fell out and the area between my left eye and nosebridge started bleeding... nearly cried on the spot when i saw the condition of my specs... heng i had the sense to get them fixed at jp's optic pt... foc too... haha... quite heng la... den e lady oso did maintenance for my specs, so it's gd as new! haha...
after that went to giordano to shop for polo tees... i take ~40 mins to choose 3 colours for my polo tees... talk abt indecisiveness and fickle-mindedness... met yu xian after that to go help me choose a new wallet... couldnt find one within the price range and having the design i wanted... so sad... had lunch after that... taught her quite a bit of chem... haha... yeah i shld definitely go into teaching, according to her... lolz...
ASD fresh departure meeting this sunday~! wana invite kelvin and bin hao... yes, i am going to do it!!! watch me...
prelims in 5 weeks... a's in about 13-14 wks... wish this time cld pass as slowly and quickly as possible... know what i mean? go figure... =)
and in response to sam's SOS... readers please do spend a few minutes of your time to do this survey for my fren... your age should preferably be J1/J2/J3 as of 2006... thnx...
http://www.my3q.com/home2/113/pwtac/33269.phtml
after that went to giordano to shop for polo tees... i take ~40 mins to choose 3 colours for my polo tees... talk abt indecisiveness and fickle-mindedness... met yu xian after that to go help me choose a new wallet... couldnt find one within the price range and having the design i wanted... so sad... had lunch after that... taught her quite a bit of chem... haha... yeah i shld definitely go into teaching, according to her... lolz...
ASD fresh departure meeting this sunday~! wana invite kelvin and bin hao... yes, i am going to do it!!! watch me...
prelims in 5 weeks... a's in about 13-14 wks... wish this time cld pass as slowly and quickly as possible... know what i mean? go figure... =)
and in response to sam's SOS... readers please do spend a few minutes of your time to do this survey for my fren... your age should preferably be J1/J2/J3 as of 2006... thnx...
http://www.my3q.com/home2/113/pwtac/33269.phtml
Saturday, July 22, 2006
study buddy programme starting tomorrow... reli hope more people will go... i wanna bring kelvin and bin hao down but i'm so scared they're gonna walk into an empty library... the feeling just ain't right la... no matter how comfy and cosy it may be... if it's empty, i think the atmosphere just ain't there... has studying at syc lost its appeal? i believe it's on the way... wish we really could be able to discipline ourselves... not stuffing our faces with whatnot every half hour... not chatting for 15 mins after we've tried to focus for 5 mins... if we could really focus on our work... influence each other positively... have more support from the whole of asd by having more people come down... after all, it's only for another 4 months max... now we're in this condition... people are losing faith in these study sessions... we used to be quite effective last year... no idea what happened...
managed to push myself a little bit... that's a good thing... right?
managed to push myself a little bit... that's a good thing... right?
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
received my progress report for my mid-year exams today... hahaha... D-E-A-D... lolz... dunno why i keep saying this... mdm tay's comments on me were really nice... haha... too nice le la... i think ms wun's were better... but mdm tay's comments were really very encouraging and somehow provide the spur that i need to push myself that much more, which i have realised almost too late that i need all the spurs i can get to really get enough work done for that exam i'm going to sit for in about 3 months time... haiz...
so glad bin hao has finally seen through it... high time he did... hope he really will push himself to study now... i really worry for him, as if i don't have enough to worry about already... but seeing him in the past really made me very worried for him... i think these common tests results really shook him and woke him up... hope he'll join me at syc to mug out... said he think about it... that's a good sign... trying to get kelvin to join me there too... but he's kinda reluctant...
speaking of syc, jih yang told me it was a good idea to start the study-buddy programme this week... i really need it sia... seeing my common tests results really makes me shudder!!! and from now on, must be really a lot more productive... can't be as slack as we were in the past le... not doing us any good at all... this is the final lap we're running... and we're already lagging very much behind... continuing like this really isn't going to do...
on a lighter note, S8 guys went for soccer today... actually been playing for quite some time le... today totally rocked la... played for so long... as usual, i can only take one position... the goalkeeper... not bad la... managed to block majority of the shots... still let in a few though... haiz... but i think the funniest part was yi yi la (as usual)... on the opposing team, he loves to run towards me and try to shoot and makes all those funny noises when doing so... just makes me double up with laughter la... got time damn farnie... run run run... tried to shoot... i think he managed la but in the end fell down and nearly did the splits... not to mention the wet and muddy grass... woots... nice prints all over his shirt and pants... lolz... bonding sessions for S8... vishnu's been really encouraging too... thnx pal~! ;)
the clock is ticking... waiting for no man... now we must match its pace, in addition to making up for all time lost...
so glad bin hao has finally seen through it... high time he did... hope he really will push himself to study now... i really worry for him, as if i don't have enough to worry about already... but seeing him in the past really made me very worried for him... i think these common tests results really shook him and woke him up... hope he'll join me at syc to mug out... said he think about it... that's a good sign... trying to get kelvin to join me there too... but he's kinda reluctant...
speaking of syc, jih yang told me it was a good idea to start the study-buddy programme this week... i really need it sia... seeing my common tests results really makes me shudder!!! and from now on, must be really a lot more productive... can't be as slack as we were in the past le... not doing us any good at all... this is the final lap we're running... and we're already lagging very much behind... continuing like this really isn't going to do...
on a lighter note, S8 guys went for soccer today... actually been playing for quite some time le... today totally rocked la... played for so long... as usual, i can only take one position... the goalkeeper... not bad la... managed to block majority of the shots... still let in a few though... haiz... but i think the funniest part was yi yi la (as usual)... on the opposing team, he loves to run towards me and try to shoot and makes all those funny noises when doing so... just makes me double up with laughter la... got time damn farnie... run run run... tried to shoot... i think he managed la but in the end fell down and nearly did the splits... not to mention the wet and muddy grass... woots... nice prints all over his shirt and pants... lolz... bonding sessions for S8... vishnu's been really encouraging too... thnx pal~! ;)
the clock is ticking... waiting for no man... now we must match its pace, in addition to making up for all time lost...
Saturday, July 15, 2006
The liquid crystals swirled and swivelled in the small pool, before overflowing, running down, leaving a scar. The orbs swivel idly before focussing on the blinding spark before them. It hisses away in derision, in all its spite, daunting you with its length. It inches ever so uncomfortably towards the scarlet death.
ONLY 2 MONTHS LEFT TO PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR COMMON TEST GRADES SPELL? D-E-A-D!!!!!!!! FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, GET YOUR ASS MOVING OR YOU'LL REALLY BE GOING TO HEAVEN THE NEXT TIME YOU GET BACK YOUR PRELIMS!!!!! ARGH!!!!
ONLY 2 MONTHS LEFT TO PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR COMMON TEST GRADES SPELL? D-E-A-D!!!!!!!! FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, GET YOUR ASS MOVING OR YOU'LL REALLY BE GOING TO HEAVEN THE NEXT TIME YOU GET BACK YOUR PRELIMS!!!!! ARGH!!!!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
ok... so i'm kinda slow... just realised that "Bend It Like Beckham" wasn't aired solely cuz it was the day after World Cup Finals... it was also aired BECAUSE of the World Cup Finals... those who watched it should know what i mean... hahaha...
7 more weeks to prelims... haf i started on my revision? nt reli... yet i'm supposed to finish chemistry this week if i'm to reserve two weeks worth of revision time for each subject, bearing in mind that i'm weak in 3 out of 4 of my A level subs... -.-'''
really hope the study buddy programme will kick off in full swing this sunday at syc... should ask around before i go... just to be sure... wanna bring some of my classmates there... see if they interested or not... was thinkin of gettin bin hao and kelvin... see if they interested or not lorz... hope bin hao settles down soon...
been scribbling away in that little book of mine quite often recently... wonder how mani more i can complete before the end of this year... these 3 books really hold a raw side of me...
giving testimony on 30th july... nervous? nt reli ba... cuz i tink i noe mostly wad i'm gonna say le... promised gohonzon i'd share it if and when i do manage to overcome this and now that i most definitely have, i'm determined to say it... and now that there's a chance, y nt? haha...
when the world seems to come to a shuddering halt...
7 more weeks to prelims... haf i started on my revision? nt reli... yet i'm supposed to finish chemistry this week if i'm to reserve two weeks worth of revision time for each subject, bearing in mind that i'm weak in 3 out of 4 of my A level subs... -.-'''
really hope the study buddy programme will kick off in full swing this sunday at syc... should ask around before i go... just to be sure... wanna bring some of my classmates there... see if they interested or not... was thinkin of gettin bin hao and kelvin... see if they interested or not lorz... hope bin hao settles down soon...
been scribbling away in that little book of mine quite often recently... wonder how mani more i can complete before the end of this year... these 3 books really hold a raw side of me...
giving testimony on 30th july... nervous? nt reli ba... cuz i tink i noe mostly wad i'm gonna say le... promised gohonzon i'd share it if and when i do manage to overcome this and now that i most definitely have, i'm determined to say it... and now that there's a chance, y nt? haha...
when the world seems to come to a shuddering halt...
Sunday, July 09, 2006
loads of things to update abt... duno where to start... hmm...
one of these days... shld i die, i reli will die cuz i talk myself to death... like wad mrs gan said to us in p5... the brain must be in gear before the mouth opens... mine is nv in gear... one of these days i'll lose control and crash... tt's when i'll finally learn my mistake... and tt'll oso b when it'll all b too late... u're already starting to lose control buddy... pls pls pls learn to think... haiz... (development of split personality)
so mani things goin on dis past wkend... ymd formation day performance... video shoot... daimokukai... learnt how to count better thru my practices for the ymd formation day performance, afta bein trained so well by poh chong... hahaha... out of e 5, i wuz e lousiest... expected la... dey how mani yrs of playin i how mani yrs... but e testimony wuz reli hyper inspiring n touching... jump off frm 6th floor onli get minor bruises and cuts? sheesh... our next superman... daimokukai... out of e 8 there, i wuz e latest... out of e 8, i wuz e most talkative... video shoot... out of e 7, i wuz e onli 1 idiotic enuff to... haiz... shan't say le... guess no1 out there will b smart enuff to do tt ba... -.-''' gort this 'LOSER' sign flashing on my forehead in neon lights right now...
revision goin slower den an apple snail...
cant wait for the study buddy programme to start... maybe i can pop over to syc nxt sunday for a short while b4 headin down to syc...
i will achieve my human revolution...
one of these days... shld i die, i reli will die cuz i talk myself to death... like wad mrs gan said to us in p5... the brain must be in gear before the mouth opens... mine is nv in gear... one of these days i'll lose control and crash... tt's when i'll finally learn my mistake... and tt'll oso b when it'll all b too late... u're already starting to lose control buddy... pls pls pls learn to think... haiz... (development of split personality)
so mani things goin on dis past wkend... ymd formation day performance... video shoot... daimokukai... learnt how to count better thru my practices for the ymd formation day performance, afta bein trained so well by poh chong... hahaha... out of e 5, i wuz e lousiest... expected la... dey how mani yrs of playin i how mani yrs... but e testimony wuz reli hyper inspiring n touching... jump off frm 6th floor onli get minor bruises and cuts? sheesh... our next superman... daimokukai... out of e 8 there, i wuz e latest... out of e 8, i wuz e most talkative... video shoot... out of e 7, i wuz e onli 1 idiotic enuff to... haiz... shan't say le... guess no1 out there will b smart enuff to do tt ba... -.-''' gort this 'LOSER' sign flashing on my forehead in neon lights right now...
revision goin slower den an apple snail...
cant wait for the study buddy programme to start... maybe i can pop over to syc nxt sunday for a short while b4 headin down to syc...
i will achieve my human revolution...
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
am i supposed to be happy with what i have for my common tests? i mean, sure, compared to other ppl, they might be that little bit higher but in actual fact, if u look at it on the whole, i feel such a failure that i'm getting such shitty grades... reli gotta get my ass moving... bin sayin that for so long but haven bin able to get it into action... cmon, less den 10 wks to prelims...
suddenly there's been this reluctance for me to attend daimokukais... is it bcuz of the distance? hmm... distance has never been a problem for me in the past... it's nv bothered me... but recently, i've grown to fear that monophobic trip home alone on the train... that long long trip home which seems so much longer cuz i'm alone... i reli dun want this to affect my faith... i noe the daimokukai venues cant be changed and even if they did, it wouldn't affect me that much la considering i'm practically the only one in the west who's so active... lolz... just grumbling la...
current affairs today was shitty... my content wasn't there, the guys weren't interested... whatever...
yet it's these little chats i haf wif random ppl at random times that really brighten up my day... just like today, i had a short chat wif shi ying... even tho it wuz abt results it wuz still nice to still be able to talk to her and get along wif her so well... who knew og relationships cld last so long? ^_^ talking to ms. p brightens my day too... she is so open-minded and i feel so comfortable when i talk to her... dun mind telling her stuff too, cuz i noe she'll kip dem secret and whatever things she tells me i keep secret too... haha... den sometimes i chat wif mei yin n hui zhen when dey're ard during mornin assembly, especially since hui zhen usually sticks ard mei yin's class... den haf a word or two wif dem now n den lorz... today after school managed to chat wif yu xian n her fren... shi hua is it? cant rmb her name veri clearly... she noes my name tho... weird =S... talked abt quite a lot of stuff... so long nv talk to her liaoz... miss my lengthy msn conversations wif vanessa too... we reli cld talk abt anything under the sun... now we still do la... jz much less often tt's all...
my blog has now officially become my agony aunt and shoutbox... hence the large percentage of bitching whining grumbling and groaning... i'm sure we all need an outlet for venting our frustration... this is mine...
told jiayang i wanted to share a testimonial in asd's fresh departure mtg on 30th july... it's reli high time i shared dis testimonial, considering i've reaped the benefit for so long le... =)
i muz get out of this black hole, no matter how much energy it's going to cost me... n i daresay i'm going to do it...
you know you're really bored when you get excited seeing new study materials materialise in front of you...
suddenly there's been this reluctance for me to attend daimokukais... is it bcuz of the distance? hmm... distance has never been a problem for me in the past... it's nv bothered me... but recently, i've grown to fear that monophobic trip home alone on the train... that long long trip home which seems so much longer cuz i'm alone... i reli dun want this to affect my faith... i noe the daimokukai venues cant be changed and even if they did, it wouldn't affect me that much la considering i'm practically the only one in the west who's so active... lolz... just grumbling la...
current affairs today was shitty... my content wasn't there, the guys weren't interested... whatever...
yet it's these little chats i haf wif random ppl at random times that really brighten up my day... just like today, i had a short chat wif shi ying... even tho it wuz abt results it wuz still nice to still be able to talk to her and get along wif her so well... who knew og relationships cld last so long? ^_^ talking to ms. p brightens my day too... she is so open-minded and i feel so comfortable when i talk to her... dun mind telling her stuff too, cuz i noe she'll kip dem secret and whatever things she tells me i keep secret too... haha... den sometimes i chat wif mei yin n hui zhen when dey're ard during mornin assembly, especially since hui zhen usually sticks ard mei yin's class... den haf a word or two wif dem now n den lorz... today after school managed to chat wif yu xian n her fren... shi hua is it? cant rmb her name veri clearly... she noes my name tho... weird =S... talked abt quite a lot of stuff... so long nv talk to her liaoz... miss my lengthy msn conversations wif vanessa too... we reli cld talk abt anything under the sun... now we still do la... jz much less often tt's all...
my blog has now officially become my agony aunt and shoutbox... hence the large percentage of bitching whining grumbling and groaning... i'm sure we all need an outlet for venting our frustration... this is mine...
told jiayang i wanted to share a testimonial in asd's fresh departure mtg on 30th july... it's reli high time i shared dis testimonial, considering i've reaped the benefit for so long le... =)
i muz get out of this black hole, no matter how much energy it's going to cost me... n i daresay i'm going to do it...
you know you're really bored when you get excited seeing new study materials materialise in front of you...
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
was thinking about my sudden craze for Jack Skellington collectibles... is it because i'm seeking to find something to complete myself? i dunno... the idea suddenly just came to me... and i felt like penning it down... i mean, especially since i'm this size, i'd want to find something to complete me and perhaps that to me is finding something totally opposite to me to complete myself... and most aptly, i love Jack Skellington... He's this skinny (well, what do u expect? he's a skeleton), hilarious, caring, gold-hearted cartoon character... and i'm fat, cold... u get the pattern... haha... oh well, i ain't gonna stop till i find that Jack Skellington plushie!!! somehow i just don't really like the one they had at harbourfront... sure the keychains and handphone straps were cool and all but the plushie just doesn't appeal to me... talk about picky...
got back my maths results today, together with bio and phy mcq... for the second time in my life, i actually performed better in phy den in bio... i can't believe it... guess the work and time i poured into my phy actually paid off... unlike my bio... i passed my maths... literally... 50/100... actually i'm quite shocked with some of my classmates... some of them usually ace their maths but this time they actually didn't get their expected grades... quite impressed with divya's grade this time... she's been rather weak in her maths but this time she managed to scrape a pass... hard work does pay off!!! haha, happy for her too... haiz... i guess it's really time to get that ass moving faster, cuz it ain't moving at the speed it should be... about 10 weeks to prelims... this is terrible... i've said it before and i'll say it again... i refuse to compromise on my grades!!!
i want to be a good friend and be able to offer him good advice which he really will have the wisdom to understand, accept and follow... but to do that i must have the wisdom to understand fully what he's going through and see what i have to say... my experience is kinda similar i guess but not exactly the same... must have the wisdom to know the difference... if i'm not the one to offer him the advice and help he needs, then may he meet his shoten zenjin soon... gonna send daimoku to him!!!
it's onli been a day and i have so much to crap about? lolz...
today van's last paper... haha, hope she pulled through fine... shld b ok la... she's got it in her... lolz...
am i getting addicted to apple cider? feel so uncomfortable when i can't get it... maybe it's just a psychological thing ba... the fear of my arteries getting clogged up ba... now i'm even afraid to go consult Dr. Ling about my blood pressure... i fear the answer... >.<
will i become schizophrenic? lolz... dunno why... suddenly thought about it... cuz i used to have this habit of talking to myself... nowadays not so often le la... and was thinking to myself... if this is to continue without control, will it develop to something more serious? cuz i dun think anybody in the right sense of mind goes around talking to himself... speaking of which... i rmb one of boon han's earliest ideas about his script for huang cheng... this schizophrenic guy sitting in a park with his face buried in his hands... then he suddenly feels someone tapping him on the shoulder and looks up to see this pretty girl looking down at him and asking him if he's all right... then they slowly become friends and eventually go into a relationship... the guy finds out he's schizophrenic only when he takes a photo with her sometime later... onli to find out that when the photo was developed onli he was there... the girl was merely created by his schizophrenia... eeks... haha...
maybe i'll write a play again someday... when i have the time and inspiration... hee~ ^_^
got back my maths results today, together with bio and phy mcq... for the second time in my life, i actually performed better in phy den in bio... i can't believe it... guess the work and time i poured into my phy actually paid off... unlike my bio... i passed my maths... literally... 50/100... actually i'm quite shocked with some of my classmates... some of them usually ace their maths but this time they actually didn't get their expected grades... quite impressed with divya's grade this time... she's been rather weak in her maths but this time she managed to scrape a pass... hard work does pay off!!! haha, happy for her too... haiz... i guess it's really time to get that ass moving faster, cuz it ain't moving at the speed it should be... about 10 weeks to prelims... this is terrible... i've said it before and i'll say it again... i refuse to compromise on my grades!!!
i want to be a good friend and be able to offer him good advice which he really will have the wisdom to understand, accept and follow... but to do that i must have the wisdom to understand fully what he's going through and see what i have to say... my experience is kinda similar i guess but not exactly the same... must have the wisdom to know the difference... if i'm not the one to offer him the advice and help he needs, then may he meet his shoten zenjin soon... gonna send daimoku to him!!!
it's onli been a day and i have so much to crap about? lolz...
today van's last paper... haha, hope she pulled through fine... shld b ok la... she's got it in her... lolz...
am i getting addicted to apple cider? feel so uncomfortable when i can't get it... maybe it's just a psychological thing ba... the fear of my arteries getting clogged up ba... now i'm even afraid to go consult Dr. Ling about my blood pressure... i fear the answer... >.<
will i become schizophrenic? lolz... dunno why... suddenly thought about it... cuz i used to have this habit of talking to myself... nowadays not so often le la... and was thinking to myself... if this is to continue without control, will it develop to something more serious? cuz i dun think anybody in the right sense of mind goes around talking to himself... speaking of which... i rmb one of boon han's earliest ideas about his script for huang cheng... this schizophrenic guy sitting in a park with his face buried in his hands... then he suddenly feels someone tapping him on the shoulder and looks up to see this pretty girl looking down at him and asking him if he's all right... then they slowly become friends and eventually go into a relationship... the guy finds out he's schizophrenic only when he takes a photo with her sometime later... onli to find out that when the photo was developed onli he was there... the girl was merely created by his schizophrenia... eeks... haha...
maybe i'll write a play again someday... when i have the time and inspiration... hee~ ^_^
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
i've been observing this effect for some time le... every time i wanna do something right or useful... sansoshima sure to set in... i will feel lazy, my head will hurt, my stomach will hurt, something will crop up etc etc etc... when i force myself to overcome these obstacles and do what i believe is right, it usually benefits me... and now it seems, whenever i meet obstacles, a reflex action is immediately triggered off and i know it will be something that will definitely benefit me, be in the long run or short term...
the workload is already pouring in, despite today being the second day of the third term... tho it's really expected, now that the A's are inching uncomfortably... i really must start getting used to this amount of work... take it in my stride and stop whining...
i'm quite happy with my GP grade this time round for the common test... i improved quite a bit for my compo paper, considering that has always been my downfall, despite ms. p saying that it's supposed to be the easier paper to score in... oh well, going by her standards, what i got for my paper 2 is quite a good grade le... but can't stop here... must continue to improve... my paper 1 was the disappointing one... half expected it la... wrote out of point... quite impressed ms. p was still willing to give me that grade... but i'm finally beginning to see the light in GP le... i have hope! lolz...
good health is never appreciated until it is lost... is it stress that is contributing to all these illnesses affecting me? or are these illnesses making me feel stressed out? well, whichever the chicken or egg, i really gotta do something about it soon...
being with S8 guys is more comfortable now... wonder if yi yi feels pugnacious... LOLZ... mayb nt in terms of the height ba... more of... oh well, private joke... haha...
the workload is already pouring in, despite today being the second day of the third term... tho it's really expected, now that the A's are inching uncomfortably... i really must start getting used to this amount of work... take it in my stride and stop whining...
i'm quite happy with my GP grade this time round for the common test... i improved quite a bit for my compo paper, considering that has always been my downfall, despite ms. p saying that it's supposed to be the easier paper to score in... oh well, going by her standards, what i got for my paper 2 is quite a good grade le... but can't stop here... must continue to improve... my paper 1 was the disappointing one... half expected it la... wrote out of point... quite impressed ms. p was still willing to give me that grade... but i'm finally beginning to see the light in GP le... i have hope! lolz...
good health is never appreciated until it is lost... is it stress that is contributing to all these illnesses affecting me? or are these illnesses making me feel stressed out? well, whichever the chicken or egg, i really gotta do something about it soon...
being with S8 guys is more comfortable now... wonder if yi yi feels pugnacious... LOLZ... mayb nt in terms of the height ba... more of... oh well, private joke... haha...
Monday, June 26, 2006
for the first time in my life, i'm actually happy that the holidays are over... can't believe it, since when have holidays been so stressful? actually i shld consider myself very lucky le yeah? other ppl having common tests dis week but i've already finished mine... in fact, i got this sinking feeling chem mcq gonna get back tml... hope our class didnt disappoint mdm tay...
talked quite a bit to bin hao today... hope he's ok... reli goin thru a rough time now... walked wif him ard jp jz now lookin for pda... den talked lorz... hope wad i said made sense... n wuz constructive... hahaha...
brought junhong over to syc ytd too... hope he gort learn sth frm mi... conclusion: i suck at teaching maths... chem is still my strong sub...
while i might say so many things serve as a reminder for me... i believe it is ultimately myself who choose to see that these things serve as a reminder... it ultimately boils down to me... if i choose to see it that way, the victim ultimately will be me and nobody else...
i muz have true happiness in life... onli then can i go on to truly n sincerely experience other things in life...
listening to my discman brightens up my mood for the day!!! hahaha...
to all those who are takin common tests and still have the time to visit my blog... GOOD LUCK!!!
talked quite a bit to bin hao today... hope he's ok... reli goin thru a rough time now... walked wif him ard jp jz now lookin for pda... den talked lorz... hope wad i said made sense... n wuz constructive... hahaha...
brought junhong over to syc ytd too... hope he gort learn sth frm mi... conclusion: i suck at teaching maths... chem is still my strong sub...
while i might say so many things serve as a reminder for me... i believe it is ultimately myself who choose to see that these things serve as a reminder... it ultimately boils down to me... if i choose to see it that way, the victim ultimately will be me and nobody else...
i muz have true happiness in life... onli then can i go on to truly n sincerely experience other things in life...
listening to my discman brightens up my mood for the day!!! hahaha...
to all those who are takin common tests and still have the time to visit my blog... GOOD LUCK!!!
Monday, June 19, 2006
SD concert finally over!!! GREAT SUCCESS!!! haha... we've hit our targets for both the dialogues and the number of ppl attending the concert... so shuang~!!! i tink alex n i put up quite a gd show in our item... haha... a couple of mistakes here n there but i tink e overall effect wuz still gd... bleahx... hahaha... afta tt went back to bouganvillea room to watch e nus musical... dey rocked la~! omg... their performance so farnie n entertainin... dey meant e first part to sound old and dey reli did... changed to red tee for huo li dai dong later on... found out i wuz wearin e same shirt as tony, si yi's fren... haha... managed to get alex to participate in it too... found out tt he's quite a master of cold jokes... in between performances kept hearin him wif his cold jokes... *shivers... lolz... den he mesmerise e other gers wif his piano skills lorz... canon in d, the entertainer, moonlight sonata, guan huai fang shi... tt jukebox oso limited la haha... kept repeatin... den afta concert he rushed off, n we went over to mac for supper... den over there cool down a bit le la... ate a bit... chatted... waited for jiayang... haha... actualli quite bad of mi la... asked him to send mi home, cuz he reli lives nowhere near mi... but still asked him... den he sent those who lived out of e way home lorz... joel, rachel n mi... dun regret askin him to send mi home la... had a reli loooooooooooonnnnnnggggggg dialogue wif him afta he dropped off joel n rachel... continued for abt another 45 mins afta he reached my place... sat in his car n talked... he reli cleared up a lot of things in my mind lorz... n showed mi e way for mani things... reli reli helped mi so much... thnx ever so much jiayang... ure reli a veri gr8 fren... =)
common tests start tml... chem paper... so screwed... haha...
common tests start tml... chem paper... so screwed... haha...
Thursday, June 15, 2006
today's oprah winfrey show has bin other inspiring one... how can anyone weigh 763 pounds? tat's like abt 300 kg... omg... i saw e guy on tv n my jaw dropped... n he slimmed down allllllllll the way till he weighed onli abt 200 pounds? 500 pounds of weight lost!!! tt's lyk... abt 200 kg? if someone can do tt, why cant i even lose 2 kg? itz a decision u haf to make... once u say u try... u've failed... n tt's wad i've bin sayin all dis while... so guilty... but today's show reli inspired mi... there were other guests on her show too... oso wif weight problems of outrageous proportions... in e end bcom half my size... haha... my thighs look so petite now tt i've seen tt poor fella wif 763 pounds... makes mi shudder jz tinkin of it...
SD CONCERT COMING!!!!!!!! 17th n 18th june... dis comin sat n sun... pls do come down k? n come punctually, as im performin in e pre-show on e 18th... hahaha... feelin a bit nervous... but i tink alex feels even more so den i do i bliv... haha...
763 pounds!!! can u bliv it?
get out of my life...
SD CONCERT COMING!!!!!!!! 17th n 18th june... dis comin sat n sun... pls do come down k? n come punctually, as im performin in e pre-show on e 18th... hahaha... feelin a bit nervous... but i tink alex feels even more so den i do i bliv... haha...
763 pounds!!! can u bliv it?
get out of my life...
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
m i doomed to failure for my upcomin common tests? itz days away and a mountain load worth of revision awaits... gone case le... if i can pass everythin dis time i veri hapi le... well, mayb nt... let's see... chem muz definitely get my A... will shoot myself if i dun... maths... er... a C? *fingers crossed... physics can pass veri gd le... mayb a D or E ba... bio... i reli haf no idea... i luv bio... but so much to memorise... n i can nv seem to hit e keywords... i tink can get C or D veri gd le... oh no... looks like my promo grades~! CACE... eeks... learnt my lesson le... muz start preparin for prelims asap... mayb slack afta common tests r over for a wk... den start on my revision for prelims n a's le... reli veri veri late...
went out wif 4d1 '04 today... expended so much of my time... mei yin told mi we'd b eating pizza hut or jap food at clementi... in e end went to bugis for steamboat... urgh... sure gain another 3 kg... >.<... yuan xin came along wif us today... can anorexia haf such a drastic effect on someone? i cldnt recognise her when i 1st saw her today... she's reli extremely thin... she's so much more matured n health-conscious now... talked to her a bit on e train home... she's reli so freakin matured... haha... feel so self-conscious when i talked to her... but she's still nice... haha...
tryin hard to find a jack skellington plushie tt i lyk... call mi childish but i reli lyk him... haha... bought my 2 hp straps n key chain of jack skellington e other day... tied one to my pencil case... looks gr8~!!! tho it looks a bit lyk a name tag, esp wif e word 'Jack' at e back... but i tink itz looks cool... esp e one on my hp... saw a jack skellington wallet today... but decided against buyin it... gotta noe when to draw e line...
caught a few mins of x-men 2 when it aired... haven caught x-men 3 yet... tho i've heard plenty of spoilers... hahaha... hmm... x-men 2... wuz veri touchin when jean sacrificed herself... cyclops cried... felt like cryin myself... lolz... cant blame mi... itz touchin...
Event: Funkadelic - The Best of Every Decade
Date: 17th and 18th June 2006
Time: 7pm to 9.30 pm
Venue: Singapore Soka Association Headquarters (SSCC) located at Tampines St. 81
Cost: FOC!!! Although admission by ticket only...
ppl pls rmb to come for e sd concert!!! i've given all e details above... pls do come... if u nid tix pls do come n look for mi n i'll help u get dem... pls do come yeah?
went out wif 4d1 '04 today... expended so much of my time... mei yin told mi we'd b eating pizza hut or jap food at clementi... in e end went to bugis for steamboat... urgh... sure gain another 3 kg... >.<... yuan xin came along wif us today... can anorexia haf such a drastic effect on someone? i cldnt recognise her when i 1st saw her today... she's reli extremely thin... she's so much more matured n health-conscious now... talked to her a bit on e train home... she's reli so freakin matured... haha... feel so self-conscious when i talked to her... but she's still nice... haha...
tryin hard to find a jack skellington plushie tt i lyk... call mi childish but i reli lyk him... haha... bought my 2 hp straps n key chain of jack skellington e other day... tied one to my pencil case... looks gr8~!!! tho it looks a bit lyk a name tag, esp wif e word 'Jack' at e back... but i tink itz looks cool... esp e one on my hp... saw a jack skellington wallet today... but decided against buyin it... gotta noe when to draw e line...
caught a few mins of x-men 2 when it aired... haven caught x-men 3 yet... tho i've heard plenty of spoilers... hahaha... hmm... x-men 2... wuz veri touchin when jean sacrificed herself... cyclops cried... felt like cryin myself... lolz... cant blame mi... itz touchin...
Event: Funkadelic - The Best of Every Decade
Date: 17th and 18th June 2006
Time: 7pm to 9.30 pm
Venue: Singapore Soka Association Headquarters (SSCC) located at Tampines St. 81
Cost: FOC!!! Although admission by ticket only...
ppl pls rmb to come for e sd concert!!! i've given all e details above... pls do come... if u nid tix pls do come n look for mi n i'll help u get dem... pls do come yeah?
Sunday, June 11, 2006
jz added music to my blog... an all-time favourite of mine... those who played FF VIII shld find dis familiar... Eyes On Me by Faye Wong... woots... love it loads... haha...
today early mornin went for sd concert briefin... hu e heck plays canon in d at 'funkadelic'? :S... siao de... haha... hu else? yours truly... jia lat... SWE called mi up jz now... my audition dis comin sunday at 10.30 am... how? haiz... tink i'll screw it up... now tt a's r comin i dun tink i can commit aniwae... ctawe wuz already a lesson learnt... dun repeat it...
world cup fever has hit again... bets r spreadin round lyk mad... ppl r catchin e matches online if dey dun haf cable... stuff lidat... haha... i jz watch for fun la... those matches channel 5 airs... nt a veri big fan of soccer... still gort jio la, sometimes... but nt lyk all e siao frens ard mi... lolz... openin match coasta rica lost to germany 4-2... i wuz lyk -.-''' i predicted germany wld win la but by 2 goals? :S oh well... tt's old news... (oxymoron)... now gort so mani more matches comin up... reli haven gort e energy to go n jio all... somemore common tests inchin uncomfortably close to mi...
so sry wei han and su xin... haha... if u read dis u'll noe wad i mean... =P... lolz...
today early mornin went for sd concert briefin... hu e heck plays canon in d at 'funkadelic'? :S... siao de... haha... hu else? yours truly... jia lat... SWE called mi up jz now... my audition dis comin sunday at 10.30 am... how? haiz... tink i'll screw it up... now tt a's r comin i dun tink i can commit aniwae... ctawe wuz already a lesson learnt... dun repeat it...
world cup fever has hit again... bets r spreadin round lyk mad... ppl r catchin e matches online if dey dun haf cable... stuff lidat... haha... i jz watch for fun la... those matches channel 5 airs... nt a veri big fan of soccer... still gort jio la, sometimes... but nt lyk all e siao frens ard mi... lolz... openin match coasta rica lost to germany 4-2... i wuz lyk -.-''' i predicted germany wld win la but by 2 goals? :S oh well... tt's old news... (oxymoron)... now gort so mani more matches comin up... reli haven gort e energy to go n jio all... somemore common tests inchin uncomfortably close to mi...
so sry wei han and su xin... haha... if u read dis u'll noe wad i mean... =P... lolz...
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
ever felt someone's gripping your head in a vice-like grip and spinning you round n round n round n round n round n...
GP common test finally over... oh well... gave it my best shot... found out a bit abt my clzmates... their stomachs growl louder den mine... sat beside david durin e test... halfway thru paper 2... "Rrrr... Rrrr..." turned to him n gave him tt o.O look... haha... he jz grinned at mi n continued writin... chee kiat's stomach oso grumbled n he wuz sittin 2 seats away frm mi... -.-... cant u guys like grab a bite b4 e paper? lolz... quite hilarious tho...
this fear of nt havin enuff time to finish my revision for common test... sianzation... onli started maths today... forgotten ALL my differentiation... sianz... i still got phy n bio lei... n those r big subs... ='(... oh well... blame it all on mi... who ask mi to procastinate?
finally had our first practice for sd concert today... met alex at 3.20... went mei ming's hse... i sounded like shit... as always... gdness noes how im gona show myself in front of e audience 2 wks frm now... -.-
e area where my right kidney is hurtin... y do i haf so mani aches? cuz u dun exercise u dun drink enuff water u eat too much etc etc etc... get e picture?
ever felt someone's gripping your head in a vice-like grip and spinning you round n round n round n round n round n...
GP common test finally over... oh well... gave it my best shot... found out a bit abt my clzmates... their stomachs growl louder den mine... sat beside david durin e test... halfway thru paper 2... "Rrrr... Rrrr..." turned to him n gave him tt o.O look... haha... he jz grinned at mi n continued writin... chee kiat's stomach oso grumbled n he wuz sittin 2 seats away frm mi... -.-... cant u guys like grab a bite b4 e paper? lolz... quite hilarious tho...
this fear of nt havin enuff time to finish my revision for common test... sianzation... onli started maths today... forgotten ALL my differentiation... sianz... i still got phy n bio lei... n those r big subs... ='(... oh well... blame it all on mi... who ask mi to procastinate?
finally had our first practice for sd concert today... met alex at 3.20... went mei ming's hse... i sounded like shit... as always... gdness noes how im gona show myself in front of e audience 2 wks frm now... -.-
e area where my right kidney is hurtin... y do i haf so mani aches? cuz u dun exercise u dun drink enuff water u eat too much etc etc etc... get e picture?
ever felt someone's gripping your head in a vice-like grip and spinning you round n round n round n round n round n...
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