i never imagined tt there wld b so much to do for our upcoming HR festival this coming May... omg... 8 wks to draft out e script, prepare the logistics, recruit actors/actresses etc etc etc... e mtg ytd i tink all of us got a bit agitated la lolz... esp when a grp of strong-headed, hard-headed n hot-headed teenagers gather together to discuss sth... lolz...

reli cant wait to get my driving licence... wuz a bit difficult gettin mr ng to agree to gif mi off for my driving... esp since itz sth private... chingay wuz sth different u c...

reading "I Believe You" made me feel emo all over again... lolz... tho honestly speaking when i look at some couples on e street sometimes i smile to myself or even laugh out loud... is it sour grapes? cuz sometimes 1 look i can tell tt particular couple ish cmi de... cfm... haha... since when haf i become an expert in dis area?

can't wait for my jap clz to start again... lolz... reli yearnin for it to start... mani things to achieve dis yr... HR Fest... Chptr GM... driving... JLPT 4... slim down? successful rship? haha... mayb kiv e last two la... hahaha...

bought this neck cushion cum speakers thingy ytd... i tink itz quite worth my money... itz like a normal neck cushion... den u connect ur mp3 or wadeva to it n it jz plays e music right nxt to ur ears at a suitable volume... loud enuff for u to hear it but soft enuff nt to disturb those ard u... great isn't it? nw can reli chilax (chill n relax) in e office le...

gonna gif it my all for this HR festival... GGRRRRRR~~~~~~~!!!!!!!

sometimes i can't help but think what do i actually post on this blog? have i always been ranting endlessly on and on and on about the things in my life? this blog has been with me since secondary school days. it's seen so much of me and been through so much with me. it probably knows me even better than i know myself.

what kind of a person have i been all my life? have i changed in any way? have i bothered to change? well, physically, i guess i haven't changed much. those who've known me for long should know that. lolz. what about emotionally, mentally and spiritually? have i grown as a person in all these ways?

why the sudden emo entry you may ask. was reading through shi qi's blog just now. realised that in a few months, -teen will turn to -ty. what will i have achieved by then? what do i want to achieve from then on? it's already been almost a year since i enlisted. have i been living my life to the fullest? sometimes we shun away from something and eventually come to realise that it was actually the best thing for you. by then, it'll have been too late to turn time round. so why not make the most of what you have now?

i look back on life and always yearn to go back to certain times in my past, having missed it so so so much. as a result, i miss out on certain great and precious times that i have at present. how many times have i made this mistake? i shudder to think.

life is short, and it's constantly getting shorter. think about what you can, should and will do with what's left of it.

life's been rather bland recently... tho i've had quite a few things on my plate... reason being my jap clz has jz ended... n i've gotta wait n wait till mid-may b4 my intermediate cse for jap will start... i reli m lookin fwd to tt... but dread e fact tt i always do quite badly for e test at e end... reli want tt to change... haiz... nv study n chant hard enuff... chingay oso came to a full stop some time ago... sianz... reli feel so empty nw on wkends... i reli wana go out n chiong all i can on wkends... oh well, no sense complaining...

things here in e office r stirrin up a little... my dear boss i tink is leavin soon... sobz... haf i used up my gd fortune? dis kinda boss where to find sia... i reli reli dun wan him to go... haiz... pray hard tt he doesnt leave...

reli hope tt i can gif dis batch of fresh graduates some sense of direction for those hu feel kinda lost tonite... tho i feel tt i've reli made a bit of a mess of e daimokukai tonite... zzz... paiseh la... first time co-ordinatin... >.< bt reli hope tonite's session helps dem to some extent at least...

well... today's e release of the 2007 'A' level examination results... cant bliv a yr has flown by jz lidat... lolz... seemed like jz ytd when i wuz clutchin tt miserable green slip in my hands n staring helplessly at tt miserable 'C' for my mathematics... nearly felt like cryin... reli din noe whether to feel happy or sad... mayb those feelins cancelled each other out... hahaha... tt's y i managed to stop myself frm cryin... wif a B3 for GP... i guess i shld haf bin satisfied, considerin how my AQ wuz as short as my summary... i wuz confident i sent in a good essay... so i spose my B3 muz haf bin caused by my summary n AQ... haha...

time reli has flown... my juniors r gettin their results n i can almost hear their cries of joy, laughter, disappointment and dismay... i hate to say it but in an examination such as ours, it all depends on where u lie on the bell curve... if u land further on e A side, well... gd for u... if u land somewhere teetering towards C or D... well... we cant do much abt tt either... itz a cold, hard truth... sth we all muz learn to accept... most of us, if nt all, put in loads n loads of effort for examinations... some of us c it pay off... others dun... inevitably, it is once again sth we muz learn to accept tt if we haf put in our best, in e end, some others r simply betta den us in terms of pen n paper... bt e gd news is, it ain't e end of e world... there r mani things out there in e world n e results slip is jz one of e gazillion things tt make up part n parcel of our life!

still contemplating on whether i shld apply for e USP... reli wana go for it... but i look at e essay i sian 1/2 le... tho i noe tt shldnt b e attitude i shld adopt... aiya c how la...

bin researchin for a lot of info on JLPT these days too... reli got my blood boiling afta i saw tt miserable 77/100 for my elementary 2 test... urgh... but i muz admit i kinda freaked out when i saw e amt of vocab, kanji n grammar i haf to learn to stand a chance at passing even level 4... Lorna's passed her JLPT 1... OMG!!! hahaha... sianz... my intermediate 1 course is gona start in may... omg... 2.5 mths wait... zzz... but at least dis will b e last wait, considerin how e intermediate courses continue back-to-back... hopefully i'll get a reli gd sensei dis time... somehow i feel tt a female tchr is usually more suitable at teaching language as compared to a male tchr... lolz... call mi sexist but hey, tt's my pt of view...

wonder how dey've fared... haha...