my mp3 died... sianz... gona get it fixed tml... pls dun die on mi!!! i nid u so badly!!! life wifout listenin to my zhong ji yi jia soundtrack is sheer torture...

wuz readin all e little little captions on my bro's duel master cards... some of dem can b quite interestin... lolz... m i tt bored? hahaha...

actualli i tink dis is gona b quite a brainless entry cuz i somehow havent e slightest idea what i wana talk abt so most probably jz gona say wad comes to mind...

went for the 3rd SSA Student Peace Lecture a couple of days ago... speaker wuz ex m'sia's pm's daughter... her talk wuz quite illuminating, tho she neglected to explain on certain pts she mentioned, which kinda lead to an incomplete picture somehow... topic wuz youth, internet and democracy... dis linked to politics n whatnot... which reli intrigued me... an entire election fought totally on the internet... wow...

zhenhui got posted to tradoc... lolz... but itz still a sad thing... ppl gettin posted in later den mi but gona ord earlier... damn...

haven been talkin to 3d1 '07 much recently but tt's most probably cuz i haven been goin online often as my dear bro as bin monopolisin e com ever since his sch hols started... hence i've bin reduced to bloggin from my fren's com in camp... i reli miss watchin zhong ji yi jia... itz like a reli big hollow inside... n now i'm gona start on zhong ji yi ban... woohoo... cant wait...

thus, as seen frm above, my life has been a total bore n wait... wad life? do i still haf a life? zzz...

dis is gona b another emo entry... so if u ain't in e mood to read emo entries, pls kindly click on the word 'LINKS' at e bottom of the screen and divert to another page...

haiz... sometimes i reli jz wish i cld look into the mirror n actualli like wad i c... i duno y... i wuz nv dis bothered... irritated... frustrated... angry... wif my appearance in e past... y is dis happenin to mi? is it jz a phase tt im goin thru? i've followed maj ching's advice, n haf bin goin to e gym, n i noe tt dis kinda thing cant b achieved overnite... it took mi 19 yrs to gain dis weight... no way m i gona lose it tt soon... but tt doesnt help when i look at my reflection n tt little voice in my head tells mi how ugly how irksome how disgusting i look... m i becomin obsessed wif all dis? m i becomin tt shallow a person? or haf i always bin? i reli dun wana b lidat... wonder if ani1 out there understands...

like i mentioned in my prev entry... mayb itz cuz i've bin watchin zhong ji yi jia too often n listenin to itz songs once too many... gosh... givin mi such severe emo fits... i dun feel emo tt often nowadays... but when i do... it makes a tsunami look like a ripple...

tyra banks always goes on abt how gals feel bad abt demselves n r always wantin to change demselves to make dem feel betta abt demselves... i've seen it so often... dove even came up wif a fund to help these gals... u mean there aren't guys out there hu feel dis way? u mean all guys r actualli tt macho n confident abt demselves? if tt reli is e case, den fine, ignts... sometimes reli wish i cld jz cut dis out of my body... cut dis ugliness away from my body... ARGH~!!!

had an emo fit jz now... lolz... i tink over le la... mayb cuz i've bin watchin zhong ji yi jia too much recently... xia tian, han n xiu... typical love triangle... zzz... actualli i wuz tinkin... mayb i've blogged abt dis b4... but it reli jz gets to mi... when we watch a movie or drama... e typical plot is tt e female lead pairs up wif e secondary male lead... sth happens, e primary male lead appears n finally she pairs up wif e primary male lead... does ani1 rmb or bother to tink abt wad happens to e secondary male lead hu gets shunted aside? does ani1 noe wad happens to him? wonder if ani1 eva bothers to tink abt tt... to all hu haf had e exp of havin to choose 1 over e other... eva wondered wad happened to tt other?

lolz... dun wori i aint speakin frm exp... jz suddenly wonderin abt dis... hmm...

life in army is still as crappy as ever... goin on course nxt wk... but dun even noe where e venue is cuz my branch ic nv tell mi... zzz...

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