dis mth i can safely sae reli has bin one of e bziest, if nt e bziest, mth of dis yr...
recently bin clearin leave... todae went to yuyuan's hse wif my flute section for gatherin... at e beginnin kinda icy... cuz din noe wad to do... den nt all of us arrived yet... waited for all to arrive... den started our supposed movie marathon... watched weddin crashers... nv watch it b4... so i din noe it wuz gona b lidat... lolz... switched over to scary movie 3... alr watched it b4... so it wuz kinda borin at certain parts... ended up gettin sick of movies, since there wasnt reli a lot of choice, so we switched over to playin monopoly... haha... so our so-called movie marathon onli lasted 2 movies... lolz... i tink monopoly reli wuz e highlight of e dae... 8 of us... so we made 4 teams... mi n andrew teamed up, as usual haha... den aishah wif chloe, yuyuan wif anson and darrin wif junhong... game started off slow n eventually stagnated... until we finally were willin to trade... haha... started off wif 4 teams but ended off wif 2... junhong's grp allied wif mi while chloe, aishah, yuyuan n anson formed e other alliance... of all e squares dey had to step into dey had to step into my hotel in mayfair... lolz... poor things... pity we all had to leave early, otherwise we cld haf had a few more games... i tink if we do haf future sessions, we shld start off wif monopoly immediately... i noe to e reader it sounds boring but if u were part of my flute section e whole thing reli feels so warm n hilarious at e same time... i dare to say which other section in ctsb still gathers together lidat every once in a while?
stayed at yuyuan'se hse too long... ended up havin to rush for nina's weddin... saw some of her weddin photos... reli muz sae she's quite darin in some of e pics... bikini lbv? haha... but e accessory on her head reli suited her reli well... makes her look so much prettier n vivacious... e dinner wuz ok la... average standard u'll expect frm a hotel lorz... initially wanted to stay over at e hotel since nina bked rms... but tml got drivin n tuition... which reminds mi... y m i still awake at dis hour? gosh... duno y lei... can't get to slp... tt's y still haf e energy to blog...
haven unleashed e literary monster within mi for a long time... mayb itz time my literary works visit the Grimreaper again... or mayb i'll try a different theme dis time... writin abt death all e time can b kinda borin... tho itz reli excitin n stimulatin at times...
reli hope i can pass my final drivin theory n practical in 1 attempt... 1 of my colleagues jz failed his test todae... shant mention hu he is... =p... reli kinda sceptical lei... haiz... wish i cld haf raymond teach mi constantly... samuel's rite... raymond reli is a much betta instructor den mdm goh... hmmm...
elementary 2 of my jap clz starts nxt sat... can't wait... haha... tho my basics r reli still kinda shaky... >.< can't get all my particles rite... can't memorise all e vocab... dun even noe some of e basic grammar... omg... how did i score my 87/100 for my ele 1 test? urgh...
time is comin to set new yr resolutions again... will i adhere to dem dis yr?
lookin forward to sd kenshu dis comin sundae... woots...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
it's reli bin aeons since i last updated... lots has been happenin these past wks... fall sick... haven get well completely yet n fall sick again... lolz... chingay trgs haf started for some time... reli reli bin enjoyin myself to e max at these trgs... make new frens learn new dance steps... n most imptly do my part for kofu... itz bin kinda repetitive recently la but oso cant blame e trainers cuz dey've reli bin workin veri veri hard to change e dance steps to e best of their abilities to make e whole thing both pleasant to view n doable at e same time...
oso went for my bro's concert at the beginnin of dis mth... i tink itz quite a big milestone for him especially since this is his first concert n i cld tell he wuz reli super excited abt it... but e sad thing abt his band is tt dey cldnt seem to leave an impact on mi lei... so mani pieces to leave an impact on ppl... pirates of e carribean... big fun in the sun... concerto d'amore... haiz... but apart frm tt i tink it wuz a pretty gd concert... went out wif my flute section to chill afta tt... miss dem to bits... went to fish n co at imm for dinner... teased anson as usual abt him n his gf... laughed at chloe... n generally had e same old fun like ever lorz... cant wait for our section gathering on e 28th... spendin an entire dae wif dem... cuz i tot abt it... itz e company tt reli matters n nt e event itself... so i tot jz go sum1's hse dis time round n chill out for a day... afta tt den rush off for nina's weddin... haha... andrew drove us home from imm afta our dinner... reli got mi so psyched up abt drivin la... but e way tt andrew drifts at 90 km/h makes mi cling on for dear life... apparently ppl hu learn maunal car nt suitable to drive auto car... sheesh... but reli cant wait to get my own licence... alr started learnin drivin... duno if my dad will dare to let me drive if i do get my licence lolz...
and to add on to all tt's bin happenin in my life... i'm gona start my 2nd round of jap clz nxt mth... >.< wonder if i'll get ms murata for my sensei again lolz... v nice tchr lei... always rdy wif a smile... katakana looks so much more confusin den hiragana... kinda apprehensive on whether i'll make it thru dis time or nt... but reli wana take JLPT 4 nxt yr... c how ba... haha...
as u can tell from my ramblings... army has made my mind to function in such a way tt it onli produces boring recitations from a mortal's life... mayb i reli shld start includin sth deeper in my blog...
Quote of the Day: Instead of expecting someone to hold your hand, why not reach out and hold theirs?
oso went for my bro's concert at the beginnin of dis mth... i tink itz quite a big milestone for him especially since this is his first concert n i cld tell he wuz reli super excited abt it... but e sad thing abt his band is tt dey cldnt seem to leave an impact on mi lei... so mani pieces to leave an impact on ppl... pirates of e carribean... big fun in the sun... concerto d'amore... haiz... but apart frm tt i tink it wuz a pretty gd concert... went out wif my flute section to chill afta tt... miss dem to bits... went to fish n co at imm for dinner... teased anson as usual abt him n his gf... laughed at chloe... n generally had e same old fun like ever lorz... cant wait for our section gathering on e 28th... spendin an entire dae wif dem... cuz i tot abt it... itz e company tt reli matters n nt e event itself... so i tot jz go sum1's hse dis time round n chill out for a day... afta tt den rush off for nina's weddin... haha... andrew drove us home from imm afta our dinner... reli got mi so psyched up abt drivin la... but e way tt andrew drifts at 90 km/h makes mi cling on for dear life... apparently ppl hu learn maunal car nt suitable to drive auto car... sheesh... but reli cant wait to get my own licence... alr started learnin drivin... duno if my dad will dare to let me drive if i do get my licence lolz...
and to add on to all tt's bin happenin in my life... i'm gona start my 2nd round of jap clz nxt mth... >.< wonder if i'll get ms murata for my sensei again lolz... v nice tchr lei... always rdy wif a smile... katakana looks so much more confusin den hiragana... kinda apprehensive on whether i'll make it thru dis time or nt... but reli wana take JLPT 4 nxt yr... c how ba... haha...
as u can tell from my ramblings... army has made my mind to function in such a way tt it onli produces boring recitations from a mortal's life... mayb i reli shld start includin sth deeper in my blog...
Quote of the Day: Instead of expecting someone to hold your hand, why not reach out and hold theirs?
Friday, November 23, 2007
my mp3 died... sianz... gona get it fixed tml... pls dun die on mi!!! i nid u so badly!!! life wifout listenin to my zhong ji yi jia soundtrack is sheer torture...
wuz readin all e little little captions on my bro's duel master cards... some of dem can b quite interestin... lolz... m i tt bored? hahaha...
actualli i tink dis is gona b quite a brainless entry cuz i somehow havent e slightest idea what i wana talk abt so most probably jz gona say wad comes to mind...
went for the 3rd SSA Student Peace Lecture a couple of days ago... speaker wuz ex m'sia's pm's daughter... her talk wuz quite illuminating, tho she neglected to explain on certain pts she mentioned, which kinda lead to an incomplete picture somehow... topic wuz youth, internet and democracy... dis linked to politics n whatnot... which reli intrigued me... an entire election fought totally on the internet... wow...
zhenhui got posted to tradoc... lolz... but itz still a sad thing... ppl gettin posted in later den mi but gona ord earlier... damn...
haven been talkin to 3d1 '07 much recently but tt's most probably cuz i haven been goin online often as my dear bro as bin monopolisin e com ever since his sch hols started... hence i've bin reduced to bloggin from my fren's com in camp... i reli miss watchin zhong ji yi jia... itz like a reli big hollow inside... n now i'm gona start on zhong ji yi ban... woohoo... cant wait...
thus, as seen frm above, my life has been a total bore n wait... wad life? do i still haf a life? zzz...
wuz readin all e little little captions on my bro's duel master cards... some of dem can b quite interestin... lolz... m i tt bored? hahaha...
actualli i tink dis is gona b quite a brainless entry cuz i somehow havent e slightest idea what i wana talk abt so most probably jz gona say wad comes to mind...
went for the 3rd SSA Student Peace Lecture a couple of days ago... speaker wuz ex m'sia's pm's daughter... her talk wuz quite illuminating, tho she neglected to explain on certain pts she mentioned, which kinda lead to an incomplete picture somehow... topic wuz youth, internet and democracy... dis linked to politics n whatnot... which reli intrigued me... an entire election fought totally on the internet... wow...
zhenhui got posted to tradoc... lolz... but itz still a sad thing... ppl gettin posted in later den mi but gona ord earlier... damn...
haven been talkin to 3d1 '07 much recently but tt's most probably cuz i haven been goin online often as my dear bro as bin monopolisin e com ever since his sch hols started... hence i've bin reduced to bloggin from my fren's com in camp... i reli miss watchin zhong ji yi jia... itz like a reli big hollow inside... n now i'm gona start on zhong ji yi ban... woohoo... cant wait...
thus, as seen frm above, my life has been a total bore n wait... wad life? do i still haf a life? zzz...
Friday, November 09, 2007
dis is gona b another emo entry... so if u ain't in e mood to read emo entries, pls kindly click on the word 'LINKS' at e bottom of the screen and divert to another page...
haiz... sometimes i reli jz wish i cld look into the mirror n actualli like wad i c... i duno y... i wuz nv dis bothered... irritated... frustrated... angry... wif my appearance in e past... y is dis happenin to mi? is it jz a phase tt im goin thru? i've followed maj ching's advice, n haf bin goin to e gym, n i noe tt dis kinda thing cant b achieved overnite... it took mi 19 yrs to gain dis weight... no way m i gona lose it tt soon... but tt doesnt help when i look at my reflection n tt little voice in my head tells mi how ugly how irksome how disgusting i look... m i becomin obsessed wif all dis? m i becomin tt shallow a person? or haf i always bin? i reli dun wana b lidat... wonder if ani1 out there understands...
like i mentioned in my prev entry... mayb itz cuz i've bin watchin zhong ji yi jia too often n listenin to itz songs once too many... gosh... givin mi such severe emo fits... i dun feel emo tt often nowadays... but when i do... it makes a tsunami look like a ripple...
tyra banks always goes on abt how gals feel bad abt demselves n r always wantin to change demselves to make dem feel betta abt demselves... i've seen it so often... dove even came up wif a fund to help these gals... u mean there aren't guys out there hu feel dis way? u mean all guys r actualli tt macho n confident abt demselves? if tt reli is e case, den fine, ignts... sometimes reli wish i cld jz cut dis out of my body... cut dis ugliness away from my body... ARGH~!!!
haiz... sometimes i reli jz wish i cld look into the mirror n actualli like wad i c... i duno y... i wuz nv dis bothered... irritated... frustrated... angry... wif my appearance in e past... y is dis happenin to mi? is it jz a phase tt im goin thru? i've followed maj ching's advice, n haf bin goin to e gym, n i noe tt dis kinda thing cant b achieved overnite... it took mi 19 yrs to gain dis weight... no way m i gona lose it tt soon... but tt doesnt help when i look at my reflection n tt little voice in my head tells mi how ugly how irksome how disgusting i look... m i becomin obsessed wif all dis? m i becomin tt shallow a person? or haf i always bin? i reli dun wana b lidat... wonder if ani1 out there understands...
like i mentioned in my prev entry... mayb itz cuz i've bin watchin zhong ji yi jia too often n listenin to itz songs once too many... gosh... givin mi such severe emo fits... i dun feel emo tt often nowadays... but when i do... it makes a tsunami look like a ripple...
tyra banks always goes on abt how gals feel bad abt demselves n r always wantin to change demselves to make dem feel betta abt demselves... i've seen it so often... dove even came up wif a fund to help these gals... u mean there aren't guys out there hu feel dis way? u mean all guys r actualli tt macho n confident abt demselves? if tt reli is e case, den fine, ignts... sometimes reli wish i cld jz cut dis out of my body... cut dis ugliness away from my body... ARGH~!!!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
had an emo fit jz now... lolz... i tink over le la... mayb cuz i've bin watchin zhong ji yi jia too much recently... xia tian, han n xiu... typical love triangle... zzz... actualli i wuz tinkin... mayb i've blogged abt dis b4... but it reli jz gets to mi... when we watch a movie or drama... e typical plot is tt e female lead pairs up wif e secondary male lead... sth happens, e primary male lead appears n finally she pairs up wif e primary male lead... does ani1 rmb or bother to tink abt wad happens to e secondary male lead hu gets shunted aside? does ani1 noe wad happens to him? wonder if ani1 eva bothers to tink abt tt... to all hu haf had e exp of havin to choose 1 over e other... eva wondered wad happened to tt other?
lolz... dun wori i aint speakin frm exp... jz suddenly wonderin abt dis... hmm...
life in army is still as crappy as ever... goin on course nxt wk... but dun even noe where e venue is cuz my branch ic nv tell mi... zzz...
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lolz... dun wori i aint speakin frm exp... jz suddenly wonderin abt dis... hmm...
life in army is still as crappy as ever... goin on course nxt wk... but dun even noe where e venue is cuz my branch ic nv tell mi... zzz...
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Friday, October 26, 2007
my uncle passed away a few days ago... dun reli feel sad tho... cuz i wuz nv close with him... he din even come round durin cny... but can tell mummy's quite affected by dis... haiz...
learnt a lot from major ching todae... reli v v inspired by him... he wuz heavier den mi durin sec sch... n he pushed himself to lose 30kg in 7 mths... which i seriously tink is reli amazing... went to e gym wif him dis aftanoon... reli learnt a lot... frm cardiovascular... to trainin abs... to core trainin... lolz... reli learnt a lot... n i seriously feel so inspired... hope dis wun b jz another flash in the pan... i reli want to slim down... for those hu r pretty, handsome n slim will nv understand how i feel... to stare into e mirror n feel irked by what u c... im so tired of dis... i make fun of my own weight all e time... but deep deep down... i reli sincerely truly want to look handsome, look fit n look gd... i want to b healthy!!! reli wonder wad ppl will tink if 1 dae i were to b able to slim down completely n haf a figure comparable to e other guys on e street... inferiority... some ppl take bein slim for granted... take it frm mi... learn to appreciate it...
duno y suddenly so emo todae... hahaha...
learnt a lot from major ching todae... reli v v inspired by him... he wuz heavier den mi durin sec sch... n he pushed himself to lose 30kg in 7 mths... which i seriously tink is reli amazing... went to e gym wif him dis aftanoon... reli learnt a lot... frm cardiovascular... to trainin abs... to core trainin... lolz... reli learnt a lot... n i seriously feel so inspired... hope dis wun b jz another flash in the pan... i reli want to slim down... for those hu r pretty, handsome n slim will nv understand how i feel... to stare into e mirror n feel irked by what u c... im so tired of dis... i make fun of my own weight all e time... but deep deep down... i reli sincerely truly want to look handsome, look fit n look gd... i want to b healthy!!! reli wonder wad ppl will tink if 1 dae i were to b able to slim down completely n haf a figure comparable to e other guys on e street... inferiority... some ppl take bein slim for granted... take it frm mi... learn to appreciate it...
duno y suddenly so emo todae... hahaha...
Saturday, October 20, 2007
today is reli nt my dae... wait n wait n wait... tt's all i did... FCUK! n it doesnt help tt im an exceptionally impatient person at times when i reli want things done... furthermore, im a firm believer tt profanity shld b declared as loudly as possible... so ya... kinda compounds to my frustration...
on e other hand... ytd's daimokukai wuz gr8... met dixon n e others at khatib... dixon's youngest bro wuz there... kixon... omg... e way qi sheng n i teased n laughed at him... e way he laughs n giggles n chatters so innocently... jz makes mi want to haf a kid lidat of my own now... den i piggy-backed him all e way to his hse... lolz... cant wait to piggy-back my own kid in future... jz like how christine said it... he just makes my troubles disappear like snow on a summer's day...
today woke up rather early to go for remedial at syc... got a new student... dixon... e guys r improvin la i tink... tho some of dem make mi reli worry for dem... haiz...
den went for jap clz afta tt... afta a 1 wk break... i reli luv my jap clz... watched a video todae... but cant understand it... talk at tt kinda speed... zzz... so sad nxt wk my last lesson b4 my exam le...
i hate e reply "i'll see how"... sounds so incredibly shallow...
grr... suddenly feel so frustrated n irritated... haven reli n truly lost my temper in a v long time... wonder how ppl will react, esp since practically no1 has seen mi lose my temper b4... but it'll b a gr8 way to vent out everythin bottled up inside tho... hahaha...
on e other hand... ytd's daimokukai wuz gr8... met dixon n e others at khatib... dixon's youngest bro wuz there... kixon... omg... e way qi sheng n i teased n laughed at him... e way he laughs n giggles n chatters so innocently... jz makes mi want to haf a kid lidat of my own now... den i piggy-backed him all e way to his hse... lolz... cant wait to piggy-back my own kid in future... jz like how christine said it... he just makes my troubles disappear like snow on a summer's day...
today woke up rather early to go for remedial at syc... got a new student... dixon... e guys r improvin la i tink... tho some of dem make mi reli worry for dem... haiz...
den went for jap clz afta tt... afta a 1 wk break... i reli luv my jap clz... watched a video todae... but cant understand it... talk at tt kinda speed... zzz... so sad nxt wk my last lesson b4 my exam le...
i hate e reply "i'll see how"... sounds so incredibly shallow...
grr... suddenly feel so frustrated n irritated... haven reli n truly lost my temper in a v long time... wonder how ppl will react, esp since practically no1 has seen mi lose my temper b4... but it'll b a gr8 way to vent out everythin bottled up inside tho... hahaha...
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Omg... i tink for the first time in my life, some ppl gave me a surprise for my bdae... even tho it wuz a wk belated... but still... i cant sae how much it reli means to mi... thanks so so so much zhenning, kai siang, nick wee, brandon n shinfen... for making my 19th bdae a memorable one... very cool ;)... hahaha...
met zhenning n nick at jp arcade at 5.50pm... den went crystal jade outside there to wait for e others... waited for gdness noes how long... kai siang arrived... followed by brandon... cldnt b bothered waitin for shinfen, so we went in first... ordered... den gossiped... as usual... hahaha... den 1 by 1 slipped off... dudes... 5 out of 6 ppl disappearin at 1 shot is kinda obvious ya? n when dey came back i saw e cake le so kinda spoilt it lolz... but reli reli v v touched tt dey took e time n money to make a nice surprise for mi... thnx loads guys... n all tt 'opposite meanin' talk is confusin sometimes =p... n i still cant bliv nick's gort 7 piercings... eeks... lolz...
no jap clz todae... kinda felt flat n empty... haha... like nth to do on a sat... omg... i reli dun wan jap clz to end... cuz e nov classes all i cannot take... muz wait for dec de... tt means whole of nov sats i lan lan liaoz... reli reli enjoyin my jap classes to e max... tho e difficulty level is reli increasin like nobody's business... esp all the particles... catch no ball sometimes... lolz...
jz saw janet's blog... poor kai wen... LOLZ!!!
meeting vanessa tml... goin secret recipe... yay~!
bein blissfully single is a gd thing... if i can see it tt way... n at times... i do c it at tt way... lolz...
PPS bbq... 3D1's surprise... this 19th birthday has by far been THE BEST!!! THANKS TO ALL WHO'VE MADE IT SO MEMORABLE!!!
met zhenning n nick at jp arcade at 5.50pm... den went crystal jade outside there to wait for e others... waited for gdness noes how long... kai siang arrived... followed by brandon... cldnt b bothered waitin for shinfen, so we went in first... ordered... den gossiped... as usual... hahaha... den 1 by 1 slipped off... dudes... 5 out of 6 ppl disappearin at 1 shot is kinda obvious ya? n when dey came back i saw e cake le so kinda spoilt it lolz... but reli reli v v touched tt dey took e time n money to make a nice surprise for mi... thnx loads guys... n all tt 'opposite meanin' talk is confusin sometimes =p... n i still cant bliv nick's gort 7 piercings... eeks... lolz...
no jap clz todae... kinda felt flat n empty... haha... like nth to do on a sat... omg... i reli dun wan jap clz to end... cuz e nov classes all i cannot take... muz wait for dec de... tt means whole of nov sats i lan lan liaoz... reli reli enjoyin my jap classes to e max... tho e difficulty level is reli increasin like nobody's business... esp all the particles... catch no ball sometimes... lolz...
jz saw janet's blog... poor kai wen... LOLZ!!!
meeting vanessa tml... goin secret recipe... yay~!
bein blissfully single is a gd thing... if i can see it tt way... n at times... i do c it at tt way... lolz...
PPS bbq... 3D1's surprise... this 19th birthday has by far been THE BEST!!! THANKS TO ALL WHO'VE MADE IT SO MEMORABLE!!!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
bloggin frm jerry's com now... goin for ASA e-test later... sianz... itz bin so mani daes le but im still ravin abt e bbq we had last wk... reli had a gr8 time wif dem... haha... can't wait for nxt yr's mid-autumn fest to come... but i guess nxt yr will b even more difficult... those who went jc will still b in army... those in poly will b in army by den... den left all e gals? haha... hope we'll still cont to meet up even afta army... like i said b4... how mani ppl can say dey still kip in contact wif their pri sch pals?
n amazingly, i still feel the aftereffects of the bbq till now... e lack of slp... hang out wif dem till 1am den e nxt day woke up at 9am... bound to haf lack of slp... den e dae afta go back to work... haha... den haven bin able to slp for long hrs recently...
wish i had e patience to put so mani pics on my blog as kai wen does... but sometimes e irritating lag of my com jz cheeses mi off...
haven written any sadistic text recently... my good fren has been stayin far away from me... haven smelt that sulphurous smell in ages... which reli is a gr8 thing... but i tink it'll b gr8 if i can write ani few paragraphs of the Grimreaper again... indulging in that vocabulary jz makes mi tingle wif pleasure... sounds wrong haha...
dun feel emo as often nowadays... haha... mayb cuz im much more occupied these days...
damn i feel slpy... yawnz...
wonder y i still bother to blog... lolz... screwed up my chess blogskin... now using this 1 frm kingdom hearts II... reli v small n squeezy... actualli wanted to use 1 which included roxas n namine... those hu noe mi well will noe y i prefer those 2 over sora n kairi... hahaha...
goin for test soon... SIANZATION!
n amazingly, i still feel the aftereffects of the bbq till now... e lack of slp... hang out wif dem till 1am den e nxt day woke up at 9am... bound to haf lack of slp... den e dae afta go back to work... haha... den haven bin able to slp for long hrs recently...
wish i had e patience to put so mani pics on my blog as kai wen does... but sometimes e irritating lag of my com jz cheeses mi off...
haven written any sadistic text recently... my good fren has been stayin far away from me... haven smelt that sulphurous smell in ages... which reli is a gr8 thing... but i tink it'll b gr8 if i can write ani few paragraphs of the Grimreaper again... indulging in that vocabulary jz makes mi tingle wif pleasure... sounds wrong haha...
dun feel emo as often nowadays... haha... mayb cuz im much more occupied these days...
damn i feel slpy... yawnz...
wonder y i still bother to blog... lolz... screwed up my chess blogskin... now using this 1 frm kingdom hearts II... reli v small n squeezy... actualli wanted to use 1 which included roxas n namine... those hu noe mi well will noe y i prefer those 2 over sora n kairi... hahaha...
goin for test soon... SIANZATION!
Monday, October 08, 2007
it's been kinda like aeons since i last updated... kudos to all who remembered my bdae... n to all hu went for my bdae bbq... thnx so much for comin... we reli had a superb time despite e *aherm poor attendance... =p eh but e small grp made it a lot cosier k... lolz... took quite a number of pics... talked so much n i reli agree wif some of dem... my best days of school reli were in Pioneer Primary School!!! LOLZ... e mid-autumn gatherin wuz reli reli cool too... haven seen dem for sooooooooooo long... bliv mi these gatherings... these feelings... these memories... i hold reli reli close to my heart... so mani went on mid-autumn... kai wen, hsien ee, junhong, sasi (a short while at least), kaili, janet, lisa, eunice, lim hwee n so mani mani more... bliv mi we shld gather in pioneer mall mac more often... hahaha...
developed some pics frm all e past events for e past few yrs to put in office tml... 57 of dem... duno if my desk area can accomodate all of dem or nt... but it'll reli gif my office a personal touch... love ya guys~!
i'm reli reli lucky to still b able to keep in contact wif my pri sch frens, even if itz onli once or twice a yr... how mani more ppl can say e same? ;)
developed some pics frm all e past events for e past few yrs to put in office tml... 57 of dem... duno if my desk area can accomodate all of dem or nt... but it'll reli gif my office a personal touch... love ya guys~!
i'm reli reli lucky to still b able to keep in contact wif my pri sch frens, even if itz onli once or twice a yr... how mani more ppl can say e same? ;)
Monday, September 24, 2007
sometimes i duno wad to hate... myself... or the world ard me... everywhere i go... i face e same probs... does dis reli mean tt sth's reli wrong wif myself? do i reli pt e finger at everyone n fail to c e 3 tt're pting back at mi? sigh... reli feel so down sometimes... i agree... im lazy n arrogant at times... but i oso do haf a hardworkin n humble side of mi... so y cant u c tt as well? i ask u to go home n rest cuz i bother n care... if u choose to tink tt im tryin to chase u hm so i can slack den ignts le thnx... im onli a pte... at most raise to cpl... but i do a sgt's work as well... nt much choice is there? if u choose to talk abt mi behind my back i cant stop u... but for heaven's sake look at urself... u flirt wif her e ENTIRE DAY!!! restrain urself for gdness's sake... u're married wif a kid... wad will ppl tink of u? of course, u do ur work to e best of ability... jz i like try to as well... u haf how mani yrs of exp le... how much of exp will i, a pte, haf?
m i lookin for universal acceptance? i noe i muz learn to accept e grey n nt always tink black n white... but hu noes how diff dis is for mi... hu can hear e steady drip of blood inside mi? hu is there when i haf to choke my tears back in? my workload may b small but im sorry, i struggle wif things inside as well... much much much more den u do...
i'm emo? wait till u exp e fury of everythin tt's ragin inside mi... sure, others oso exp dis inner struggle... well... can u tink of mi as one of these 'others'?
m i lookin for universal acceptance? i noe i muz learn to accept e grey n nt always tink black n white... but hu noes how diff dis is for mi... hu can hear e steady drip of blood inside mi? hu is there when i haf to choke my tears back in? my workload may b small but im sorry, i struggle wif things inside as well... much much much more den u do...
i'm emo? wait till u exp e fury of everythin tt's ragin inside mi... sure, others oso exp dis inner struggle... well... can u tink of mi as one of these 'others'?
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
been such a long time since i last blogged... today for e 1st time since i enlisted, i got ATT C frm e MO in my camp... luckily my chest pains were just due to muscle strains... i reli gotta condition myself more... but it's always all talk and no action... but interestingly enough... e tots tt sprang into my head while i wuz battling wif my chest pains were kinda extreme... m i goin to die? cuz frm wad mdm ho told mi... 1 of her colleagues had e same exp... he experienced chest pains 1 fine day and the nxt day he collapsed on the floor and died... just like that... was tinkin to myself if tt were to happen to me, i'd reli leave wif so mani regrets... sigh...
i haf yet to fulfill my role in gakkai... no doubt bein in ASD has reli made mi a much betta person n i've loved every single second i've spent in ASD... but i still haf such a long way to go... i've nv felt so close to a student group in gakkai b4... in FD it wuz so general... i cld nv feel reli close... now in ASD... everything jz seems so great... den in my own district... i still haf so much to do... gosh...
i oso haf yet to sample true love... hahaha... difficult la... given my size n character... but i wun deny tt i reli yearn for a true rship... esp when i listen to love songs n watch shows tt involve dis i get so emo... like now... urgh... such a sucker for dis kinda thing... n some more now i dun haf studies to bug mi down... so i guess it'd b a gd time to enter into 1? note e qn mark... lolz... oh well... slowly find ba... but like i said... u can laugh n snigger all u want... but tt's seriously how i feel inside n i get so madly envious when i c happy couples ard mi... grrrr... hahaha...
i haf yet to fulfill my role fully as a son... my parents haf put in their hearts n souls to gif mi e best dey possibly can n i reli wana repay dis debt of gratitude... i owe dem so so so so so much... dey wun b ard foreva n i reli wana b e best son ever...
i haf so much to achieve... waitin for mi to achieve... yet im nt willin to cherish e life tt i haf now... itz onli when i see n feel danger signs do i wake up n c wad situation i reli m in...
somebody save me...
i haf yet to fulfill my role in gakkai... no doubt bein in ASD has reli made mi a much betta person n i've loved every single second i've spent in ASD... but i still haf such a long way to go... i've nv felt so close to a student group in gakkai b4... in FD it wuz so general... i cld nv feel reli close... now in ASD... everything jz seems so great... den in my own district... i still haf so much to do... gosh...
i oso haf yet to sample true love... hahaha... difficult la... given my size n character... but i wun deny tt i reli yearn for a true rship... esp when i listen to love songs n watch shows tt involve dis i get so emo... like now... urgh... such a sucker for dis kinda thing... n some more now i dun haf studies to bug mi down... so i guess it'd b a gd time to enter into 1? note e qn mark... lolz... oh well... slowly find ba... but like i said... u can laugh n snigger all u want... but tt's seriously how i feel inside n i get so madly envious when i c happy couples ard mi... grrrr... hahaha...
i haf yet to fulfill my role fully as a son... my parents haf put in their hearts n souls to gif mi e best dey possibly can n i reli wana repay dis debt of gratitude... i owe dem so so so so so much... dey wun b ard foreva n i reli wana b e best son ever...
i haf so much to achieve... waitin for mi to achieve... yet im nt willin to cherish e life tt i haf now... itz onli when i see n feel danger signs do i wake up n c wad situation i reli m in...
somebody save me...
Thursday, September 06, 2007
watched hairspray last wk... lolz... reli a super nice movie... great soundtrack... quite funny too... but most importantly... e msg tt itz conveying is jz awesome... racism was rampant in e past n it still is today... can't wait to watch rata2e... loads of super nice movies comin up... cant wait to catch all of dem...
y do i always let e smallest things affect me so badly? itz so NOT WORTH IT!!! dun let wad happened in e past influence e way u work now...
suddenly got dis mad urge to learn e saxophone... standin on a rooftop n playin it... surgin wif emotion... wif e night sky as my backdrop...
bein emo jz isnt e best thing to b at e moment...
y do i always let e smallest things affect me so badly? itz so NOT WORTH IT!!! dun let wad happened in e past influence e way u work now...
suddenly got dis mad urge to learn e saxophone... standin on a rooftop n playin it... surgin wif emotion... wif e night sky as my backdrop...
bein emo jz isnt e best thing to b at e moment...
Monday, August 27, 2007
yawnz... feelin damn tired now... bloggin frm e i-net in my office now... jz finished wkend CDO... so tired... barely slept last night... e driver slpin in e same rm snores likes thunder!!! zzz... kept mi awake nearly e entire nite...
went out wif andrew last sat... went vila'ge... i reli haf gotta stop goin there... no matter how mani fond memories i may haf there... itz gona knock a gaping hole in my budget... n it doesnt help when i haf dis mad urge to meet up wif frens durin e wkends... den afta tt went to catch rush hour 3... practically no plot... tho of coz e humour wuz there la... laughed like mad at some parts... tt chris tucker is such an ass in his role... gosh... lolz... so itz reli gd if u wana get a laugh n unwind... but if u're lookin for sth deeper n wif a plot... dis ain't e rite movie to catch... secret wuz by far den rush hour 3 in terms of storyline... wonder if i'll get to watch secret again... seriously wldnt mind watchin it another time... tho chris encouraged mi to watch hairspray... haha... mayb i'll catch it wif vanessa dis sat...
my brain is officially jaded... itz bin gdness noes how mani mths sice i last studied anithin... n my brain now feels like a wrung sponge every time i try to push myself to learn sth... hope nth bad happens durin my jap clz...
so mani nice movies showin or r abt to show... secret... hairspray... brave story (looks nice anyway)... premonition... stardust... reli feel like catchin dem all (=.= sounds like pokemon) but i noe tt's reli gona burn a big hole in my pocket...
amazingly, i've still bin playin scrabble nowadays... tho my ratin is still =.='''
i reli nid to slp...
went out wif andrew last sat... went vila'ge... i reli haf gotta stop goin there... no matter how mani fond memories i may haf there... itz gona knock a gaping hole in my budget... n it doesnt help when i haf dis mad urge to meet up wif frens durin e wkends... den afta tt went to catch rush hour 3... practically no plot... tho of coz e humour wuz there la... laughed like mad at some parts... tt chris tucker is such an ass in his role... gosh... lolz... so itz reli gd if u wana get a laugh n unwind... but if u're lookin for sth deeper n wif a plot... dis ain't e rite movie to catch... secret wuz by far den rush hour 3 in terms of storyline... wonder if i'll get to watch secret again... seriously wldnt mind watchin it another time... tho chris encouraged mi to watch hairspray... haha... mayb i'll catch it wif vanessa dis sat...
my brain is officially jaded... itz bin gdness noes how mani mths sice i last studied anithin... n my brain now feels like a wrung sponge every time i try to push myself to learn sth... hope nth bad happens durin my jap clz...
so mani nice movies showin or r abt to show... secret... hairspray... brave story (looks nice anyway)... premonition... stardust... reli feel like catchin dem all (=.= sounds like pokemon) but i noe tt's reli gona burn a big hole in my pocket...
amazingly, i've still bin playin scrabble nowadays... tho my ratin is still =.='''
i reli nid to slp...
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
finally watched secret... watched on sunday actually... haha... e storyline reli rocks big time... kudos to u for watchin it wif mi... even tho u watched it alr... haha ;)...
Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys
tot e movie reli wuz gr8 la... nt too cliched... tho e endin a bit screwed... but if dey cld haf tidied up tt last part den it wld reli haf bin nice... but on e whole e storyline reli is quite fresh... tho as jiun jia said... e first part a bit like korean drama... but e rest of it wuz quite new... din regret goin to watch... lolz... i'm reli ravin non-stop abt it...
meetin van n andrew dis sat... well at least i've got sth to look forward to... other den my sunday bein burnt by CDO n NOT GETTING OFF!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT!!! haiz... wad to do... gona suggest watchin 'licensed to wed'... always find robin williams hilarious... hope dey'll b ok wif dis arrangement... haven seen andrew for ages... tho still kip in contact v often... i honestly tink out of all e sections in my batch, mi n andrew r e onli section mates tt remain so close... haha... tml last paper... gif it ur best shot dude!
bin wantin to pen dis down for ages... ever watch drama serials??? how e female protagonist pairs off wif e secondary character at first... den sth happens in e middle... eventually she ends up wif e leadin character n e rest of e story is abt these 2... wad happens to e secondary character? he jz dissolves into the void? sad how these things happen huh... oh this couple tt wuz most suited for each other haf finally paired off n r gona live happily ever after... wad happens to e guy tt got kicked aside? e one hu still has deep feelins for e female protagonist? lolz... does ani1 ever bother to tink abt stuff lidat?
Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys
tot e movie reli wuz gr8 la... nt too cliched... tho e endin a bit screwed... but if dey cld haf tidied up tt last part den it wld reli haf bin nice... but on e whole e storyline reli is quite fresh... tho as jiun jia said... e first part a bit like korean drama... but e rest of it wuz quite new... din regret goin to watch... lolz... i'm reli ravin non-stop abt it...
meetin van n andrew dis sat... well at least i've got sth to look forward to... other den my sunday bein burnt by CDO n NOT GETTING OFF!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT!!! haiz... wad to do... gona suggest watchin 'licensed to wed'... always find robin williams hilarious... hope dey'll b ok wif dis arrangement... haven seen andrew for ages... tho still kip in contact v often... i honestly tink out of all e sections in my batch, mi n andrew r e onli section mates tt remain so close... haha... tml last paper... gif it ur best shot dude!
bin wantin to pen dis down for ages... ever watch drama serials??? how e female protagonist pairs off wif e secondary character at first... den sth happens in e middle... eventually she ends up wif e leadin character n e rest of e story is abt these 2... wad happens to e secondary character? he jz dissolves into the void? sad how these things happen huh... oh this couple tt wuz most suited for each other haf finally paired off n r gona live happily ever after... wad happens to e guy tt got kicked aside? e one hu still has deep feelins for e female protagonist? lolz... does ani1 ever bother to tink abt stuff lidat?
Thursday, August 16, 2007
time reli passes so much faster when one has something to look forward to... like dis sun im gona watch secret wif vanessa... den gona meet my staff rm gang afta tt... chris daph reks ruth n chun kiat... lolz... miss dem so so so much...
den my jap classes are oso finally gonna start soon, after looooooong last... haha... sept 8th is my first lesson... can't wait... den gona go for basic drivin theory soon too... er... goin to bk... so i duno when my actual test will b... LOLZ... instructor oso found le (i going for private de)... samuel intro mi his one... he says v gd... he oso went thru dis private instructor n got his licence in 6 mths... all in one shot... sounds gd huh? haha... reli hope i'll get my licence soon, tho i dun reli haf a need for it now la...
tho of course, there r other things in life tt make u dread itz comin... like wkend CDO... burnin my sunday WITHOUT OFF!!! dammit...
oh well... signin off now... tml still got live run... duno if i'll b ok by den to play bball... sux to haf cough n asthma... cough for so long liaoz... zzz...
den my jap classes are oso finally gonna start soon, after looooooong last... haha... sept 8th is my first lesson... can't wait... den gona go for basic drivin theory soon too... er... goin to bk... so i duno when my actual test will b... LOLZ... instructor oso found le (i going for private de)... samuel intro mi his one... he says v gd... he oso went thru dis private instructor n got his licence in 6 mths... all in one shot... sounds gd huh? haha... reli hope i'll get my licence soon, tho i dun reli haf a need for it now la...
tho of course, there r other things in life tt make u dread itz comin... like wkend CDO... burnin my sunday WITHOUT OFF!!! dammit...
oh well... signin off now... tml still got live run... duno if i'll b ok by den to play bball... sux to haf cough n asthma... cough for so long liaoz... zzz...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
is it my fault that i've been feelin the way i do these past weeks? things have been happening, wave after wave after wave... up one second... down the next... sometimes i really think i have no right to be the elder brother in the family... my little bro seems to have so much more strength and courage than me... feel so ashamed of myself... resort to doing stuff to run away from all this sometimes... even temporary solace comes as a relief...
yet underneath all this i still manage to feel my own personal feelings... if you get what i mean... and somehow knowing the fact that there are other people out there who actually feel the same way helps a lot... =)
but i know what to do... why moan and whine about what i'm going through? is it going to make any of it change? why not face all of it with a smile instead? there's no need to make myself feel so miserable... it won't change anything if i feel sad or anything... might as well face these challenges with a smile on my face... it'd make it that much easier to face...
yet underneath all this i still manage to feel my own personal feelings... if you get what i mean... and somehow knowing the fact that there are other people out there who actually feel the same way helps a lot... =)
but i know what to do... why moan and whine about what i'm going through? is it going to make any of it change? why not face all of it with a smile instead? there's no need to make myself feel so miserable... it won't change anything if i feel sad or anything... might as well face these challenges with a smile on my face... it'd make it that much easier to face...
Friday, August 10, 2007
Friday, August 03, 2007
haven't been in the mood to blog recently... so many things have been happening... and suddenly life seems too overwhelming...
in camp... no doubt i hold a clerical post... but it doesn't mean it's totally slack either... not when u have fuked up supervisors... my head of department is a very nice guy... but my supervisor is just so fuked up la... i know he's not the worst in my office... but sometimes... urgh... the injustice... i boil up very easily on the inside... but i bite back the long list of retorts i loooooooong to utter... i still have to respect my supervisor... it's just a pity that i only respect the rank... bah...
in gakkai... i'm slacking a bit... though i have started picking up the momentum again... no longer feel as close to ASD as before... maybe it's cuz i'm no longer in a jc... so to you people out there... treasure the moments you have in school... be it secondary school, jc or poly... cuz those are really some of the best times ever in your life...
at home... things aren't that sunny either... it really is difficult when something happens in the family and the eldest in the family is supposed to be able to take up responsibility... just goes to show the pathetic amount of strength i have...
as for my own personal matters... like wad ms p said n wad i taught my class... Maslow's hierarchy of needs... i still lack emotional satisfaction in that particular area... which my emo side constantly yearns for... haha... to those who understand... good for you... if you don't... doesn't really matter either...
i struggle to raise my life condition, which really seems to be at an all-time low... first time i'm facing problems of such a large quantity and variety in a short space of time... really feel like breaking down sometimes... i know i will feel better if i'm able to cry... it'll at least help to ease the pain i feel a little... and having to pretend that everything's all right in front of my younger brother isn't always an easy thing to do... but i have no choice... i have to be a pillar of support for him...
if you have managed to finish reading this post and are rolling your eyes and scoffing then save it... divert away from this page... i don't need anymore of that...
in camp... no doubt i hold a clerical post... but it doesn't mean it's totally slack either... not when u have fuked up supervisors... my head of department is a very nice guy... but my supervisor is just so fuked up la... i know he's not the worst in my office... but sometimes... urgh... the injustice... i boil up very easily on the inside... but i bite back the long list of retorts i loooooooong to utter... i still have to respect my supervisor... it's just a pity that i only respect the rank... bah...
in gakkai... i'm slacking a bit... though i have started picking up the momentum again... no longer feel as close to ASD as before... maybe it's cuz i'm no longer in a jc... so to you people out there... treasure the moments you have in school... be it secondary school, jc or poly... cuz those are really some of the best times ever in your life...
at home... things aren't that sunny either... it really is difficult when something happens in the family and the eldest in the family is supposed to be able to take up responsibility... just goes to show the pathetic amount of strength i have...
as for my own personal matters... like wad ms p said n wad i taught my class... Maslow's hierarchy of needs... i still lack emotional satisfaction in that particular area... which my emo side constantly yearns for... haha... to those who understand... good for you... if you don't... doesn't really matter either...
i struggle to raise my life condition, which really seems to be at an all-time low... first time i'm facing problems of such a large quantity and variety in a short space of time... really feel like breaking down sometimes... i know i will feel better if i'm able to cry... it'll at least help to ease the pain i feel a little... and having to pretend that everything's all right in front of my younger brother isn't always an easy thing to do... but i have no choice... i have to be a pillar of support for him...
if you have managed to finish reading this post and are rolling your eyes and scoffing then save it... divert away from this page... i don't need anymore of that...
Sunday, July 29, 2007
I'm getting pre-Monday blues... hahaha... i mean u can't exactly blame mi... goin to e office to waste my time... =.= can't wait for uni man... lolz... but i muz make e full use of my 2 yrs la... kip tellin myself dis... so much stuff to learn... my jap course startin soon... muggin on basic drivin theory... n nt to mention how to use e damned open office... URGH!!! hahaha...
ndp preview ytd... gave my 2 tix to anson... dun look at mi lidat... im nt mad... cuz i've alr seen e first NE show le... haha... at least he had a reli gd time wif......... *ahem.... haha... tt's most impt... e tix weren't wasted... =) fireworks seen on tv jz totalli sux as compared to seein dem live... take it from me... hahaha...
I HATE MY LIFE!!! urgh...
ndp preview ytd... gave my 2 tix to anson... dun look at mi lidat... im nt mad... cuz i've alr seen e first NE show le... haha... at least he had a reli gd time wif......... *ahem.... haha... tt's most impt... e tix weren't wasted... =) fireworks seen on tv jz totalli sux as compared to seein dem live... take it from me... hahaha...
I HATE MY LIFE!!! urgh...
Friday, July 27, 2007
i reli haf to cut back on my spending... u're not earnin much... but u spend like mad... r u out of ur mind??? u nid tt money for uni u idiot!!! nt to mention u're nt feelin physically well... n u're still gorgin urself on all tt crap tt's gonna make u sicker... IDIOT!!!
y muz i feel dis way... gosh...
y muz i feel dis way... gosh...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
being sick sucks... tho at least i dun haf to report to camp for these 2 days... zzz... shld haf jz asked dr ling to round it off to 3 days... den dis whole wk no nid to report liaoz... aniwae whether im there or nt oso nt much diff... zzz... wonder if i'll b well enuff to go nina's hsewarmin dis sat or nt... zzz...
im trying veri hard to kip up a positive attitude towards army... but wif wad i'm doin now, i reli can't help but feel tt it reli is a blardy waste of time... i cld b doin so much more wif my life in uni for instance... or in teaching... urgh...
im trying veri hard to kip up a positive attitude towards army... but wif wad i'm doin now, i reli can't help but feel tt it reli is a blardy waste of time... i cld b doin so much more wif my life in uni for instance... or in teaching... urgh...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
attended his funeral yesterday... cldnt help myself... my tears fell... i nv realised tt wuz e way he had impacted his family, frens n colleagues... i may nt haf known him veri well... but frm wadeva tt i do noe, he reli is a veri veri nice guy... like tt time when i wuz askin for his advice on insurance... he wuz jz so patient n sincere... made sure to explain everythin crystal clear to mi... shows his excellent working attitude...
but enuff abt sad stuff... i reli nid sth to turn my mood ard... guess tt'll b e long-awaited arrival of harry potter and the deathly hallows ba... reli wana c how j k rowling ties up all her loose ends... she'd betta do a gd job of it cuz i reli haf v high expectations of dis final bk... so mani qns in my mind... she'd betta ans every single one of dem...
20 mths to ORD... LOLZ...
but enuff abt sad stuff... i reli nid sth to turn my mood ard... guess tt'll b e long-awaited arrival of harry potter and the deathly hallows ba... reli wana c how j k rowling ties up all her loose ends... she'd betta do a gd job of it cuz i reli haf v high expectations of dis final bk... so mani qns in my mind... she'd betta ans every single one of dem...
20 mths to ORD... LOLZ...
Monday, July 16, 2007
im still shaken by his death... saw his story reported on the straits times n the new paper... e impact has now fully struck mi in e face... n it sux... he wasn't rdy to go at all... he wuz lookin forward to so much... n it reli means tt it cld b ani1 else nxt... you... me... him... her... so pls... to all out there... cherish all tt u haf... e ppl tt u haf... e things tt u own... haf u always had a big crush on dis guy/gal tt u've bin dyin to ask out? take tt chance... go for it... y save yr best perfume? use it when u tink u want to... haf no regrets in life... cuz u nv noe when you mite nt haf a chance to remedy tt regret animore... rest in peace my friend...
Saturday, July 14, 2007
life is really just so unpredictable and cruel sometimes... these few days has just been one of the most horrible ones I've had to experience so far this year...
firstly, my mum... these few days she's been looking very very down... i know it's a sign that something's troubling her... i really want to be there for her... but how can i if she chooses to remain tight-lipped about it!!! the pain, sadness and frustration that i feel now just really SUCKS BIG TIME!!! thank goodness she's much better now...
secondly, a friend of mine just passed away... died in an accident apparently... still very shaken by the news... not a very close friend... but it's still very shocking... just rendered me speechless and totally shocked... if this is the kind of reaction i'm getting... imagine the reactions of his family members... his sister actually cried so hard she fainted... really just made me appreciate the fact that it could be me next... or you... or him... or her... that's life... it seems kind of impossible that he was just talking to me a few weeks ago... oh gosh... and now i'm experiencing chest pains so often... it could be me next on the line...
love the people around you, more than you have ever done before because you will never when they will not be around to feel your love anymore... appreciate life... be grateful... be like Pollyanna... if you're complaining you have to walk because your car broke down, be glad you can still walk... if you're complaining that your mother is nagging at you all the time, be glad she still has the energy and lifeforce to nag at you... if you're complaining about the boring desk job that you have and the demanding boss, be glad you're employed... if you're complaining about myopia and astigmatism affecting your vision, be glad you're not blind... when you're pitying yourself because you only have one dollar to your name, think of the person who only has ten cents to his name and you will be ten times happier... when you have a packet of Oreos, share it with two people and your happiness is doubled...
choose life, your way...
firstly, my mum... these few days she's been looking very very down... i know it's a sign that something's troubling her... i really want to be there for her... but how can i if she chooses to remain tight-lipped about it!!! the pain, sadness and frustration that i feel now just really SUCKS BIG TIME!!! thank goodness she's much better now...
secondly, a friend of mine just passed away... died in an accident apparently... still very shaken by the news... not a very close friend... but it's still very shocking... just rendered me speechless and totally shocked... if this is the kind of reaction i'm getting... imagine the reactions of his family members... his sister actually cried so hard she fainted... really just made me appreciate the fact that it could be me next... or you... or him... or her... that's life... it seems kind of impossible that he was just talking to me a few weeks ago... oh gosh... and now i'm experiencing chest pains so often... it could be me next on the line...
love the people around you, more than you have ever done before because you will never when they will not be around to feel your love anymore... appreciate life... be grateful... be like Pollyanna... if you're complaining you have to walk because your car broke down, be glad you can still walk... if you're complaining that your mother is nagging at you all the time, be glad she still has the energy and lifeforce to nag at you... if you're complaining about the boring desk job that you have and the demanding boss, be glad you're employed... if you're complaining about myopia and astigmatism affecting your vision, be glad you're not blind... when you're pitying yourself because you only have one dollar to your name, think of the person who only has ten cents to his name and you will be ten times happier... when you have a packet of Oreos, share it with two people and your happiness is doubled...
choose life, your way...
Monday, July 09, 2007
been daydreaming about teaching recently... again... lolz... bin chattin wif my students again and itz jz totally HILARIOUS!!! OMG!!! hahaha... poor jun wei... oh well... sayang... betta luck nxt time ba... ;) but seriously... i've reli bin tinkin and tinkin on wad kinda methods i'm gona use wif my kids in e future... wad kinda antics i'll use to make sure i get their attention... stuff lidat... im reli tt hyped up abt teachin n sometimes tinkin tt 6 yrs lie btw mi n teachin reli does get mi down quite a bit... for the umpteenth time... I LOVE YOU 3D1 '07!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MISS TEACHING YOU LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS, EVEN THOUGH I ONLY TAUGHT YOU GUYS FOR BARELY 3 WEEKS BUT I REALLY REALLY HAVE FORGED REALLY STRONG BONDS WITH YOU GUYS!!! i sound mad here but bliv mi... i haven't stopped dreamin abt teachin u guys... u guys reli were a JOY to teach... no matter whether u were weak or strong, u guys were jz incredible... e same goes out to my other 3 classes k... reli miss u guys loads...
Sunday, July 08, 2007
haiz... like i said... i reli let my emotions rule me... shldnt haf said wad i said in my previous post... but i reli am still veri veri angry abt it... dammit... u noe damn well i dun like spoilers n u still purposely tell mi... nvm... u watch out... hopefully itz false info... pls let it b false info... gosh...
Saturday, July 07, 2007
sometimes itz reli ez to feel happy... jz tink happy tots!!! it reli helps... jz came back from the NDP preview... FIREWORKS WERE AWESOME!!! hahaha... on e way back jz kept goin over happy stuff in my head... my pri 1 form teacher... e ppl in my flute section... andrew... nv felt so close to a fren somemore... so lucky to haf found a fren whom i can treat as closely as a brother... chloe... e fun n joy of the section... cant imagine wad life in e section wld b if she wasnt in e section... and loads of other stuff...
nid to haf betta control over my emotions... reli feel tt i let my emotions rule mi too much too often... yet i cant help it... tt's e way im built...
and to all spoilers... FUCK OFF!!!
nid to haf betta control over my emotions... reli feel tt i let my emotions rule mi too much too often... yet i cant help it... tt's e way im built...
and to all spoilers... FUCK OFF!!!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
i've jz seen sth reli funny... here u go...
PARADOX OF OUR TIMES
Today we have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences , but less time
We have more degrees, but less common sense; more knowledge, but less judegement
We have more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness
We spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast , get too angry to quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV to often and pray too seldom
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too little and lie too often.
We've learned how to make a living but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years.
We have taller buildings; but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbour.
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space. We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less; plan more, but accomplish less
We've learnt to rush, but not wait; we have higher incomes, but lower morals.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies, but have less communication. We are long on quantity, but short on quality.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestions; tall men and short character; steep profits and shallow relationships.
More leisure and less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition; two incomes, but more divorce; fancier houses, but broken homes.
That's why I propose, that as of todady, you do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that you live is a special occasion.
Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to your needs.
Spend more time with your family and friends, eat your favourite foods, and visit the places you love.
Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment, not only about survival.
Use your crystal goblets. Do not save your best perfume, and use it every time you feel you want it.
Remove from your vocabulary phrases like 'one of these days' and 'someday'. Let's write that letter we thought of writing 'one of these days'.
Let's tell our families and friends how much we love them. Do not delay anything that adds laughter and joy to your life.
Every day, every hour, and every minute is special. And you don't know if it will be your last.
jz went for flute section outing last sat... SO GREAT to c u guys again afta so long!!! missed u guys so much... wuz reli gr8 to c all of u guys again... dun sweat the block tests... u guys will do great!!!!
stuck in my office... slacking... wanting to leave this crappy place for good so i can enter uni or go back to teaching... someone pls deliver me!!!
PARADOX OF OUR TIMES
Today we have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences , but less time
We have more degrees, but less common sense; more knowledge, but less judegement
We have more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness
We spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast , get too angry to quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV to often and pray too seldom
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too little and lie too often.
We've learned how to make a living but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years.
We have taller buildings; but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbour.
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space. We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less; plan more, but accomplish less
We've learnt to rush, but not wait; we have higher incomes, but lower morals.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies, but have less communication. We are long on quantity, but short on quality.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestions; tall men and short character; steep profits and shallow relationships.
More leisure and less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition; two incomes, but more divorce; fancier houses, but broken homes.
That's why I propose, that as of todady, you do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that you live is a special occasion.
Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to your needs.
Spend more time with your family and friends, eat your favourite foods, and visit the places you love.
Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment, not only about survival.
Use your crystal goblets. Do not save your best perfume, and use it every time you feel you want it.
Remove from your vocabulary phrases like 'one of these days' and 'someday'. Let's write that letter we thought of writing 'one of these days'.
Let's tell our families and friends how much we love them. Do not delay anything that adds laughter and joy to your life.
Every day, every hour, and every minute is special. And you don't know if it will be your last.
jz went for flute section outing last sat... SO GREAT to c u guys again afta so long!!! missed u guys so much... wuz reli gr8 to c all of u guys again... dun sweat the block tests... u guys will do great!!!!
stuck in my office... slacking... wanting to leave this crappy place for good so i can enter uni or go back to teaching... someone pls deliver me!!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
once again, i'm stuck here in my office doin nth... dis is another form of torture... mental torture... feels like bein in sch again, when u're fightin to stay awake when the aircon is so darn comfy and there's reli nth to do but u can't slp cuz u're afraid ur boss mite come over n bark at u... haiz...
still tryin to find out more info frm aoba language centre... reli wana go learn jap soon... kai sheng oso said he wants to go learn... but kinda awkward since we live on opp sides of e island... wahaha... cant b helped, JLS alr fully bked for dis yr... onli aoba is available, which specialises in teachin of jap... can u bliv how im whining? cool...
still talkin to my 3d1 n 3c1 peeps quite often... still cant bliv jixiang actualli added mi on msn... when i onli taught his clz for one lesson... zzz...
missing my tekong platoon mates like mad... gosh... cant wait for e nxt gathering man... but guess tt'll hafta wait till everybody finishes trainin n settles in to their new unit... haiz... life wuz so gd in tekong... miss it loads...
haven bin v active in asd recently... haven gone for a single milk run trainin... so guilty... shld i even attend e run itself? haiz... on e other hand... bin relatively more active in my district side... shared my testimonial twice so far... hope i've encouraged some ppl... ^_^
slacking excessively corrodes e brain... ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to type some deep post today but ended up bitchin instead... =.=
still tryin to find out more info frm aoba language centre... reli wana go learn jap soon... kai sheng oso said he wants to go learn... but kinda awkward since we live on opp sides of e island... wahaha... cant b helped, JLS alr fully bked for dis yr... onli aoba is available, which specialises in teachin of jap... can u bliv how im whining? cool...
still talkin to my 3d1 n 3c1 peeps quite often... still cant bliv jixiang actualli added mi on msn... when i onli taught his clz for one lesson... zzz...
missing my tekong platoon mates like mad... gosh... cant wait for e nxt gathering man... but guess tt'll hafta wait till everybody finishes trainin n settles in to their new unit... haiz... life wuz so gd in tekong... miss it loads...
haven bin v active in asd recently... haven gone for a single milk run trainin... so guilty... shld i even attend e run itself? haiz... on e other hand... bin relatively more active in my district side... shared my testimonial twice so far... hope i've encouraged some ppl... ^_^
slacking excessively corrodes e brain... ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to type some deep post today but ended up bitchin instead... =.=
Friday, June 22, 2007
well... i got posted to pasir laba camp... being a clerk... guess tt's gd... cuz it's like 15 mins bus ride frm my hse... n being a clerk has gort 'SLACK' flashin on it in neon lights... but duno if itz stay in or stay out cuz e instructions said to ask my supervisor... zzzzzzzzz... muz put mi on tenterhooks like dis... but most likely is stay out la... cuz clerk... well... it'd betta b stay out... lolz...
went out wif some of my platoon mates ytd to kbox... dannie's voice isn't human... gosh... he'd beat soprano singers anitime man... e look on daniel's face when he heard dannie wuz jz too gd to b true... i cant sing to save my life... pity dem... lolz... but it wuz reli loads of fun!!! hahaha... first time went kbox wif 7 guys...
i tot i needed to curb my spendin, esp afta how i maxed out my 1 mth's allowance in 2 wks... but afta lookin at how my other platoon mates spend money... somehow i dun feel tt way animore... lolz...
suddenly miss tekong life... LOLZ...
went out wif some of my platoon mates ytd to kbox... dannie's voice isn't human... gosh... he'd beat soprano singers anitime man... e look on daniel's face when he heard dannie wuz jz too gd to b true... i cant sing to save my life... pity dem... lolz... but it wuz reli loads of fun!!! hahaha... first time went kbox wif 7 guys...
i tot i needed to curb my spendin, esp afta how i maxed out my 1 mth's allowance in 2 wks... but afta lookin at how my other platoon mates spend money... somehow i dun feel tt way animore... lolz...
suddenly miss tekong life... LOLZ...
Saturday, June 16, 2007
dis wk so far has been such a sinful week... spent so much money n gorged myself so much... gosh...
monday: POC... went wif some of plt 1 to mac for supper... after tat took taxi back wif ameya n ah boon... spent so much...
tuesday: went out wif section 3 to sakura intl buffet... spent $26... afta tt went kino... bought 3 bks... spend nearly $50... thk gdness for johnny's discount card, otherwise... >.<
wednesday: stayed at home... i need a break too u noe...
thursday: went out wif 3d1 to chong pang steamboat... didn't eat much... tho i still paid e full $12... ouch...
friday: went out wif jia hao to swensens... spent like $36 i tink... ouch...
saturday: stayed at home... but still ordered mac... but dis time dad paid for it... but still sinful... e calories... >.<
sunday (tomorrow): goin out wif 4d1 '04 to watch fantastic four... gona burn another hole in my pocket... woohoo~!!!
my monthly allowance is only $350/=... how cld i afford to splurge so much at one go? oh gosh... goes to show wad can happen when i unleash e ugly monster inside mi... wahaha...
oso jz realised my blog isnt private animore... practically all my students noe it... went to jixiang's blog n saw tt he linked chris, daph n john... oh gosh... cld i b nxt? >.<
i yearn for it... yet i dun tink i'll ever haf it... ='( if onli u knew...
monday: POC... went wif some of plt 1 to mac for supper... after tat took taxi back wif ameya n ah boon... spent so much...
tuesday: went out wif section 3 to sakura intl buffet... spent $26... afta tt went kino... bought 3 bks... spend nearly $50... thk gdness for johnny's discount card, otherwise... >.<
wednesday: stayed at home... i need a break too u noe...
thursday: went out wif 3d1 to chong pang steamboat... didn't eat much... tho i still paid e full $12... ouch...
friday: went out wif jia hao to swensens... spent like $36 i tink... ouch...
saturday: stayed at home... but still ordered mac... but dis time dad paid for it... but still sinful... e calories... >.<
sunday (tomorrow): goin out wif 4d1 '04 to watch fantastic four... gona burn another hole in my pocket... woohoo~!!!
my monthly allowance is only $350/=... how cld i afford to splurge so much at one go? oh gosh... goes to show wad can happen when i unleash e ugly monster inside mi... wahaha...
oso jz realised my blog isnt private animore... practically all my students noe it... went to jixiang's blog n saw tt he linked chris, daph n john... oh gosh... cld i b nxt? >.<
i yearn for it... yet i dun tink i'll ever haf it... ='( if onli u knew...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
POC lohz!!! im now officially a private!!! haha... like big deal... gettin my postin on 22nd june... hope i get into saf band...
these past 7 wks reli haf bin eventful... tho reli totally slack... lolz... itz bin tough bein e section ic... but somehow i've survived... gdness... lookinat all e idiosyncrasies of my section mates... lolz... but i muz sae i reli had fun these 7 wks... thnx so much guys...
cant bliv im actualli typin dis out wif my eyes closed... so tired...
goin out wif 3d1 tml and my flute section on sunday... busy wk huh... jz went out wif my bunk mates ytd... sakura intl buffet... gosh... nearly puked... den went kino afta tt... bought 3 bks... splurged on dem... abt $50 lei... T.T but itz worth it la... ^_^ i reli nid food for e mind... gosh... bein in e army reli makes u leave ur brain at home... >.< but readin 'Myths of the Ancient Greeks' reli made mi realise a few things... firstly... hell hath no fury like a woman's jealousy... secondly... e greek gods' lives revolved mainly ard sex... =.=
im startin to tink whether there reli is sth wrong inside mi... nt physically... but mentally... i mean... seriously... like wad aaron pointed out, n i tink he's got a pt there, i'm kinda like in denial over quite a bit of stuff... like my weight... my size... my emotions... i kip jokin ard wif my weight... i binge when i feel down... i feel horrible afta i binge n it makes mi feel more down... my emotions swing like a pendulum... reli feel like im goin mad sometimes... AM I JUST SIMPLY EMO? duno la... but e feelin sure sux... e root of e problem? im nt even sure of it myself...
i love Baby Blues!!!
i wonder..................................
these past 7 wks reli haf bin eventful... tho reli totally slack... lolz... itz bin tough bein e section ic... but somehow i've survived... gdness... lookinat all e idiosyncrasies of my section mates... lolz... but i muz sae i reli had fun these 7 wks... thnx so much guys...
cant bliv im actualli typin dis out wif my eyes closed... so tired...
goin out wif 3d1 tml and my flute section on sunday... busy wk huh... jz went out wif my bunk mates ytd... sakura intl buffet... gosh... nearly puked... den went kino afta tt... bought 3 bks... splurged on dem... abt $50 lei... T.T but itz worth it la... ^_^ i reli nid food for e mind... gosh... bein in e army reli makes u leave ur brain at home... >.< but readin 'Myths of the Ancient Greeks' reli made mi realise a few things... firstly... hell hath no fury like a woman's jealousy... secondly... e greek gods' lives revolved mainly ard sex... =.=
im startin to tink whether there reli is sth wrong inside mi... nt physically... but mentally... i mean... seriously... like wad aaron pointed out, n i tink he's got a pt there, i'm kinda like in denial over quite a bit of stuff... like my weight... my size... my emotions... i kip jokin ard wif my weight... i binge when i feel down... i feel horrible afta i binge n it makes mi feel more down... my emotions swing like a pendulum... reli feel like im goin mad sometimes... AM I JUST SIMPLY EMO? duno la... but e feelin sure sux... e root of e problem? im nt even sure of it myself...
i love Baby Blues!!!
i wonder..................................
Saturday, June 02, 2007
my nose is running like mad... gosh... sucks to haf flu... lack of vitamin c? can't b wad... i pop vitamin c pills everyday lei... haiz...
went for saf band audition today... duno if i'll get in or nt... duno if i wana get in or nt... sigh...
dun even noe y im bloggin now... reli in no mood to blog at all...
dun haf anithin planned for my block leave... wonder if 3d1 will invite mi to their clz outin... wonder if s8 will haf another clz outin... wonder if i'll get to c my flute section again... cmon ppl... TAKE A HINT!!! lolz... boy do i sound despo...
POC on 12th june... woots...
why must this happen to me? i really wanna figure out my feelings for you... yet i dun get the chance... juz sucks big time... ARGH!!!
went for saf band audition today... duno if i'll get in or nt... duno if i wana get in or nt... sigh...
dun even noe y im bloggin now... reli in no mood to blog at all...
dun haf anithin planned for my block leave... wonder if 3d1 will invite mi to their clz outin... wonder if s8 will haf another clz outin... wonder if i'll get to c my flute section again... cmon ppl... TAKE A HINT!!! lolz... boy do i sound despo...
POC on 12th june... woots...
why must this happen to me? i really wanna figure out my feelings for you... yet i dun get the chance... juz sucks big time... ARGH!!!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
i've been accepted to get the MOE teaching scholarship!!! but somehow i dun feel veri happy now... lookin thru e info kit dey sent mi... well... i feel like i'm gona b under a lot of stress in uni... bleahx... govt's money nt ez to get... but it reli is my gd fortune tt i've gotten it... all my uni fees paid for... 6K allowance a yr... 6 mths attachment programme... loads of goodies... but i muz keep a GPA of 3.50... omg... lolz... loads of other things to comply as well... i oso wana go back CTSS to teach... but i duno if my chances r high or nt... doubt so... haha... but i reli miss tt place... went back e other day n i jz felt so at home there... gosh...
funny how u can haf 100 contacts online on msn but nt b able to talk to a single one?
i nid to relax...
funny how u can haf 100 contacts online on msn but nt b able to talk to a single one?
i nid to relax...
Saturday, May 19, 2007
cant bliv my sat jz passed lidat... m i reli nt treasurin my wkends? my buddy said i wuz heng i wasnt in camp ytd... my platoon gort scolded like mad... does tt mean dey're gona screw us frm now on? hope nt...
im reli feelin guilty... haf i nt been spendin enuff time wif my family? tml gort asd institution mtg... den i goin somerset wif s8 for makan... m i reli nt spendin enuff time wif my family? stayed at home for e whole day today... hmm... guilty...
suddenly my life feels so empty... i reli hate change... now tt im no longer teaching n stuck on tt island so far away, i reli feel super empty inside... miss everything so much... jz waitin for e days to pass by jz lidat so aimlessly... lookin forward reli eagerly to seein my 3d1 n flute section in june... provided dey actually manage to get e outin planned... LOLZ!!! haiz... my flute section ar... tsk... tryin to ask dem out is like waitin for 30th of februrary to arrive... my 3d1 tryin to organise chalet at dis time of yr... incredible... hope dey can actually get it... some of my 3d1 actually did quite well in mid-yrs... so proud of dem! lolz... top n second in humanities both came frm 3d1... quite impressed...
mood swing again... sianz... im quite sure she aint e one... tt's gd... dun wana let myself spiral away again...
i nid to relax... i reli nid to relax n stop worryin so much... >.<
im reli feelin guilty... haf i nt been spendin enuff time wif my family? tml gort asd institution mtg... den i goin somerset wif s8 for makan... m i reli nt spendin enuff time wif my family? stayed at home for e whole day today... hmm... guilty...
suddenly my life feels so empty... i reli hate change... now tt im no longer teaching n stuck on tt island so far away, i reli feel super empty inside... miss everything so much... jz waitin for e days to pass by jz lidat so aimlessly... lookin forward reli eagerly to seein my 3d1 n flute section in june... provided dey actually manage to get e outin planned... LOLZ!!! haiz... my flute section ar... tsk... tryin to ask dem out is like waitin for 30th of februrary to arrive... my 3d1 tryin to organise chalet at dis time of yr... incredible... hope dey can actually get it... some of my 3d1 actually did quite well in mid-yrs... so proud of dem! lolz... top n second in humanities both came frm 3d1... quite impressed...
mood swing again... sianz... im quite sure she aint e one... tt's gd... dun wana let myself spiral away again...
i nid to relax... i reli nid to relax n stop worryin so much... >.<
Friday, May 18, 2007
finally updating... cant believe i survived 3 weeks in tekong jz lidat... finally got tekaned by my sergeant ytd nite... my platoon la actually... haiz... we reli asked for it la... slackest platoon in e entire company... other platoons gettin tekaned like mad by their platoon sergeants but ours like so slack... he's a first sergeant mind u... but it wuz our sergeant (3rd sergeant) tt eventually tekaned us... i'm reli so grateful tt all my platoon's sergeants n commanders r veri veri nice ppl... heng we nv kena mus n nick... otherwise sure die... field camp nxt wk liaoz... so fast... sianz...
went for moe scholarship interview today... it went quite well actually... one of e interviewers was mrs angela ow... she reli wuz a veri nice n amiable woman... I MUST WIN THIS SCHOLARSHIP!!! I MUST SHOW THIS GREAT ACTUAL PROOF!!!
bin tinkin abt her for some time liaoz... do i reli haf tt feeling? hmm... cld dis b number 3? we shall see...
long wkend thx to my interview... missed one of my most impt ifc lessons tho... haha... see how ba... mayb get tiong to teach mi again... dreaded goin to platoon 1 cuz he always gives tt reli strict face... but he's reli a veri veri nice n approachable person...
i've gort so much to blog abt... but as usual... lazy... bleahx... emman called mi a recruit... haiz... which, sad to say, i am... but i muz appreciate bmt life... dey say life in unit is harder...
went for moe scholarship interview today... it went quite well actually... one of e interviewers was mrs angela ow... she reli wuz a veri nice n amiable woman... I MUST WIN THIS SCHOLARSHIP!!! I MUST SHOW THIS GREAT ACTUAL PROOF!!!
bin tinkin abt her for some time liaoz... do i reli haf tt feeling? hmm... cld dis b number 3? we shall see...
long wkend thx to my interview... missed one of my most impt ifc lessons tho... haha... see how ba... mayb get tiong to teach mi again... dreaded goin to platoon 1 cuz he always gives tt reli strict face... but he's reli a veri veri nice n approachable person...
i've gort so much to blog abt... but as usual... lazy... bleahx... emman called mi a recruit... haiz... which, sad to say, i am... but i muz appreciate bmt life... dey say life in unit is harder...
Friday, April 13, 2007
My com officially died… Can't bliv tt I'm bloggin from school now… haha… haiz… didn’t see a single express class today… >.< nearly died in 2a2… dey're even worse den my N(T) class!!! Gosh… nt all of dem la of coz… some of dem r reli angels… ppl like my express maths students… most of dem la… ppl like nawaz… totalli doesn’t deserve to b in my express maths class… ppl i'd swoon over wld b ppl like kongli… hu pays so much attention in class n asks so mani qns… she's so determined to find out every single little thing abt e topic… y cant everybody b like her? I'm reli missing my 3d1… relieving so mani normal stream students reli made mi appreciate my 3d1 so much… nt tt my normal stream kids r tt bad… well some of dem r la… but e others r fine lei… jz tt I reli miss teachin angels… LOLZ...
dey arrowed mi to sing durin e carnival… together wif christine n daphne… chances r low la… cuz students muz pool at least $300 n e tchr dey vote for muz b in e top 5 to sing… so I shld b quite safe… provided my N(A) boys dun pool all their money together jz cuz daphne is singin… HAHA!!!
Tekong beckons in 2 wks time… ARGH!!!!!!! I'm like so NOT READY FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dey arrowed mi to sing durin e carnival… together wif christine n daphne… chances r low la… cuz students muz pool at least $300 n e tchr dey vote for muz b in e top 5 to sing… so I shld b quite safe… provided my N(A) boys dun pool all their money together jz cuz daphne is singin… HAHA!!!
Tekong beckons in 2 wks time… ARGH!!!!!!! I'm like so NOT READY FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My com officially died… Can't bliv tt I'm bloggin from school now… haha… haiz… didn’t see a single express class today… >.< nearly died in 2a2… dey're even worse den my N(T) class!!! Gosh… nt all of dem la of coz… some of dem r reli angels… ppl like my express maths students… most of dem la… ppl like nawaz… totalli doesn’t deserve to b in my express maths class… ppl i'd swoon over wld b ppl like kongli… hu pays so much attention in class n asks so mani qns… she's so determined to find out every single little thing abt e topic… y cant everybody b like her? I'm reli missing my 3d1… relieving so mani normal stream students reli made mi appreciate my 3d1 so much… nt tt my normal stream kids r tt bad… well some of dem r la… but e others r fine lei… jz tt I reli miss teachin angels… LOLZ...
dey arrowed mi to sing durin e carnival… together wif christine n daphne… chances r low la… cuz students muz pool at least $300 n e tchr dey vote for muz b in e top 5 to sing… so I shld b quite safe… provided my N(A) boys dun pool all their money together jz cuz daphne is singin… HAHA!!!
Tekong beckons in 2 wks time… ARGH!!!!!!! I'm like so NOT READY FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dey arrowed mi to sing durin e carnival… together wif christine n daphne… chances r low la… cuz students muz pool at least $300 n e tchr dey vote for muz b in e top 5 to sing… so I shld b quite safe… provided my N(A) boys dun pool all their money together jz cuz daphne is singin… HAHA!!!
Tekong beckons in 2 wks time… ARGH!!!!!!! I'm like so NOT READY FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
lolz... feel like i've screwed up my psychometric test ytd... quite happy liwen wuz there wif mi la... at least had some company... wld haf bin totally shitty if i had to take it alone... always nice to haf a fren beside u... =) oh well... i guess e test is reli made to sieve out e better ones... all MCQ tests... sounds ez? first test comprises of puzzles... figure out e nxt pattern... 8 choices choose 1... 40 mins to do 36 qns... second test... numerical observation... tonnes of calculation... 30 mins to do 33 qns... WITHOUT CALCULATORS!!! 16 choices choose 1... last test... true/false/can't tell qns... 60 qns to b completed in 30 mins lei... omg... tt includes readin a short passage for every 4 qns... sheesh... were dey even meant to b finished? aniwae... afta tt came e personality tests... nt too bad la... one of it wuz e 16PFs... done it b4 le... so dis time mite nt b too accurate... felt like i wuz contradictin myself sometimes... but ah well... liwen waited for mi... tot she'd go off wif some of her other frens... thnx for waitin for mi! haha... appreciate it loads... went for dinner wif liwen afta tt... HOLLAND V'S KATONG LAKSA ROCKS!!! lolz... went for ice cream at swensen's afta tt... felt veri bad lei... i wuz e one hu suggested dessert n liwen jz willingly came along... made her late for church afta tt... SORRY LIWEN!!! =p
went mei yin's hse for mahjong session today wif e rest of e 4D1'04 peeps... miss dem loads... haha... played mahjong, naruto n e piano... mei yin's mother cooked spaghetti for us n even gave us drinks, ice cream, herbal tea n gdness noes wad else... felt quite bad lei... =p but still had a gd time... ^_^ some of e guys r reli enjoyin our final moments as civilians... jian nan's enlistin tml... JIAYOU DUDE!!! will c u real soon... lolz...
still miss teachin loads... hey 3D1'07... reli hope i'll get to teach u again before i enlist!!!
went mei yin's hse for mahjong session today wif e rest of e 4D1'04 peeps... miss dem loads... haha... played mahjong, naruto n e piano... mei yin's mother cooked spaghetti for us n even gave us drinks, ice cream, herbal tea n gdness noes wad else... felt quite bad lei... =p but still had a gd time... ^_^ some of e guys r reli enjoyin our final moments as civilians... jian nan's enlistin tml... JIAYOU DUDE!!! will c u real soon... lolz...
still miss teachin loads... hey 3D1'07... reli hope i'll get to teach u again before i enlist!!!
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
after feb 14th dis yr... i guess i've felt kinda glad tt i'm no longer emotionally tied down by number 2... lettin go has indeed made mi feel free... free at last frm my own trap... im oso glad number 3 hasnt come along yet... aren't i? sometimes i probe my own feelins... n veri guiltily i find myself wishin tt number 3 wld come along soon... n tt number 3 wld b e end of e line... sigh... im reli nt rdy for dis... n yet i gif advice to ppl on dis issue... how ironic... but seriously... now tt i realise it... i reli yearn for it... i cant help but feel e green-eyed monster clawin its way up... esp when i c it bein so rampant even among my students... but hey... i cant talk... dis wuz alr common even durin my time ya? i reli gotta admit... tt part of mi reli feels super empty... n i aint talkin abt my head =S... for those of u hu haven bin able to comprehend a single word i've jz typed out here... no nid to fret... for those hu do understand... well... gd for u... =)
i still miss teachin... haiz... 3D1... will i b able to teach u again b4 i enlist?
i still miss teachin... haiz... 3D1... will i b able to teach u again b4 i enlist?
Monday, April 02, 2007
sometimes i reli wish ppl reli r wad dey appear to b... i can't bliv im still raving on dis now... but i will... so if you're bored... plenty of other blogs to read... simply click a link on ur right...
my 3D1... out of e four sec 3 exp classes i've taught... 3D1 reli is e most innocent lookin class... yet as i get to noe dem more n more... as i get to noe more of their personal lives n dark secrets... reli makes mi tink twice of my opinion of dem... =S like e latest one i heard frm mervyn himself... totally din expect la given my impression of him =S... goes to show how little i noe abt my students... well... my ex-students anyway...
my 2A2 and 2B2... when i taught dem in jan... dey were still manageable... simply bcuz i took e exp maths students... tho i alr knew dey were quite chatty... i even told dem dey were my fav clz... compared to 2C1... but when i took e entire class... OMFG!!! dun even wana tink abt it...
my 3B2... well... dis clz is more special to mi la... cuz altho mani of dem look like ah bengs... well some of dem r la... lolz... many of dem actualli v nice ppl... nice to mi aniwae... ppl like jason... tink im gona get his number nxt time if i can... reli hope to kip in contact wif him... he's reli a veri veri nice n warm boy... pai kia? well... wif his piercings n tucked out shirt... can say so? his classparent oso told mi some more private stuff abt him which i shant disclose here ba... but he's reli quite guai in my clz...
for 3C2... i guess e one hu's left e deepest impression on mi is jia hao ba... cuz i've heard so mani bad things abt him... frm e Empress Dowager herself... but surprisingly he reli is v well-behaved in my clz...
as for my colleagues...
christine... one of e funniest n nicest gals i've eva met... well... guys like mi seldom can find gals hu r frenly to dem de ma... =p... i dun reli noe how to describe chris... she reli can b so crazy at times... n her expression sometimes when she laughs is jz too gd to b true... frm bein complete strangers, even tho we were in e same batch, to such great frens... reli haf benefitted frm dis teachin exp in mani more ways den one...
ruth... oso a nice gal (my vocab seems kinda limited hor? bleahx... all my colleagues r nice!)... same as chris... in e same batch... but total strangers b4 i came into teachin... but became such gr8 frens!!! she gort dis farnie habit of doin farnie actions at mi de... =p n i'm constantly borrowin bullclips frm her... BULK LIPS!!! hahaha... private joke... =p
fiona... actualli din reli get to noe her la... since she came in jan in my last wk... but previously gort to noe her thru my upper sec history clz... nt veri well la... jz noe tt she existed... bleahx... smart n outgoin gal... din reli get to noe her tt well... but i noe my sec 3 na guys pay LOADS of attention in her class... hahaha...
daphne... frenly n chio gal (u shld hear how my sec 3 na kids rant n rave abt her)... she's reli v dedicated in her teachin... always c her stayin back so late... preparin lessons la... markin work la... SS essays nt exactly ez to mark u noe... haha...
rekha... hmm... onli gort to noe her in march... cuz she came in to relieve shih jia... oso a frenly gal... like i said my vocab is limited... we always talk abt 3D1 in e staff room... haha... how dis guy always looks lidat... how dis student always produce dis work... yadayadayada... lolz... her 3D1 is like e onli ray of hope in her 4 classes... hahaha...
sounds too gd to b true ar... 1 guy amidst 5 gals... haha... yalor... among e RTs... im e onli guy... hmm... but itz bin a great experience... hopefully i can get more b4 i enlist... i seem to live for e moments in e staff room wif daph, reks n chris... since ruth has left n fiona doesnt come in on a permanent basis... teachin reli has bin so much more fun wif u gals ard!!! (dun look at mi lidat... itz nt my fault im e onli thorn among e roses ya?) haha... but reli... as frens... u guys haf bin such great pillars of support for mi these mths... reli hope i'll get to spend some more time wif guys again!!!
my 3D1... out of e four sec 3 exp classes i've taught... 3D1 reli is e most innocent lookin class... yet as i get to noe dem more n more... as i get to noe more of their personal lives n dark secrets... reli makes mi tink twice of my opinion of dem... =S like e latest one i heard frm mervyn himself... totally din expect la given my impression of him =S... goes to show how little i noe abt my students... well... my ex-students anyway...
my 2A2 and 2B2... when i taught dem in jan... dey were still manageable... simply bcuz i took e exp maths students... tho i alr knew dey were quite chatty... i even told dem dey were my fav clz... compared to 2C1... but when i took e entire class... OMFG!!! dun even wana tink abt it...
my 3B2... well... dis clz is more special to mi la... cuz altho mani of dem look like ah bengs... well some of dem r la... lolz... many of dem actualli v nice ppl... nice to mi aniwae... ppl like jason... tink im gona get his number nxt time if i can... reli hope to kip in contact wif him... he's reli a veri veri nice n warm boy... pai kia? well... wif his piercings n tucked out shirt... can say so? his classparent oso told mi some more private stuff abt him which i shant disclose here ba... but he's reli quite guai in my clz...
for 3C2... i guess e one hu's left e deepest impression on mi is jia hao ba... cuz i've heard so mani bad things abt him... frm e Empress Dowager herself... but surprisingly he reli is v well-behaved in my clz...
as for my colleagues...
christine... one of e funniest n nicest gals i've eva met... well... guys like mi seldom can find gals hu r frenly to dem de ma... =p... i dun reli noe how to describe chris... she reli can b so crazy at times... n her expression sometimes when she laughs is jz too gd to b true... frm bein complete strangers, even tho we were in e same batch, to such great frens... reli haf benefitted frm dis teachin exp in mani more ways den one...
ruth... oso a nice gal (my vocab seems kinda limited hor? bleahx... all my colleagues r nice!)... same as chris... in e same batch... but total strangers b4 i came into teachin... but became such gr8 frens!!! she gort dis farnie habit of doin farnie actions at mi de... =p n i'm constantly borrowin bullclips frm her... BULK LIPS!!! hahaha... private joke... =p
fiona... actualli din reli get to noe her la... since she came in jan in my last wk... but previously gort to noe her thru my upper sec history clz... nt veri well la... jz noe tt she existed... bleahx... smart n outgoin gal... din reli get to noe her tt well... but i noe my sec 3 na guys pay LOADS of attention in her class... hahaha...
daphne... frenly n chio gal (u shld hear how my sec 3 na kids rant n rave abt her)... she's reli v dedicated in her teachin... always c her stayin back so late... preparin lessons la... markin work la... SS essays nt exactly ez to mark u noe... haha...
rekha... hmm... onli gort to noe her in march... cuz she came in to relieve shih jia... oso a frenly gal... like i said my vocab is limited... we always talk abt 3D1 in e staff room... haha... how dis guy always looks lidat... how dis student always produce dis work... yadayadayada... lolz... her 3D1 is like e onli ray of hope in her 4 classes... hahaha...
sounds too gd to b true ar... 1 guy amidst 5 gals... haha... yalor... among e RTs... im e onli guy... hmm... but itz bin a great experience... hopefully i can get more b4 i enlist... i seem to live for e moments in e staff room wif daph, reks n chris... since ruth has left n fiona doesnt come in on a permanent basis... teachin reli has bin so much more fun wif u gals ard!!! (dun look at mi lidat... itz nt my fault im e onli thorn among e roses ya?) haha... but reli... as frens... u guys haf bin such great pillars of support for mi these mths... reli hope i'll get to spend some more time wif guys again!!!
went for AJ concert ytd... kinda sucked... lolz... cant say much la... considerin e standard of my own jc's band... but reli... mani of their players were simply nt rdy for tt concert... their poor english horn player squeaked like mad... i'm makin him sound like a mouse... but ya... reli... haiz... but otherwise still passable la... e phantom of e opera wuz gd... enjoyed e blackout... duno if it wuz intentional or nt... but e effect wuz gd... particularly enjoyed e part which wuz played on the synthesiser... e music box tt the phantom had... veri nice part... stella told mi she went for e musical... oh gosh... makes mi tear jz tinkin abt it... reli v tempted to go for it... but itz jz so freakin ex... reli startin to feel e pinch now tt im earnin my own keep... sheesh...
tekong beckons in a couple of wks time... actually i shldnt complain... i've had like the longest break compared to others hu enlisted in dec... haiz... nervous abt army? sure i m... but i guess i jz gotta experience it for myself ba... lolz...
last fri wuz e sports carnival... oh gosh i had like e greatest time la... did guard duty at e main gate wif chris and reks... daph went off to compete for drakon... gosh... my sec 3 N(A) kids reli ogle shamelessly at her... sheesh... lolz... aniwae... chris, reks n i had a fun time catchin students for comin late and preventin dem for slippin off... afta a while we tied up e gate n went for aerobics... actualli quite fun la... wish i cld haf stayed longer tho... haiz... lolz... afta tt went back to jaga e gate again... saw seng hoe n his gang tryin to slip off... haha... kena caught by us... chris wuz right... e lorry nxt to e gate wuz a perfect hiding place to ambush e unsuspecting kids wif... LOLZ... haiz... den afta tt gather n watched e houses race against each other... pegasus came in last... haiz... aniwae... afta we were dismissed daph, reks, chris, chun kiat n i went to e mac nxt to island creamary for lunch den popped by island creamary for dessert... oh gosh... e soursop n cookies n cream tt we ordered wuz simply...... i'm nearly tearin now over how gd it wuz... but i guess itz cuz it tastes exceptionally gd when u're wif frens... LOLZ... we sat there n we talked n we talked n we talked n we talked... gosh... i tink for abt 2 hrs ba... woo... now i noe itz nt jz students hu talk behind their teachers' backs... teachers oso talk behind their students' backs!!! lolz... let's see... we talked abt out how our students look so innocent but haf so mani dark secrets hidden beneath those angelic faces... talked abt a's... talked abt personal lives... practically everythin under e sun... such a great experience... REALLY GONNA MISS U GUYS SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!
itz reli a torture nt to b teachin... haha...
tekong beckons in a couple of wks time... actually i shldnt complain... i've had like the longest break compared to others hu enlisted in dec... haiz... nervous abt army? sure i m... but i guess i jz gotta experience it for myself ba... lolz...
last fri wuz e sports carnival... oh gosh i had like e greatest time la... did guard duty at e main gate wif chris and reks... daph went off to compete for drakon... gosh... my sec 3 N(A) kids reli ogle shamelessly at her... sheesh... lolz... aniwae... chris, reks n i had a fun time catchin students for comin late and preventin dem for slippin off... afta a while we tied up e gate n went for aerobics... actualli quite fun la... wish i cld haf stayed longer tho... haiz... lolz... afta tt went back to jaga e gate again... saw seng hoe n his gang tryin to slip off... haha... kena caught by us... chris wuz right... e lorry nxt to e gate wuz a perfect hiding place to ambush e unsuspecting kids wif... LOLZ... haiz... den afta tt gather n watched e houses race against each other... pegasus came in last... haiz... aniwae... afta we were dismissed daph, reks, chris, chun kiat n i went to e mac nxt to island creamary for lunch den popped by island creamary for dessert... oh gosh... e soursop n cookies n cream tt we ordered wuz simply...... i'm nearly tearin now over how gd it wuz... but i guess itz cuz it tastes exceptionally gd when u're wif frens... LOLZ... we sat there n we talked n we talked n we talked n we talked... gosh... i tink for abt 2 hrs ba... woo... now i noe itz nt jz students hu talk behind their teachers' backs... teachers oso talk behind their students' backs!!! lolz... let's see... we talked abt out how our students look so innocent but haf so mani dark secrets hidden beneath those angelic faces... talked abt a's... talked abt personal lives... practically everythin under e sun... such a great experience... REALLY GONNA MISS U GUYS SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!
itz reli a torture nt to b teachin... haha...
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
teaching lower sec N(A) and N(T) will reli shorten my lifespan... gosh... i'm reli dyin soon... urgh... my 1A3 today... reli made life a total hell for mi... no matter how hard i try to get dem to settle down... shout n shout oso no use... haiz... talked to kok thye and roseza a bit jz now... but seems like no use lei... even dey dun seem to haf much effect over 1A3...
my 1B2 isnt tt bad... dey seem to b quite afraid of mi... at least dey bother to listen to wad i haf to say... tho some jz cant seem to take a hint la... =S sheetal n i had a gd luff at dem jz now durin tpi... my 1B2 aimed to collect $50 for their games stall... i laughed until i nearly peng san... omg... sheetal oso laughed at dem... in e end raised till $200... e food stall wuz more ambitious tho... their target wuz $600... woo... haha...
my 2A2 is my worst class... i can't shout at dem cuz dey will react veri negatively... yet dey jz go all out to make life a living hell for mi... yuan shuai jz totalli defies mi in clz and slps thruout my entire lesson... gosh... it wasnt dis bad when i took those takin express maths... gosh...
as for my 2B2... well... dey're slightly betta den my 2A2 la... cuz dey're afraid of mi shoutin at dem... but oso doesnt seem to haf much effect on dem la... ppl like kamen and gregory jz dun seem to gif a shit in my clz... onli noe how to disrupt the clz... i can so see myself threatenin to complain to ms ayu to get her to fix e seatin arrangement... cuz she allowed dem autonomy on where to sit in clz, provided they can behave... guess dey can't... brenban actualli oso quite disruptive in my clz... but at least he's willin to pay attention at times...
gosh... r my expectations of discipline too high of my lower sec classes... shld i lower it? haha... tt is if i can convince myself to lower it in the first place... reli cant stand ppl disruptin mi in clz or slpin... yet i noe tt i can nv haf 100% attention in class... except mayb for classes like 3D1... but even those angels can't possibly give mi 100% attention... now n den sure will talk or get distracted de la... but at least dey dun push it to e extent tt i'll blow up la... haiz...
i've been bloggin so much abt my teachin life recently... do i haf so much to bitch abt? haha...
gotta go prepare stuff to send in to MOE for dem to consider my scholarship application... do i see a ray of hope? >.< chant for it ba...
my 1B2 isnt tt bad... dey seem to b quite afraid of mi... at least dey bother to listen to wad i haf to say... tho some jz cant seem to take a hint la... =S sheetal n i had a gd luff at dem jz now durin tpi... my 1B2 aimed to collect $50 for their games stall... i laughed until i nearly peng san... omg... sheetal oso laughed at dem... in e end raised till $200... e food stall wuz more ambitious tho... their target wuz $600... woo... haha...
my 2A2 is my worst class... i can't shout at dem cuz dey will react veri negatively... yet dey jz go all out to make life a living hell for mi... yuan shuai jz totalli defies mi in clz and slps thruout my entire lesson... gosh... it wasnt dis bad when i took those takin express maths... gosh...
as for my 2B2... well... dey're slightly betta den my 2A2 la... cuz dey're afraid of mi shoutin at dem... but oso doesnt seem to haf much effect on dem la... ppl like kamen and gregory jz dun seem to gif a shit in my clz... onli noe how to disrupt the clz... i can so see myself threatenin to complain to ms ayu to get her to fix e seatin arrangement... cuz she allowed dem autonomy on where to sit in clz, provided they can behave... guess dey can't... brenban actualli oso quite disruptive in my clz... but at least he's willin to pay attention at times...
gosh... r my expectations of discipline too high of my lower sec classes... shld i lower it? haha... tt is if i can convince myself to lower it in the first place... reli cant stand ppl disruptin mi in clz or slpin... yet i noe tt i can nv haf 100% attention in class... except mayb for classes like 3D1... but even those angels can't possibly give mi 100% attention... now n den sure will talk or get distracted de la... but at least dey dun push it to e extent tt i'll blow up la... haiz...
i've been bloggin so much abt my teachin life recently... do i haf so much to bitch abt? haha...
gotta go prepare stuff to send in to MOE for dem to consider my scholarship application... do i see a ray of hope? >.< chant for it ba...
Monday, March 26, 2007
afta takin my sec 2 N(A) classes... im REEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLYYYYYYY startin to appreciate my sec 3 N(A) kids... gosh... miss dem loads too...
my 3A2... my best-behaved class... dun reli haf much problem teachin dis class... except for mayb ppl like enoch... but otherwise... dey're reli v nice ppl... =) but sadly i dun feel a veri strong connection wif dem tho... but itz an ez clz to teach...
my 3B2... can say itz my favourite class ba... tho as a tchr u're nt sposed to haf favourites... but can't help it la... =p dey're such warm ppl... can tell dey're reli desperate for improvement in chem... so much for e horror stories frm choon mei... dey're in fact my favourite class to teach... jessica was pleased to hear tt, i cld tell... ^_^ i miss even ppl like poh teck, whom i sometimes reli wish i cld haf a resoundin smack across his face to make him wake up... den most of 3B2 is actually reli nice... ppl like jason... nt a bad kid at all... mite b cheeky n all tt but he's reli a v nice boy underneath it all... i reli miss 3B2... =(
as for my 3C2... well... dey're actually quite ok de... but oso depends on their mood la... dey reli can gif mi hell sometimes... even tho i've taught dem b4 in jan... i tink jia hao has left e deepest impression in mi ba... for someone whom even the principal knows... he's reli the angel of my class... pays so much attention in clz to e extent even i get freaked out... haiz... even till now i still dun haf exactly a veri gd impression of dem... dey reli haf gotta change their attitude... otherwise dey're nv gona go far in life... my 3B2 has e right attitude... despite their weak academics... 3C2 is reli extremely complacent...
all in all... havin taught lower sec normal stream for just ONE day... i cant bliv how much it has made mi appreciate my upper sec... 3D1... 3A2... 3B2... 3C2... oh gosh... u tink im exaggeratin? wait till u see e hell my 2A2 and 2B2 can give mi... it wasnt tt bad when i gort all e angels frm e express maths class... at least dey cld b shouted at... my 2A2 reacts veri negatively to shoutin... ppl like yuan shuai... learnt tt i cant shout at him at all... even tho he shouts at everybody... surprisingly i hit it off quite well wif montano... even tho he was one of e more notorious ones... den e guys at e back... talk throughout my entire lesson... shld i b glad tt i wun b seein my sec 2s tml? my 2B2 can b shouted at... but sometimes can b quite futile... gosh... wonder how jen-sin can handle dem...
still tinkin if i shld go into teachin... somehow nt feelin too sure now... =p tho i honestly cant see myself walkin ani other path...
my 3A2... my best-behaved class... dun reli haf much problem teachin dis class... except for mayb ppl like enoch... but otherwise... dey're reli v nice ppl... =) but sadly i dun feel a veri strong connection wif dem tho... but itz an ez clz to teach...
my 3B2... can say itz my favourite class ba... tho as a tchr u're nt sposed to haf favourites... but can't help it la... =p dey're such warm ppl... can tell dey're reli desperate for improvement in chem... so much for e horror stories frm choon mei... dey're in fact my favourite class to teach... jessica was pleased to hear tt, i cld tell... ^_^ i miss even ppl like poh teck, whom i sometimes reli wish i cld haf a resoundin smack across his face to make him wake up... den most of 3B2 is actually reli nice... ppl like jason... nt a bad kid at all... mite b cheeky n all tt but he's reli a v nice boy underneath it all... i reli miss 3B2... =(
as for my 3C2... well... dey're actually quite ok de... but oso depends on their mood la... dey reli can gif mi hell sometimes... even tho i've taught dem b4 in jan... i tink jia hao has left e deepest impression in mi ba... for someone whom even the principal knows... he's reli the angel of my class... pays so much attention in clz to e extent even i get freaked out... haiz... even till now i still dun haf exactly a veri gd impression of dem... dey reli haf gotta change their attitude... otherwise dey're nv gona go far in life... my 3B2 has e right attitude... despite their weak academics... 3C2 is reli extremely complacent...
all in all... havin taught lower sec normal stream for just ONE day... i cant bliv how much it has made mi appreciate my upper sec... 3D1... 3A2... 3B2... 3C2... oh gosh... u tink im exaggeratin? wait till u see e hell my 2A2 and 2B2 can give mi... it wasnt tt bad when i gort all e angels frm e express maths class... at least dey cld b shouted at... my 2A2 reacts veri negatively to shoutin... ppl like yuan shuai... learnt tt i cant shout at him at all... even tho he shouts at everybody... surprisingly i hit it off quite well wif montano... even tho he was one of e more notorious ones... den e guys at e back... talk throughout my entire lesson... shld i b glad tt i wun b seein my sec 2s tml? my 2B2 can b shouted at... but sometimes can b quite futile... gosh... wonder how jen-sin can handle dem...
still tinkin if i shld go into teachin... somehow nt feelin too sure now... =p tho i honestly cant see myself walkin ani other path...
Saturday, March 24, 2007
jz wad is wrong wif mi... omg... reli dun wan it to b dis way... sigh... internal battle ba... i bliv wif prayers... I WILL SUCCEED!!! listened to so many testimonials today... also shared a bit of my own =) itz reli bin veri encouraging... which is y i enjoy listenin to dem... i can do it de!!!
takin over jen-sin for dis comin wk... gona c my 2a2 and 2b2 again... dis time includin all e devils... onli taken e more angelic ones so far... let's see how i handle e real deal... gona teach sec 1 as well... for e first time in my life... eeks... 1a3 and 1b2... i've always had much more experience wif upper sec... now lower sec nids mi to change my mode n tune totally... woohoo...
to b honest itz reli depressing sometimes to jump ard so mani different classes... my most enjoyable teachin stint so far has been in january, when i took janet's load... omg... she's so lucky she's gort those classes la... 3D1... dey're like e angels of e sec 3 cohort... havin tot 3 out of 4 of e sec 3 exp classes... yes i can safely say dey r angels... reli love dis class... tho whether dey love mi is another qn altogether =p... ppl like julian (who e heck writes imsuck n displays it on his table?)... ppl like han kiang... tt guy doesnt look like a mapler AT ALL... tt's y i gave him tt choker... 3c2... actually dey're v nice kids... e onli prob wif dem is their attitude... once dey can correct it dey're reli great... same goes for e other 2 sec 3 N(A) classes... in 3C2... i've been warned off ppl like jia hao... for certain reasons which i shant mention here la... even mrs tan has heard of him... but he reli is an angel in my class... talk a bit now n den la... but nt as bad as e others... b it maths or chem he always seems to pay a lot of attention to mi... lolz... as for my 2C1... actually dey're nice kids... jz tt somehow i cldnt connect wif dem in my 3 wks wif dem... onli towards e veri end did i manage to get along betta wif dem... shame... ppl like saville and jin ping... dey reli can irritate mi a lot in class... cuz dey nv seem to pay attention... but whenever there's hw to b handed in sure gort theirs de... saville even manages to pick out certain details others dun... which is sth i cant stand la... u dun pay attention but can produce high standard work... dammit... den of coz we haf ppl like chin kai... both ruth n i dun haf a gd impression of him... tries to act pro but isnt... enuff said... lolz... as for my 2AB2... well... like i said... i gort all e angels... ppl like emman and shaheer... always pays very careful attention in my class... ppl like sheila... e loudspeaker of my clz... esther oso... sometimes la... ppl like my 2B2 boys... esp brenban... always make a lot of noise in my clz... out of tt grp... onli andy nv seems to talk... lolz... but itz these ppl hu make my teachin life veri veri memorable... =)
darrin jz told mi i taught chem wrongly to 3C1... I TAUGHT CHEM WRONGLY TO 3C1? CHEM IS LIKE SUPPOSED TO BE MY NICHE AREA!!! gonna thrash it out wif dem on monday... I TAUGHT CHEM WRONGLY?????????? HOW CAN THIS BE? OMG.........
everythin seems to be cloggin up inside... woohoo...
seein my flute section again on april fools' day... aj band concert... cant wait to c u guys...
takin over jen-sin for dis comin wk... gona c my 2a2 and 2b2 again... dis time includin all e devils... onli taken e more angelic ones so far... let's see how i handle e real deal... gona teach sec 1 as well... for e first time in my life... eeks... 1a3 and 1b2... i've always had much more experience wif upper sec... now lower sec nids mi to change my mode n tune totally... woohoo...
to b honest itz reli depressing sometimes to jump ard so mani different classes... my most enjoyable teachin stint so far has been in january, when i took janet's load... omg... she's so lucky she's gort those classes la... 3D1... dey're like e angels of e sec 3 cohort... havin tot 3 out of 4 of e sec 3 exp classes... yes i can safely say dey r angels... reli love dis class... tho whether dey love mi is another qn altogether =p... ppl like julian (who e heck writes imsuck n displays it on his table?)... ppl like han kiang... tt guy doesnt look like a mapler AT ALL... tt's y i gave him tt choker... 3c2... actually dey're v nice kids... e onli prob wif dem is their attitude... once dey can correct it dey're reli great... same goes for e other 2 sec 3 N(A) classes... in 3C2... i've been warned off ppl like jia hao... for certain reasons which i shant mention here la... even mrs tan has heard of him... but he reli is an angel in my class... talk a bit now n den la... but nt as bad as e others... b it maths or chem he always seems to pay a lot of attention to mi... lolz... as for my 2C1... actually dey're nice kids... jz tt somehow i cldnt connect wif dem in my 3 wks wif dem... onli towards e veri end did i manage to get along betta wif dem... shame... ppl like saville and jin ping... dey reli can irritate mi a lot in class... cuz dey nv seem to pay attention... but whenever there's hw to b handed in sure gort theirs de... saville even manages to pick out certain details others dun... which is sth i cant stand la... u dun pay attention but can produce high standard work... dammit... den of coz we haf ppl like chin kai... both ruth n i dun haf a gd impression of him... tries to act pro but isnt... enuff said... lolz... as for my 2AB2... well... like i said... i gort all e angels... ppl like emman and shaheer... always pays very careful attention in my class... ppl like sheila... e loudspeaker of my clz... esther oso... sometimes la... ppl like my 2B2 boys... esp brenban... always make a lot of noise in my clz... out of tt grp... onli andy nv seems to talk... lolz... but itz these ppl hu make my teachin life veri veri memorable... =)
darrin jz told mi i taught chem wrongly to 3C1... I TAUGHT CHEM WRONGLY TO 3C1? CHEM IS LIKE SUPPOSED TO BE MY NICHE AREA!!! gonna thrash it out wif dem on monday... I TAUGHT CHEM WRONGLY?????????? HOW CAN THIS BE? OMG.........
everythin seems to be cloggin up inside... woohoo...
seein my flute section again on april fools' day... aj band concert... cant wait to c u guys...
Sunday, March 18, 2007
jz finished watching the phantom of the opera... watched mainly for e music la... makes mi tingle wif pleasure... lolz... n e plot is nice too... omg... reli sad i cant go for e musical...
i cant handle so mani things at one shot... teaching's a much more responsible job than i pictured it to be... HELP!!!
i cant handle so mani things at one shot... teaching's a much more responsible job than i pictured it to be... HELP!!!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
met the new untrained tchr hu's comin to take over mi... a guy... tho it aint necessarily mean gd news... he looks exactly like e type hu my 3 N(A) classes will take advantage of... lolz... softspoken... a bit shy... doesnt look like e type hu will shout at all =.=... is dis a male version of choon mei? reli hope nt... my 3 N(A) classes reli deserve betta... sigh... reli gona miss dem... surprisingly dey actually can b a joy to teach...
still cracking my head over my application for uni... urgh... pure chem or applied chem? shld i go ahead to take life sciences as a minor? so mani qns... so little time...
i love teaching. period.
still cracking my head over my application for uni... urgh... pure chem or applied chem? shld i go ahead to take life sciences as a minor? so mani qns... so little time...
i love teaching. period.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
haven blogged for abt 2 wks... bin veri bz these 2 wks... writin essay for my teachin scholarship application... dun look at mi lidat... i noe my grades arent tt great... but itz worth a shot... den realised i'm onli teachin for 1 wk... ctss has gort 2 new untrained tchrs comin in... meanin i've bin ousted... lolz... jz when my classes haf started to grow on mi... goin back tml to prepare e new tchr... hope itz a guy... i doubt a gal can handle my 3 N(A) classes... unless itz some1 like shelley low... otherwise... haha... but itz reli bin veri unfair to my na classes... itz reli e sch's fault tt their chemistry is in e state itz in now... sianz...
itz reli so sad to c my fren lose a close kin at such a tender age... reli v v sad... attendin e wake tml... hope he's feelin ok... i doubt u'll read dis... but pls take care dude...
dying soon? haha... sure feels like it...
itz reli so sad to c my fren lose a close kin at such a tender age... reli v v sad... attendin e wake tml... hope he's feelin ok... i doubt u'll read dis... but pls take care dude...
dying soon? haha... sure feels like it...
Friday, March 02, 2007
gort back my results... disappointed... totally disappointed... thnx to those who haf bin encouraging mi... but i reli nid time to mourn... u shld noe mi well by now... i noe itz no pt... shld look forward... but it's onli normal for mi to feel dis way... so PLEASE GIVE ME TIME TO RECOVER CAN? i'm human... nt a saint...
went back to ctss today... omg... i'm takin all 3 N(A) classes... nearly died when i saw it... n i onli observin mrs khoo for exp classes... -.-''' wtf... reli great challenge... now i'll welcome encouragement and guidance for dis challenge... nt seein my 3D1... sad...
went back to ctss today... omg... i'm takin all 3 N(A) classes... nearly died when i saw it... n i onli observin mrs khoo for exp classes... -.-''' wtf... reli great challenge... now i'll welcome encouragement and guidance for dis challenge... nt seein my 3D1... sad...
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i finally believe in the saying "Good things come to those who wait"... but oso cuz my prayers r strong la... i'm finally goin back to ctss to teach le!!! teach chem some more!!! wahaha... but i guess dis time i reli irritated mr murali too much le... oops...
A's results release dis fri... OFFICIAL!!! haha... 2.30pm... sooooooooo freakin nervous... tink abt wad i wrote for a's and shudder...
bin talkin to jiun jia a lot recently... hey gal if u read dis muz jia you k? =D
meetin andrew tml... haha...
A's results release dis fri... OFFICIAL!!! haha... 2.30pm... sooooooooo freakin nervous... tink abt wad i wrote for a's and shudder...
bin talkin to jiun jia a lot recently... hey gal if u read dis muz jia you k? =D
meetin andrew tml... haha...
Saturday, February 24, 2007
isn't it high time that i let go of this obsession for teaching and look for another job sensibly? but given my character, i noe won't b able to achieve it... nt tat i want to in e 1st place... i reli wana go back to teaching... love tt job... is it a crime to want to do sth tt i love so so so much? i noe i've been pesterin murali too much to help mi ask if i can haf choon mei's job... actually nt reli a lot wad... i mean... an sms once in a while shldnt b a lot rite? i jz wana teach for these 2 mths b4 i enlist... -.- and now tt dey've gort a maths n chem tchr leavin, it'll b e best post for mi to fill, considerin those r e subs tt i eventually wana teach... i've grown to like to teach maths... o lvl maths aniwae... i reli wana get a taste of teachin chemistry... i REALLY REALLY REALLY jz wana go back to ctss to teach... argh... i noe to all u guys out there, u muz b tinkin y is dis idiot so obsessed wif teachin? is teachin so fun? to mi it is... IT IS!!! lolz...
bin slackin at home most of e time nowadays... waitin for my a's to arrive... sam's bin pressurisin mi to gif him a treat if i gort 4 A's... tt's wad i'd wana get... tt's wad every1 wld wana get... 4 A's...
after readin kai liang's blog suddenly find myself missing my sec 4 class so much... still rmb our last captain ball game in sch... haha... pe period overlap into history but tt day ms low i tink absent... den we played for 3 periods solid... omg... tt wuz like e most shuang game i've ever played... den finally at e end durin recess we jz collapsed at e tree outside e canteen nxt to e quadrangle... brings back so mani memories... >.< pity i dun haf tt mani fond memories wif my s8... sad...
may my A's results come quick and may my A's come with it...
bin slackin at home most of e time nowadays... waitin for my a's to arrive... sam's bin pressurisin mi to gif him a treat if i gort 4 A's... tt's wad i'd wana get... tt's wad every1 wld wana get... 4 A's...
after readin kai liang's blog suddenly find myself missing my sec 4 class so much... still rmb our last captain ball game in sch... haha... pe period overlap into history but tt day ms low i tink absent... den we played for 3 periods solid... omg... tt wuz like e most shuang game i've ever played... den finally at e end durin recess we jz collapsed at e tree outside e canteen nxt to e quadrangle... brings back so mani memories... >.< pity i dun haf tt mani fond memories wif my s8... sad...
may my A's results come quick and may my A's come with it...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
The familiar sulphurous smell wafted around him, ensnaring him, binding him in its deathly grip. He struggles with all his might, fighting it, unwilling to yield to it. A blood-curdling laugh resonates around him, draining his strength with fear. At last, with a billow of the dark cloak, the Grimreaper materialises. The Grimreaper raises a hand, curls a finger, moving him nearer, exuding evil of the purest kind with every movement. With a rattling breath, the Grimreaper inhales, taking his soul, bit by bit. Pain gnaws at every single bit of flesh on his body, as his soul is ripped brutally from him. The corners of the Grimreaper's lips twitch, dripping evil from each. With the billow of dark cloak and smell from hell, the Grimreaper vanishes.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
itz kinda late... but anyway... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! hahaha... dis yr, as usual, nt exactly eventful... tho goin over to my paternal grandmother's hse on e 2nd dae totally rox my world~!!! lolz... my paternal side's gort quite a large number of ppl... den my newly wed cousin n my new... er... how shld i address her... cousin-in-law? lolz... aniwae her name's geraldine... she looks like esther lee la can... den yalor... dis time chatted more wif my female cousins... talked a lot wif wan fen dis time round... seldom sae more den 2 sentences wif her lei... haha... dis yr duno y suddenly gort lots of things to talk abt... LOVE MY FAMILY!!! wan yan brought her bf too... i tink he gort scared by my family's high spirits le la...
feel all moody all of a sudden... bin watchin n tinkin too much le la... haf i lost faith in relationships? HAHAHA... wad m i saein... hu m i to sae tt when i've nv even bin in one b4? but seriously... as i look at my surroundings... i start losing faith in ever seein a happy ending... =S y do i kip boggling my mind abt all dis? are fat, podgy guys doomed to loneliness? must ppl always shun u when dey see tt u ooze n ooze? sure, dey always sae... u'll find e one for u... yeah sure...
actually i wldnt mind bein an agony aunt... it's a nice feelin when ppl trust and are willin to come to u to talk abt their troubles... i'm more den willin to lend an ear... both if necessary... n if dey want it... i'd b glad to offer my advice too... =) had dis experience quite a few times le... n i like it... haha...
when are the A's results gona b released? urgh...
i still can't believe i'm doing this... is this the result of the pain that's been inflicted on me? if it is, you have to shoulder part, if not all, of the responsibility...
feel all moody all of a sudden... bin watchin n tinkin too much le la... haf i lost faith in relationships? HAHAHA... wad m i saein... hu m i to sae tt when i've nv even bin in one b4? but seriously... as i look at my surroundings... i start losing faith in ever seein a happy ending... =S y do i kip boggling my mind abt all dis? are fat, podgy guys doomed to loneliness? must ppl always shun u when dey see tt u ooze n ooze? sure, dey always sae... u'll find e one for u... yeah sure...
actually i wldnt mind bein an agony aunt... it's a nice feelin when ppl trust and are willin to come to u to talk abt their troubles... i'm more den willin to lend an ear... both if necessary... n if dey want it... i'd b glad to offer my advice too... =) had dis experience quite a few times le... n i like it... haha...
when are the A's results gona b released? urgh...
i still can't believe i'm doing this... is this the result of the pain that's been inflicted on me? if it is, you have to shoulder part, if not all, of the responsibility...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
can't help but feel i've gort dis gaping hole inside mi now tt i've finally put e full stop in... oh well... i'm sure this feelin will pass soon enough... jz hope number 3 doesnt come along so soon...
haven gone for asd activities for veri long time... recently dun haf i tink... ya... onli exciting thing comin up i guess wld b chingay ba... dis yr soka's in e finale item again~!!! hahaha... dis yr nv get involved in it at all... haha... so dun feel attached to it... but shld b worth watchin... it always is!!!
the green-eyed monster rears its ugly head yet again... tryin to slay it... but it's lifespan seems inexplicably long... try to keep it under control ba...
agony aunt? nah... jz willin to offer advice if they want it...
rumour tt a's will b released on fri... Disclaimer: RUMOUR!!! nth official yet... freaking nervous...
i can't chat wif zhenning... totally freezes over man... i can chat wif jiun jia np... but... lolz...
haven gone for asd activities for veri long time... recently dun haf i tink... ya... onli exciting thing comin up i guess wld b chingay ba... dis yr soka's in e finale item again~!!! hahaha... dis yr nv get involved in it at all... haha... so dun feel attached to it... but shld b worth watchin... it always is!!!
the green-eyed monster rears its ugly head yet again... tryin to slay it... but it's lifespan seems inexplicably long... try to keep it under control ba...
agony aunt? nah... jz willin to offer advice if they want it...
rumour tt a's will b released on fri... Disclaimer: RUMOUR!!! nth official yet... freaking nervous...
i can't chat wif zhenning... totally freezes over man... i can chat wif jiun jia np... but... lolz...
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OUT THERE!!! if you're attached, hope you had a great day wif your partner today... if you're single like me, dun fret... let's celebrate our individuality!!! for 1 is nonetheless still a WHOLE number yah? haha... well it is, accordin to mei yin's msg... LOLZ...
i've finally mustered the courage to write it... haf i been cruel? been hurtful? i guess so... but it's a relief to finally be able to completely let go of it...
wonder if my 2A/B2 apologised to janet... they'd better, or they'll nv hear e last of it from mi...
i've finally mustered the courage to write it... haf i been cruel? been hurtful? i guess so... but it's a relief to finally be able to completely let go of it...
wonder if my 2A/B2 apologised to janet... they'd better, or they'll nv hear e last of it from mi...
Monday, February 12, 2007
i noe i shldnt complain... esp since i've gone back to my old workplace... but babysitting jz sucks big time man... u sit in there for hours doin nothing and kill urself wif boredom... no doubt i still earn e same amount but it's reli terrible... some more today relieving malay n tamil classes... mdm roseza and renuka nt in sch today... -.-''' hopefully dey'll gif mi sth i can teach tml...
jianli jz approached mi abt someone... shant sae much here... hopefully i can b of some help... i'm sure i can at least encourage dis person... =) yep...
gave junhong, chloe n anson a treat e other day at vila'ge... haha... my favourite haunt... but gettin sick of it liaoz... mayb ikea will b a betta choice nxt time ba... so proud of my juniors... shan't disclose their scores here... but i tink dey've reli done well!!!
i reli wana teach... literally teach... lolz...
haf i let go? nt totally... but i'm almost there... n when i'm there... i'll b able to write tt letter... i'll make sure i write it...
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MEI YIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jianli jz approached mi abt someone... shant sae much here... hopefully i can b of some help... i'm sure i can at least encourage dis person... =) yep...
gave junhong, chloe n anson a treat e other day at vila'ge... haha... my favourite haunt... but gettin sick of it liaoz... mayb ikea will b a betta choice nxt time ba... so proud of my juniors... shan't disclose their scores here... but i tink dey've reli done well!!!
i reli wana teach... literally teach... lolz...
haf i let go? nt totally... but i'm almost there... n when i'm there... i'll b able to write tt letter... i'll make sure i write it...
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MEI YIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
m i reli becomin schizophrenic? i hear this little voice in my head all e time... u shld do dis... u shldn't do tt... u shld haf done e other... y did it come out dis way... sometimes i reli drive myself crazy...
i'm lettin myself drown in my memories... both gd and bad... i'm so convinced abt wad i tink tt ppl will find it easier to lick their elbows den to convince mi of another pt of view... life is nt abt e past... it's abt e present n future... i nid to learn to let go... ha... let go... something i've been tellin myself since lower sec... when haf i actually succeeded? i nid to do my human revolution...
i've been lookin forward to watchin e 9pm show on channel 8 nowadays... it doesn't bring across ani meaningful msg... it's nt even realistic... but i like it for all e silly shit itz got in it... frm e love between e 2 protagonists to e rivalry between all e big guys... what's wrong wif mi?
i can't believe i actually managed to go back to ctss to do relief teachin at e beginnin of dis yr... i can't believe i volunteered to go for the sec 2 ASPIRE camp... i can't believe i sang duets wif shiling at e camp... i can't believe i actually fell in love wif all my 4 classes tt i taught... i can't believe that i enjoyed missing lunch to prepare my lessons for jerks tt probably wun appreciate it anyway... i can't believe that i'm missing all of this soooooooooooooooo much...
i nid to tink abt sth else... a's results? kinda nervous abt it... esp my gp... dun haf gd impressions of wad i wrote for both papers... muz get a gd grade or i will die...
qi xun asked mi to pop over to syc tml... help gif e new graduands a preview of jc life... to b honest im nt exactly enthu abt it... esp since it wuz sprung on mi so last minute... but i noe i shldnt grumble... i cld haf said i dun wana go aniwae... but i noe e more reluctant i m abt sth... e greater e rewards later on...
it hurts to be me...
i'm lettin myself drown in my memories... both gd and bad... i'm so convinced abt wad i tink tt ppl will find it easier to lick their elbows den to convince mi of another pt of view... life is nt abt e past... it's abt e present n future... i nid to learn to let go... ha... let go... something i've been tellin myself since lower sec... when haf i actually succeeded? i nid to do my human revolution...
i've been lookin forward to watchin e 9pm show on channel 8 nowadays... it doesn't bring across ani meaningful msg... it's nt even realistic... but i like it for all e silly shit itz got in it... frm e love between e 2 protagonists to e rivalry between all e big guys... what's wrong wif mi?
i can't believe i actually managed to go back to ctss to do relief teachin at e beginnin of dis yr... i can't believe i volunteered to go for the sec 2 ASPIRE camp... i can't believe i sang duets wif shiling at e camp... i can't believe i actually fell in love wif all my 4 classes tt i taught... i can't believe that i enjoyed missing lunch to prepare my lessons for jerks tt probably wun appreciate it anyway... i can't believe that i'm missing all of this soooooooooooooooo much...
i nid to tink abt sth else... a's results? kinda nervous abt it... esp my gp... dun haf gd impressions of wad i wrote for both papers... muz get a gd grade or i will die...
qi xun asked mi to pop over to syc tml... help gif e new graduands a preview of jc life... to b honest im nt exactly enthu abt it... esp since it wuz sprung on mi so last minute... but i noe i shldnt grumble... i cld haf said i dun wana go aniwae... but i noe e more reluctant i m abt sth... e greater e rewards later on...
it hurts to be me...
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
anxiety is thick in the air, as the 'O' level results are going to be released soon... mani sae itz dis fri... duno if official or nt... tinkin of popping by wif fiona... haha... haiz... tt means 'A' level results will b hot on itz heels... -.-''' dun even wana tink abt it rite now... jz chant n pray for it... more interested in my visit back to ctss dis fri tho... ppl go back c tchrs... i go back c students... well... i've said it b4 n i'll sae it again... i love teaching!!!
talked to junhong jz now oso... if i reli do go into teaching will i ever regret it? he told mi mr chiang regrettin it now... i agree... he told us so personally... jz cuz i love it now doesnt mean i'll come to love it 10 yrs down e road n by tt time will it b too late to back out? hmm... tt's y i wana haf a taste of how long-term teachin is like... im grateful for e 1st 3 wks of relief teachin... but i barely warmed e seat b4 i had to leave... reli muz get into relief teachin again for dis 2.5 mths left... reli nid dis experience... I MUST GET IT!!!
sigh... so mani events coming up soon... a's r gona b released soon, tho gdness noes when... valentine's day comin soon too... duno wad to get for my fellow RTs... lolz... CNY jz ard e corner too... urgh... tt means gainin another 3kg at least... lolz... not tt im not used to it... haha...
SD anniversary ytd was great!!! hahaha... saw so mani of my asd comrades again... forgot dixon's notes... as usual... haha... danced to lian ai-ing... had so much fun!!! went off to makan wif kaili, meiyi, min ling, nadia and stephanie afta tt... din noe dis ppl had so much madness in dem too... wahaha... talk abt drinkin, chalets, clubbin... hahaha... totally hilarious...
m i perfectionistic? yes, i guess i am... lolz... haha... whatever...
talked to junhong jz now oso... if i reli do go into teaching will i ever regret it? he told mi mr chiang regrettin it now... i agree... he told us so personally... jz cuz i love it now doesnt mean i'll come to love it 10 yrs down e road n by tt time will it b too late to back out? hmm... tt's y i wana haf a taste of how long-term teachin is like... im grateful for e 1st 3 wks of relief teachin... but i barely warmed e seat b4 i had to leave... reli muz get into relief teachin again for dis 2.5 mths left... reli nid dis experience... I MUST GET IT!!!
sigh... so mani events coming up soon... a's r gona b released soon, tho gdness noes when... valentine's day comin soon too... duno wad to get for my fellow RTs... lolz... CNY jz ard e corner too... urgh... tt means gainin another 3kg at least... lolz... not tt im not used to it... haha...
SD anniversary ytd was great!!! hahaha... saw so mani of my asd comrades again... forgot dixon's notes... as usual... haha... danced to lian ai-ing... had so much fun!!! went off to makan wif kaili, meiyi, min ling, nadia and stephanie afta tt... din noe dis ppl had so much madness in dem too... wahaha... talk abt drinkin, chalets, clubbin... hahaha... totally hilarious...
m i perfectionistic? yes, i guess i am... lolz... haha... whatever...
Friday, February 02, 2007
been chatting a lot wif my 3D1 recently... jiun jia... zhen ning... jz chatted like ages wif zhen ning jz now...
found out quite a bit about 3D1... they're not as innocent as they look afta all... wahaha... reli miss teaching dem so much!!! (ok, how mani times haf i said tt?) i muz prevent myself from throwing markers in class... guess tt's wad's gotten nicholas to dao mi so much... accordin to zhen ning... my fault...
dey bitched quite a bit abt some of their tchrs too... hmm... wun say anithin here... i still wana go back to do teaching u noe... =P
love fiesta tml!!! haha... goin wif my ct flute section... miss dem loads too... go back poke abt... see all my tchrs... see all my jrs... spend a lot of $$... haha...
i reli wana go back to ctss to do relief teaching... i love teaching. period.
found out quite a bit about 3D1... they're not as innocent as they look afta all... wahaha... reli miss teaching dem so much!!! (ok, how mani times haf i said tt?) i muz prevent myself from throwing markers in class... guess tt's wad's gotten nicholas to dao mi so much... accordin to zhen ning... my fault...
dey bitched quite a bit abt some of their tchrs too... hmm... wun say anithin here... i still wana go back to do teaching u noe... =P
love fiesta tml!!! haha... goin wif my ct flute section... miss dem loads too... go back poke abt... see all my tchrs... see all my jrs... spend a lot of $$... haha...
i reli wana go back to ctss to do relief teaching... i love teaching. period.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i reli miss teaching like mad... urgh... i've been chanting like up to 6 hours a day to go back to ctss to teach... omg... it's like takin away part of my life can... reli miss my 3d1... my 3c2... my 2c1... my 2a/b2... I MISS YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! dis is so cold turkey la... ARGH~!!! miss teaching so much... miss e fun in e staff room too... christine... ruth... fiona... jen-sin... shiling... mrs cheong... mr ho... miss u all so so much...
Thursday, January 25, 2007
i really miss teaching... this has been the third day since i left my teaching post and i'm really suffering from the withdrawl symptoms... it's reli one kind of a terrible la... murali promised to help mi look out for maths and science... ruth promised to help mi look out for english... i yearn to sit behind ruth and christine in e staff room again... >.< href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/6081/266/1600/194475/P1010191.jpg">
went out wif ruth, christine, dasen, weihao, jonathan and jessica afta tt... went to vila'ge again... twice in one wk... shldnt haf asked for my steak to be well done... those peeps encouraged mi to try medium rare and medium well done e nxt time... mayb i shld haf stuck to rosti... lolz... took quite a few photos after tt... more to add to my album!!! hahaha...
wonder if i shld go ahead wif writin e letter...
went out wif ruth, christine, dasen, weihao, jonathan and jessica afta tt... went to vila'ge again... twice in one wk... shldnt haf asked for my steak to be well done... those peeps encouraged mi to try medium rare and medium well done e nxt time... mayb i shld haf stuck to rosti... lolz... took quite a few photos after tt... more to add to my album!!! hahaha...
wonder if i shld go ahead wif writin e letter...
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
after reading ruth's and christine's blog entries about their funny class scenarios, i really must pen down a few of my own...
Scenario 1
setting: class is making a lot of noise. teacher is very irritated with student A, who is making a lot of noise.
me: so student A, if selling price minus cost price gives a positive value, it means i'm making a lost right?
student A: yes!
(whole class laughs)
Scenario 2
setting: teacher is relieving the english class, which is currently doing expository essays.
me: (writes this question down on the board. The trade in weapons can never be justified. Discuss.) in this world ruled by men, do you realise that even their weapons are made to look like their own genitals? think about missiles! they're long and slim and tapered towards the end. and they put a little explosive on top. when it's fired, it heads straight towards its target and when it reaches, it explodes and scatters itself as far as possible and lives are involved.
(whole class shaking with uncontrollable laughter)
Scenario 3
setting: teacher steps into class for the first time.
me: so do you have a maths rep? (class remains silent) who wants to volunteer? (class remains silent) ok... so who don't want to volunteer... (3 hands shoot up) ok... (points at student A who raised his hand first) you'll be my maths rep!
Scenario 4 (this happened with 2 classes)
setting: teacher writes some questions on the board.
me: (writes "You have struck lottery today" on the board, followed by a list of students' names) all right, these lucky people please come up and present your answers on the board. i never assign anyone to any question, so if you're fast you can get the easy ones!
(students ABCDEFG rush up to the board and markers)
student A,C and F: eh, dun want... i want this question!
student B: eh cher... which question i do ar?
Scenario 5
setting: teacher is teaching. class making a lot of noise.
me: the class diary starts today right? i have to grade you on your class behaviour you know?
(class quietens down instantaneously.)
like christine said... itz nt jz fun and laughter in the classroom... itz also fun and laughter sometimes in the staff room...
setting: ruth is marking journals. christine and i slide on our chairs towards her to help her with some of her struggles in grammar.
Ruth: is angry an adjective or verb?
Christine: it can be an adjective and verb.
me: it depends on the context in which you are using the word. in "i'm angry", it's a verb. (i don't know if i was saying the right thing la. but for some strange reason, it sounded correct at that time.)
Christine: "angry christine", it's an adjective.
Ruth: *seems very enlightened* OHH!!! so ANGRINESS is a noun lah!!
Christine and I : !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGER RUTH!!! ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(breaks into helpless laughter)
after this scenario, the 'angriness' became a laughin pt for christine n mi... hahaha... still laugh like mad when i tink abt it...
now tt i've put a full stop to my first chapter in teaching, i really hope i can continue on with chapter 2 in ctss before i haf to enlist... i've reli developed such a strong burnin passion for teachin...
let's see... all my jokers... from 3C2... De Wei... Nicholas... talk non-stop in my class de... lolz... from 2C1... saville and jin ping... like to slp in class... si ying and hui joo... giggle at everythin i say... chin kai and luqmann... like to talk to e 2 guys behind... alex... dun hand in my work... so mani... 2A/B2... brenban... joker of e class... esther... will nv forget how she hit mi in sec 2 camp... sheila... chairperson of 2A2... oso like to joke n talk in class... cheryl... my quiet, dependable maths rep of 2A2... emman... my good-natured 2B2 maths rep... 3D1 generally dun haf jokers la... too guai le... well... nicholas wee is dao la... typical beng look... nv looks at mi in class... loses attention easily... but produces gd work tho... hmm... tinkin of referrin him to mel cheang...
i reli reli miss teaching... ruth n christine were complainin abt workload and students... haha... wish i cld take over their load... i'd gladly do so...
Scenario 1
setting: class is making a lot of noise. teacher is very irritated with student A, who is making a lot of noise.
me: so student A, if selling price minus cost price gives a positive value, it means i'm making a lost right?
student A: yes!
(whole class laughs)
Scenario 2
setting: teacher is relieving the english class, which is currently doing expository essays.
me: (writes this question down on the board. The trade in weapons can never be justified. Discuss.) in this world ruled by men, do you realise that even their weapons are made to look like their own genitals? think about missiles! they're long and slim and tapered towards the end. and they put a little explosive on top. when it's fired, it heads straight towards its target and when it reaches, it explodes and scatters itself as far as possible and lives are involved.
(whole class shaking with uncontrollable laughter)
Scenario 3
setting: teacher steps into class for the first time.
me: so do you have a maths rep? (class remains silent) who wants to volunteer? (class remains silent) ok... so who don't want to volunteer... (3 hands shoot up) ok... (points at student A who raised his hand first) you'll be my maths rep!
Scenario 4 (this happened with 2 classes)
setting: teacher writes some questions on the board.
me: (writes "You have struck lottery today" on the board, followed by a list of students' names) all right, these lucky people please come up and present your answers on the board. i never assign anyone to any question, so if you're fast you can get the easy ones!
(students ABCDEFG rush up to the board and markers)
student A,C and F: eh, dun want... i want this question!
student B: eh cher... which question i do ar?
Scenario 5
setting: teacher is teaching. class making a lot of noise.
me: the class diary starts today right? i have to grade you on your class behaviour you know?
(class quietens down instantaneously.)
like christine said... itz nt jz fun and laughter in the classroom... itz also fun and laughter sometimes in the staff room...
setting: ruth is marking journals. christine and i slide on our chairs towards her to help her with some of her struggles in grammar.
Ruth: is angry an adjective or verb?
Christine: it can be an adjective and verb.
me: it depends on the context in which you are using the word. in "i'm angry", it's a verb. (i don't know if i was saying the right thing la. but for some strange reason, it sounded correct at that time.)
Christine: "angry christine", it's an adjective.
Ruth: *seems very enlightened* OHH!!! so ANGRINESS is a noun lah!!
Christine and I : !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGER RUTH!!! ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(breaks into helpless laughter)
after this scenario, the 'angriness' became a laughin pt for christine n mi... hahaha... still laugh like mad when i tink abt it...
now tt i've put a full stop to my first chapter in teaching, i really hope i can continue on with chapter 2 in ctss before i haf to enlist... i've reli developed such a strong burnin passion for teachin...
let's see... all my jokers... from 3C2... De Wei... Nicholas... talk non-stop in my class de... lolz... from 2C1... saville and jin ping... like to slp in class... si ying and hui joo... giggle at everythin i say... chin kai and luqmann... like to talk to e 2 guys behind... alex... dun hand in my work... so mani... 2A/B2... brenban... joker of e class... esther... will nv forget how she hit mi in sec 2 camp... sheila... chairperson of 2A2... oso like to joke n talk in class... cheryl... my quiet, dependable maths rep of 2A2... emman... my good-natured 2B2 maths rep... 3D1 generally dun haf jokers la... too guai le... well... nicholas wee is dao la... typical beng look... nv looks at mi in class... loses attention easily... but produces gd work tho... hmm... tinkin of referrin him to mel cheang...
i reli reli miss teaching... ruth n christine were complainin abt workload and students... haha... wish i cld take over their load... i'd gladly do so...
Monday, January 22, 2007
today was my last day doing relief teaching in ctss... i'm already missing it like mad le... how? lolz... today took a few pictures with my 2A2/2B2 combined express maths class... love dem to bits la, though i shout at dem all e time... let's see... mayb itz time i summed up how i tink my 4 classes will tink of mi...
for my 2A2/2B2... i dun tink i've left a bad impression on dem... however much i scold or yell at dem dey always forget it e next day... dey're reli such warm ppl... haha... MY FAVOURITE CLASS!!! =p
for my 2C1... today i warmed up to dem as well... tho i guess a few of dem like jin ping and saville will haf their knife into me la... lolz... dis class is like so chatty... urgh...
i oso love my 3D1... well i dun spose dey'll love me much, considerin e way i always push dem like mad... lolz... esp ppl like mr nicholas wee... he reli gif mi e total pai kia look la... but he can do my work pretty well... so no complaints on tt... also one of my betta classes...
as for my 3C2... i like quite a number of dem... ppl like my maths rep nicholas... de wei... jia hao... like i said, even tho jia hao has a record wif e sch i still like him... at least he bothers to pay attention in my class... tho work always nv hand in de la... lolz... i flung quite a number of markers today... so nt surprised if dey haf their knife into mi...
but like i said... i reli haf no regrets comin into relief teachin and reli love dis job so so so so so so much!!! haha...
went out wif ruth, christine, liwen, jonathan and weihao today... again it was another session of jokes and laughter... reli gona miss bitchin wif christine, ruth and fiona in e staff room!!! hahaha...
can't wait till i officially start teaching... ^_^
for my 2A2/2B2... i dun tink i've left a bad impression on dem... however much i scold or yell at dem dey always forget it e next day... dey're reli such warm ppl... haha... MY FAVOURITE CLASS!!! =p
for my 2C1... today i warmed up to dem as well... tho i guess a few of dem like jin ping and saville will haf their knife into me la... lolz... dis class is like so chatty... urgh...
i oso love my 3D1... well i dun spose dey'll love me much, considerin e way i always push dem like mad... lolz... esp ppl like mr nicholas wee... he reli gif mi e total pai kia look la... but he can do my work pretty well... so no complaints on tt... also one of my betta classes...
as for my 3C2... i like quite a number of dem... ppl like my maths rep nicholas... de wei... jia hao... like i said, even tho jia hao has a record wif e sch i still like him... at least he bothers to pay attention in my class... tho work always nv hand in de la... lolz... i flung quite a number of markers today... so nt surprised if dey haf their knife into mi...
but like i said... i reli haf no regrets comin into relief teachin and reli love dis job so so so so so so much!!! haha...
went out wif ruth, christine, liwen, jonathan and weihao today... again it was another session of jokes and laughter... reli gona miss bitchin wif christine, ruth and fiona in e staff room!!! hahaha...
can't wait till i officially start teaching... ^_^
Saturday, January 20, 2007
blogger has just deleted my entry... but since i'm in such a great mood today i shall type it all out again!!!
today i had so much fun!!! onli 2 lessons today... 2C1 and 3D1... surprisingly i enjoyed my 2C1 lesson more... they cheered so loudly when i said no maths homework for the weekend and shouted things like "Mr Ong, we love you!"... so when i gif hw itz "Mr Ong, may you burn in hell!"? gettin a sore throat from all that talkin and yellin liaoz... gave consultation to Qin Pei and Grace afta sch too... nt bad ar... consultation so early in e yr...
today left school quite early... haha... rite now i'm supposedly havin this major 'crush' on ruth... haha... gossiping among ourselves la... fiona, christine, ruth n me... so yalor... jz play along... took taxi to heeren for lunch... rosti rocks~!!!! hahaha... picked e wrong ice cream flavour for my dessert... christine's was so much nicer... haiz... ruth had an oyster for dessert... eeks... lolz... continued chattin for i tink 2 hours... siaoz de... christine was feelin so comfy afta lunch she was feelin so slpy... hahaha... heard quite a lot abt dem, their lives n opinions... shared quite a bit abt myself too... ^_^
talked to alex jz now... e poor guy facin some rship prob now... hope wad i shared wif him helps... jiayou dude~!!!
leaving next monday... gonna miss everybody... esp my 2A2 and 2B2 combined express maths class... itz a reli warm class... picked e right maths reps too... lolz... haiz... dis jz sucks... =(
today i had so much fun!!! onli 2 lessons today... 2C1 and 3D1... surprisingly i enjoyed my 2C1 lesson more... they cheered so loudly when i said no maths homework for the weekend and shouted things like "Mr Ong, we love you!"... so when i gif hw itz "Mr Ong, may you burn in hell!"? gettin a sore throat from all that talkin and yellin liaoz... gave consultation to Qin Pei and Grace afta sch too... nt bad ar... consultation so early in e yr...
today left school quite early... haha... rite now i'm supposedly havin this major 'crush' on ruth... haha... gossiping among ourselves la... fiona, christine, ruth n me... so yalor... jz play along... took taxi to heeren for lunch... rosti rocks~!!!! hahaha... picked e wrong ice cream flavour for my dessert... christine's was so much nicer... haiz... ruth had an oyster for dessert... eeks... lolz... continued chattin for i tink 2 hours... siaoz de... christine was feelin so comfy afta lunch she was feelin so slpy... hahaha... heard quite a lot abt dem, their lives n opinions... shared quite a bit abt myself too... ^_^
talked to alex jz now... e poor guy facin some rship prob now... hope wad i shared wif him helps... jiayou dude~!!!
leaving next monday... gonna miss everybody... esp my 2A2 and 2B2 combined express maths class... itz a reli warm class... picked e right maths reps too... lolz... haiz... dis jz sucks... =(
Friday, January 19, 2007
today has been such a great day~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha... onli 2 lessons today... wif my 2C1 and 3D1... surprisingly i enjoyed my 2C1 lesson more... lolz... dey cheered so loudly when i announced that i wasnt givin homework for the weekend and they were shouting things like "Mr Ong, we love you!" and stuff lidat... so when i gif hw it'll b "Mr Ong, may you burn in hell!"?
left sch quite early today... went out wif fiona, christine and ruth... haha... now i'm supposedly having a big 'crush' on ruth n e 4 of us were laughin like mad over it afta classes and gossiping like fishmongers la... so i spose by monday she's gona bcom my official 'girlfriend'... hahaha... went to the heeren for lunch... rosti rocks~!!!!!! haha... picked e wrong ice cream flavour for my dessert... christine's was so much nicer... den we talked for abt another 2 hrs... lolz... found out loads abt dem, their lives n their opinions... shared a bit abt myself too... yalor... just a totally great experience today la... ^_^
jz talked to alex too... e poor guy's been facin some rship problem... duno if he's ok or nt... tried talkin to him abt his problem... hope it helped...
monday's gona be my last day in school... still haven typed out the thing for janet yet... so much work to do... gort 4 classes of work in my bag to mark... :S i tink i'm e onli relief teacher who stays in school for 10 hours... siaoz... reli gona miss CTSS more den ever now tt i'm a teacher n leavin jz as i'm startin to build rapport with my classes... jz sucks... =(
left sch quite early today... went out wif fiona, christine and ruth... haha... now i'm supposedly having a big 'crush' on ruth n e 4 of us were laughin like mad over it afta classes and gossiping like fishmongers la... so i spose by monday she's gona bcom my official 'girlfriend'... hahaha... went to the heeren for lunch... rosti rocks~!!!!!! haha... picked e wrong ice cream flavour for my dessert... christine's was so much nicer... den we talked for abt another 2 hrs... lolz... found out loads abt dem, their lives n their opinions... shared a bit abt myself too... yalor... just a totally great experience today la... ^_^
jz talked to alex too... e poor guy's been facin some rship problem... duno if he's ok or nt... tried talkin to him abt his problem... hope it helped...
monday's gona be my last day in school... still haven typed out the thing for janet yet... so much work to do... gort 4 classes of work in my bag to mark... :S i tink i'm e onli relief teacher who stays in school for 10 hours... siaoz... reli gona miss CTSS more den ever now tt i'm a teacher n leavin jz as i'm startin to build rapport with my classes... jz sucks... =(
Sunday, January 14, 2007
sec 2 ASPIRE camp jz finished on fri... had so much fun!!! hahaha... hang out wif all e lower sec tchrs... reli clicked with quite a few of dem... all of dem r veri veri frenly n ez to hang out wif... still feels a bit weird n rude to call dem by their last names tho... but oso weird if i call by surname... hmm... i call by surname those who haf taught mi b4 and those who r way more senior den mi... those young tchrs i usually call by last name la... for e benefit of those ctss juniors who read my blog... i'll include e surnames as well... hmm... let's see... hit off quite well wif roseza (mdm roseza)... she's always so frenly n bubbly... can speak a little bit of chinese oso... lolz... (ms) sharmini is oso nice... (ms) haslinda and (ms) mona were new too... but oso frenly la... but a bit quiet... hahaha... mrs cheong, mrs lim n mdm tan r as usual e more motherly types... tho mrs cheong is viewed by some tchrs as being picky... i jz tink she's more thorough n demandin abt e things she expects i guess... =) talked quite a bit wif shiling (mrs ong) and choy wan (ms woong) too... i guess e part i rmb e most wld b singin duets wif shiling... mr and mrs ong... hahaa... she quite pretty ar... ;) can sing quite well... enjoyed singing all those duets wif her... went on e same bus wif shu jiun (ms koh)... on e trip there nt much action la... but on e way back... woohoo... total madness man!!! hahaha...
i get along wif e female tchrs betta den e male tchrs lei... hmm... yong meng (mr chua) n kok thye (mr chua)... somehow jz can't seem to click wif dem veri well... i can click fairly well wif kim keong (mr tan) la... cuz met him b4... so still nt too bad... but overall i guess it was ok...
during e whole camp i was in charge of raftin for first 2 sessions n kayakin for e last session... raftin was quite fun n cool... seein dem learn how to build it... e satisfaction n fun tt those sec 2s enjoy... ^_^... kayakin looked cool too... looks reli fun in fact... wanted to join... but didnt haf extra shoes wif mi... =( seein how those sec 2s enjoy demselves made mi smile too... =D
as for e camp leaders (CLs)... i guess e main feature wld b darren... he's reli a v nice guy... ez to talk to... soccer player... gort brains, looks n physique... but found out his ego a bit big... can b kinda irritatin sometimes... jz e type gals wld swoon over... found out some stuff tt made my impression of him tarnish a little... but still... he did a great job in boostin e spirit wif e other CLs...
fiona oso a CL... didnt noe she was a soka member... she's quite pretty... ;) she told mi tt she saw mi ard in soka a few times... said i wuz veri noticeable... am i? -.-''' haha... she's e sweet smile easy goin bubbly nature type... didnt get much chance to chat wif her la... but still she's left a pretty deep impression in mi...
a third one will b jia er... she popped over to raftin on e 2nd session... den chatted wif her for a v long while... talked abt how our ccas look like they're abt to collapse soon... haiz... den talkin abt all our past experiences lorz... now 1st 3 mths in MI... ex-netballer... looks like it la... given her poise n physique... again another frenly gal... =)
oso gort to noe kim meng... still feel kinda farnie how these guys address u as tchr or mr ong... still feels weird to mi... kim meng quite polite ar... always address mi properly even tho i'm obviously onli a few yrs older den him... he reminds mi of jun wen... except tt he's much more well-built den jun wen... but otherwise from the braces to e way of speech he reli looks veri similar... lolz... kept pronouncin his name wrongly in e beginnin... =P
sec 2 ASPIRE camp has been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!! reli din regret goin... ^_^
school starts again nxt wk!!! haiz... lolz...
i get along wif e female tchrs betta den e male tchrs lei... hmm... yong meng (mr chua) n kok thye (mr chua)... somehow jz can't seem to click wif dem veri well... i can click fairly well wif kim keong (mr tan) la... cuz met him b4... so still nt too bad... but overall i guess it was ok...
during e whole camp i was in charge of raftin for first 2 sessions n kayakin for e last session... raftin was quite fun n cool... seein dem learn how to build it... e satisfaction n fun tt those sec 2s enjoy... ^_^... kayakin looked cool too... looks reli fun in fact... wanted to join... but didnt haf extra shoes wif mi... =( seein how those sec 2s enjoy demselves made mi smile too... =D
as for e camp leaders (CLs)... i guess e main feature wld b darren... he's reli a v nice guy... ez to talk to... soccer player... gort brains, looks n physique... but found out his ego a bit big... can b kinda irritatin sometimes... jz e type gals wld swoon over... found out some stuff tt made my impression of him tarnish a little... but still... he did a great job in boostin e spirit wif e other CLs...
fiona oso a CL... didnt noe she was a soka member... she's quite pretty... ;) she told mi tt she saw mi ard in soka a few times... said i wuz veri noticeable... am i? -.-''' haha... she's e sweet smile easy goin bubbly nature type... didnt get much chance to chat wif her la... but still she's left a pretty deep impression in mi...
a third one will b jia er... she popped over to raftin on e 2nd session... den chatted wif her for a v long while... talked abt how our ccas look like they're abt to collapse soon... haiz... den talkin abt all our past experiences lorz... now 1st 3 mths in MI... ex-netballer... looks like it la... given her poise n physique... again another frenly gal... =)
oso gort to noe kim meng... still feel kinda farnie how these guys address u as tchr or mr ong... still feels weird to mi... kim meng quite polite ar... always address mi properly even tho i'm obviously onli a few yrs older den him... he reminds mi of jun wen... except tt he's much more well-built den jun wen... but otherwise from the braces to e way of speech he reli looks veri similar... lolz... kept pronouncin his name wrongly in e beginnin... =P
sec 2 ASPIRE camp has been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!! reli din regret goin... ^_^
school starts again nxt wk!!! haiz... lolz...
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