once again, i'm stuck here in my office doin nth... dis is another form of torture... mental torture... feels like bein in sch again, when u're fightin to stay awake when the aircon is so darn comfy and there's reli nth to do but u can't slp cuz u're afraid ur boss mite come over n bark at u... haiz...

still tryin to find out more info frm aoba language centre... reli wana go learn jap soon... kai sheng oso said he wants to go learn... but kinda awkward since we live on opp sides of e island... wahaha... cant b helped, JLS alr fully bked for dis yr... onli aoba is available, which specialises in teachin of jap... can u bliv how im whining? cool...

still talkin to my 3d1 n 3c1 peeps quite often... still cant bliv jixiang actualli added mi on msn... when i onli taught his clz for one lesson... zzz...

missing my tekong platoon mates like mad... gosh... cant wait for e nxt gathering man... but guess tt'll hafta wait till everybody finishes trainin n settles in to their new unit... haiz... life wuz so gd in tekong... miss it loads...

haven bin v active in asd recently... haven gone for a single milk run trainin... so guilty... shld i even attend e run itself? haiz... on e other hand... bin relatively more active in my district side... shared my testimonial twice so far... hope i've encouraged some ppl... ^_^

slacking excessively corrodes e brain... ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to type some deep post today but ended up bitchin instead... =.=

well... i got posted to pasir laba camp... being a clerk... guess tt's gd... cuz it's like 15 mins bus ride frm my hse... n being a clerk has gort 'SLACK' flashin on it in neon lights... but duno if itz stay in or stay out cuz e instructions said to ask my supervisor... zzzzzzzzz... muz put mi on tenterhooks like dis... but most likely is stay out la... cuz clerk... well... it'd betta b stay out... lolz...

went out wif some of my platoon mates ytd to kbox... dannie's voice isn't human... gosh... he'd beat soprano singers anitime man... e look on daniel's face when he heard dannie wuz jz too gd to b true... i cant sing to save my life... pity dem... lolz... but it wuz reli loads of fun!!! hahaha... first time went kbox wif 7 guys...

i tot i needed to curb my spendin, esp afta how i maxed out my 1 mth's allowance in 2 wks... but afta lookin at how my other platoon mates spend money... somehow i dun feel tt way animore... lolz...

suddenly miss tekong life... LOLZ...

dis wk so far has been such a sinful week... spent so much money n gorged myself so much... gosh...

monday: POC... went wif some of plt 1 to mac for supper... after tat took taxi back wif ameya n ah boon... spent so much...

tuesday: went out wif section 3 to sakura intl buffet... spent $26... afta tt went kino... bought 3 bks... spend nearly $50... thk gdness for johnny's discount card, otherwise... >.<

wednesday: stayed at home... i need a break too u noe...

thursday: went out wif 3d1 to chong pang steamboat... didn't eat much... tho i still paid e full $12... ouch...

friday: went out wif jia hao to swensens... spent like $36 i tink... ouch...

saturday: stayed at home... but still ordered mac... but dis time dad paid for it... but still sinful... e calories... >.<

sunday (tomorrow): goin out wif 4d1 '04 to watch fantastic four... gona burn another hole in my pocket... woohoo~!!!

my monthly allowance is only $350/=... how cld i afford to splurge so much at one go? oh gosh... goes to show wad can happen when i unleash e ugly monster inside mi... wahaha...

oso jz realised my blog isnt private animore... practically all my students noe it... went to jixiang's blog n saw tt he linked chris, daph n john... oh gosh... cld i b nxt? >.<

i yearn for it... yet i dun tink i'll ever haf it... ='( if onli u knew...

POC lohz!!! im now officially a private!!! haha... like big deal... gettin my postin on 22nd june... hope i get into saf band...

these past 7 wks reli haf bin eventful... tho reli totally slack... lolz... itz bin tough bein e section ic... but somehow i've survived... gdness... lookinat all e idiosyncrasies of my section mates... lolz... but i muz sae i reli had fun these 7 wks... thnx so much guys...

cant bliv im actualli typin dis out wif my eyes closed... so tired...

goin out wif 3d1 tml and my flute section on sunday... busy wk huh... jz went out wif my bunk mates ytd... sakura intl buffet... gosh... nearly puked... den went kino afta tt... bought 3 bks... splurged on dem... abt $50 lei... T.T but itz worth it la... ^_^ i reli nid food for e mind... gosh... bein in e army reli makes u leave ur brain at home... >.< but readin 'Myths of the Ancient Greeks' reli made mi realise a few things... firstly... hell hath no fury like a woman's jealousy... secondly... e greek gods' lives revolved mainly ard sex... =.=

im startin to tink whether there reli is sth wrong inside mi... nt physically... but mentally... i mean... seriously... like wad aaron pointed out, n i tink he's got a pt there, i'm kinda like in denial over quite a bit of stuff... like my weight... my size... my emotions... i kip jokin ard wif my weight... i binge when i feel down... i feel horrible afta i binge n it makes mi feel more down... my emotions swing like a pendulum... reli feel like im goin mad sometimes... AM I JUST SIMPLY EMO? duno la... but e feelin sure sux... e root of e problem? im nt even sure of it myself...

i love Baby Blues!!!

i wonder..................................

my nose is running like mad... gosh... sucks to haf flu... lack of vitamin c? can't b wad... i pop vitamin c pills everyday lei... haiz...

went for saf band audition today... duno if i'll get in or nt... duno if i wana get in or nt... sigh...

dun even noe y im bloggin now... reli in no mood to blog at all...

dun haf anithin planned for my block leave... wonder if 3d1 will invite mi to their clz outin... wonder if s8 will haf another clz outin... wonder if i'll get to c my flute section again... cmon ppl... TAKE A HINT!!! lolz... boy do i sound despo...

POC on 12th june... woots...

why must this happen to me? i really wanna figure out my feelings for you... yet i dun get the chance... juz sucks big time... ARGH!!!