Ok, shall blog now otherwise Sok Koon and Chia Ling will complain that I never blog. Haha =P

Ok, so just finished CM1101 mid-term test. Shan't discuss answers here, since Sok Koon doesn't like it. I feel quite comfortable about it la. Hopefully my upcoming papers are equally ok.

I'm getting addicted to listening to Cao Ge's My Way. I really love the way he can control two voices at the same time. And the texture of his voice, he really makes me just close my eyes and let go of all my stress. I don't care what news has been springing up around him recently. All I care is that he still can sing in that incredible voice of his and I can't wait for him to have a concert here in Singapore again!

Sian, tmr got CM1131 again. Prof Chuah going to start lecturing. Let the hypnosis begin.

Amazingly I'm blogging at this time when I should be studying or resting. But I've just had like one of the best days of my life yesterday and I really wanna blog about it.

My early 21st birthday party was held yesterday at Chevrons chalet. Jeron and I checked into the chalet at around 3pm. Thanks to his membership, I managed to get this chalet at a lower price. He left for his piano lesson after that. As a result, I was left alone to do up the decorations. Fyi, every balloon, except for 1 or 2, including those big dildo-look alike balloons were blown up by me by the power of my lungs and diaphragm. I sure can blow ;) Sok Koon, Eric and Chia Ling came not long after that and helped out with the decorations. Actually, we didn't really decorate much la, just tied the balloons along the railings and the side of the second floor overlooking the first floor. Andrew came not long after and we played Uno together. Feel really bad towards Andrew, he stayed all the way till I cut my cake and during that time, most of the time he was sitting alone in one corner. The same for Nina, when she came later. I'M SO SORRY GUYS!!! But they were really buddies la, staying all the way till cake cutting, which was at 8.30pm. It's a long wait ok, considering Andrew arrived at 5+pm and Nina arrived not long after.

So more and more people trickled in as 6pm passed. Eventually, my small chalet got so crammed, which is a GREAT THING! I was so afraid nobody would come. And I also have to apologise to my dear ASD-ians. I made them run to IMM to buy stuff for me. Cost them a bomb and I haven't exactly paid them back yet. =P

I'm lazy to go through the rest of the day. Haha. Photos can be found at my facebook. Wei Zhi has very kindly made a collage of all the photos into one big picture and now it's my laptop wallpaper, which I doubt I'll be changing any time soon. LOVE IT!!!

Kudos also to the NUSSD peeps, Derui, Jiahao, Gerald and Tammie, who stayed till like 1+am and helping me in tidying up the place and clearing the food, especially Derui. Note to all single girls around 24 years old, Derui is a good catch if you're looking for someone who will help you do all the cleaning and tidying at home. HAHA!

And last but not least, thanks for all the presents guys. I really didn't expect half of them. Appreciate and love them loads!!! Thanks so much guys!!!

Something wrong with my latest post. Typed it out but nothing appeared =S stupid blogger...

I'm feeling more and more stressed as the mid-terms approach. I know it's only mid-terms but that really will make a difference in the grades. Sigh, looks like I can't seem to practise what I preach to my juniors.

I still have yet to start on my revision, though mid-terms are like less than 2 weeks away. Somehow, I don't think I can fit everything I want to do into that puny 7 days in recess week. Urgh...

Bumped into Jasper at the bus stop today after Econs. Chatted with him on the 198. First time seeing him in NUS. Lolz. He still pretty much looks the same.

Lab tomorrow. Titration and kinetics. Yawnz. But at least it'll be fun to talk to Chen Yang, Jon and the rest again. Haha.

Got my new hp yesterday. Nokia E71. I love it la! It's been on the market for some time now and I've been eyeing it for quite a while and now it's finally mine. So shiny and sleek. XD

Today was Dr. Connie's last lecture before Mr. Chan takes over her for macroeconomics. Haiz. I'm gonna miss her lectures. Her lecture is the one I enjoy most out of the five la... Hopefully Mr. Chan's lectures will be just as exciting and interesting.

I think I've decided. I'll do it in the holidays. Hopefully, I'll be ready by then. And hopefully, that won't mark the end of our friendship.

Time really seems to pass unnaturally fast in NUS. Week 5 is coming up le. Starting to feel more and more stressed about mid-terms liaoz, especially since I'm still so shaky in concepts in all my modules.

My time on my laptop has become somewhat routine. Check email, check facebook, use msn, watch youtube. My life screams nerd.

For those who are regular readers of my blog I hope you'll understand when I keep blogging about the same things over and over and over again because I'm the type who will dwell on certain things over and over again until they're resolved. Only paper (in this case, virtual paper) has the patience to listen to me talk, grouch or emo about the same things over and over and over again without grumbling or complaining, thus I like to type all my emotions here, be it happy, sad or emo stuff, and they can keep repeating themselves over and over in my head, thus the repetition here likewise.

Sigh, I slept 2 hours in the afternoon just now, so totally don't feel like sleeping now. Best thing is, tomorrow I got 8am lecture! Woohoo!

I couldn't help but think of you when I was watching it. I really need to shake myself free of all this. I need to get you out of my head. SHOO! =(

Ok, I am super super shagged now but I just wanna squeeze in a last blog entry before I sleep.

Went for Billy's birthday party just now. Shan't go into the details here. Pics will be up on my facebook acct soon (I hope) and the details of the party can be gotten from Sok Koon's blog, conveniently linked on the left.

I'm desperately trying to find modules to map for SEP, even though I can only go in year 3, if at all. I hate the fact that Science students, in particular Chemistry students, have such a hard time trying to find modules to map. I really want to go for SEP!!! Urgh... Almost crying liaoz.

Went for homevisit today and going for another one tomorrow. Finally going to add another 2 to my count. Been really lazy recently.

I don't know if my target for this semester is a little too ambitious. It goes something like this:

CM1101: A
CM1131: A-
MA1421: A-
EC1301: A
GEK1535: A-

Target CAP: 4.7

Ok ok ok, hold the eye-widening and disbelieving snorts. I know it's high but bear in mind, this is a TARGET! Something I'm aiming for. How can I do well if I don't aim high? First time I have the courage to put this kind of grades as my target but as all my seniors have been telling me, my first semester is extremely important and the CAP that I get for this semester will determine where my CAP will fluctuate around in future semesters, so yeah...

I know I've been talking mostly about studies in my recent posts. Yes, your suspicions have been confirmed. I have officially evolved into an overly grades-conscious, highly paranoid mugger.

I hate the fact that I miss you. But what I hate even more is the fact that you will never know and never care about the fact that I'm missing you.

Blogging from Chongsheng's room for the second time. Feeling damn tired now.

Today's band practice really was like one of the worst for me. My playing sucked like shit. I really don't think I should stay in 1st flute any longer. It doesn't help when the people sitting on either side of me are really pro and it's worse when one of them is a year 1, which seems to rub in the fact that I really need to buck up. I love band and I really want to play well for da Capo. Sigh...

Life's getting harder. Lectures are getting harder to understand. I really struggled to try to listen during the last Econs lecture. Zzz... I only got like 12/20 for my Econs tutorial 2. Really need to go understand my Econs concept a little better.

Ok, I'm shagged out from band prac. This shall be a short entry.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS, EX-TEACHERS AND TEACHERS-TO-BE!!!

Something happened today that made me really want to blog. I received 3 Happy Teachers' Day messages, namely from Nicholas Wee, Sin Yee and Jixiang. It really warmed my heart and made me smile inside when I saw those messages and I think they'll be more significant to me than the ones that I might receive in future when I'm actually a teacher, simply because I'm not a teacher now but my ex-students actually bother to remember me and send a simple message to me, which I really really appreciate! So if you read this guys, it was a small thing but it meant a lot to me. =)

Today I sat with my OG as usual. Sok Koon told me to sit behind her cuz I get irritated by her talking during lecture, so she said sitting behind her the noise not so bad. WRONG! She sit in front of me I could still hear her voice as clearly lor... And it didn't help that I was already straining my ears to try and catch what Professor Stephan was talking about. Haiz...

And as for Econs lecture, today Marilyn didn't come for lecture, thus it was the first time I couldn't understand most of an Econs lecture. And it doesn't help that the topics are getting a little difficult to understand. Haiz. I WANT MY A FOR ECONS!!!

I bought 陈乃荣's new album 'Paradise' yesterday. Not all the songs in it are nice but I don't regret buying it cuz some of them are terrific! Some of his songs are songs which I can listen to 10000 times and not get sick of, which is saying something, considering I don't take easily to new songs.

Lab starts tomorrow. Sianz...