It's been exactly 2 months since my last post. Wonder if anyone's still reading my blog. If so, thanks! Haha.

Exams have just ended for me. As Billy used to say, I really don't know what to expect from my exams this time round. All I ask for is for my CAP not to drop. Hope that's not asking too much, though at this point of time, it really looks like I'm going to have to SU my Japanese 3.

Looks like I'm going to write a new story this holidays. With all this pent-up frustration and anger, I think my murderer from my story in crime fiction last semester is going to get a new friend this hols. Will this new friend of his use the baseball bat, razor blade or the drill? As the Mask would say, "Somebody stop me!"

I'm looking forward to the CIP with young NTUC's beneficiary soon. I hope it'll be a good experience interacting with all those needy young kids. Maybe that's the place I should really work at. I don't have to worry about grades or politics or all the nonsense that this society likes to stuff down my throat. I can lower my guard around them and just be myself. It'll be great to care for them, for somebody who truly appreciates your presence from their hearts. For somebody who smiles with their heart.

These holidays are really going to be busy. Special semester is coming up and MOE attachment will follow soon after. Busy busy busy. But I swear I will still keep time for myself. That's totally compulsory. Be it studies, gakkai or band, there definitely has to be some time which I will devote to wasting on myself. Time I enjoy wasting is not wasted time! To all who want to mahjong, PLEASE CALL OR SMS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Learning to let go is really not easy. But I'm slowly getting there. In fact, I believe I'm almost there. I will achieve it!