just realised i haven't blogged for nearly a month. i need somewhere to vent my feelings and here seems the perfect place to do it.

i really don't know how i'm going to pull up my CAP for this semester. i only have 3.9 from last sem and this sem doesn't look like it's going to do me any favours. organic chem sucked. lsm1401 sucked. and to top it off, today's inorg chem sucked too! woohoo! hat-trick! how in the world am i going to pull up my cap to a second-upper CAP? 4.0 really seems to be getting further and further away from me.

i really don't want to sink below all this negativity but sometimes it really just seems so hard for me =( i still have my genes and society and japanese to go. i need to ace these 2 papers if i'm to salvage what's left of the wreck that i've caused for this semester.

low life condition now, though i really have been chanting hard to elevate it.

あなたが　大好きだけど、何もできない。私は　自分で　角に　しか泣けない。