Haiz... feelin veri guilty now... dis mth so mani ppl gort bdaes.... and i owe so mani ppl presents... audrey...shi qi(last mth de >_<)...jian nan...clara...and more...now broke le...headache sia...nxt mth oso gort more bdaes comin up...when will it eva end...

Haiz...the hols are less exciting den i tot dey wld b...life seems kinda aimless while nth is happening...but still gonna force myself to do certain things...like the ones stated below...

1. LOSE WEIGHT!!! (Reli sick and tired of being so fat...nt tt i mind ppl laughin at mi abt it but gettin veri tired of it le...some more i veri envious of all those skinny and handsome ppl...and i dun wana suffer in the army...so will try to slim down dis hols...otherwise can't seem to find clothes that'll fit me animore le...jia lat...i nid to lose 40 kg)

2. Grill my juniors for SYF next year!!! (OK u flautists, if you're reading this, you noe i mean it. haiz...miss band a lot...i tink my embrochure totally gone le...so mani mths nv play my beloved flute and piccolo liaoz)

3. Read wu xia xiao shuo (Seems kinda boring to most peeps out there but i do enjoy dem and i haven had the chance to read dem for the longest time, so reli gona grab dis chance)

4. Listen to songs that stir me on the inside (Reli hope to listen to songs that haf meaning in them. dun reli care who sang dem or wad genre dey r...jz wana indulge my ears in the music...yeah)

5. Compose a few tunes (Sounds a bit yan gao shou di and bhb hor...but i reli wana gif dis a shot. bin havin dis theme in my head for ages...bin wantin to translate it into a tune for ages...dunno if i'll succeed...muz try)

6. Dance para-para at the arcade (Again, dis sounds mad...but reli wana let myself loose dis hols...c wad mad things i can achieve...mayb dis is one of dem? hahaha)

7. Hang out wif frenz (Go out wif frenz ba...walk...laugh...take it as a form of exercise ba...if i haf a chance)

and last but not least...
8. PAP!!!!!!!!!! (PLAY AND PLAY!!!!!!)

Ok, so my hols look pretty well planned out...dunno if i can follow to it closely...esp the first one =P...

Phew! YAY! ^_^ O's are, after so long, finally over liaoz!!!! Now can slack at home, play, relac, joke, sleep, eat, drink or jz do wadeva i wan!!! I tink everyone's gonna celebrate too yeah? Go watch movies, go play soccer, go for chalets, go shop till you drop and lots lots more!!! HURRAY!!!!

It's reli strange and somewhat hurting when a feeling you've been feeling for such a long time jz suddenly vanishes from you and you realise you've gotta learn to live without it. Had this feeling deep within for 3 yrs le...now suddenly gone...feels kinda empty inside...hurts a little too...maybe it's cuz i'm still new and gettin used to the feelings ba...I dunno...jz feels reli reli weird...fear plays a small part too...but mostly emptiness i guess...*shrugs

Phew! The first week of o's over le!!! Taking the first breather I've had in ages... Gonna slack for the whole of today...den start pushing myself again tml and sunday...den e maths 2...

Lost so mani marks due to carelessness....both e maths and a maths......feel lyk cryin man......so blardy wasted....but nvm...wad's done cannot b undone........look forward to the next papers and make sure i dun fall for the same mistakes ba................

to all taking o's...GANBATTE!!!!!!!!!