Finally received the results of my PAE posting. goin jjc...lyk practically everybody else... gona feel lyk ctss '05...lolz...

Haiz...i wuz e onli one frm sec 4 hu went for e alumni christmas party lorz...kinda paiseh...but moz of dem quite frenly la...esp my seniors!!! nili...ying shan...wilfred... den e conductor oso quite amiable...feel tt i reli gona enjoy myself if i do join e alumni...

Lalala~ Been veri bz these days... Giving tuition, going for chingay practices and preparing for the youth GM... Not bad... at least I'm not rotting anymore...

Going for 4D1 chalet dis wk... Got dis feeling of dread tat I'm gona eat a lot... Jia lat... =P

Suddenly feel dis surge of emotion within me... Suddenly feels like my best friend has come to pay a visit again... A long-term visit...

Has it just been wishful thinking on my part? I don't know. Probably. Is this just a phase I'm going through and will outgrow of? I certainly hope so. I just want to have a sense of security as well... A sense of belonging and maybe a touch of happiness...

Wish I could do like what I can do in the Sims, and set the clown's picture on fire. Maybe that'll make me feel better... Nobody really knows what's going on inside me, I guess...

Woohoo, grad nite rox! Nearly went blind tat nite...flash flash flash flash...@_@... was nearly late for the dinner =P den sat down wif the other 4d1 guys den hear jh and jon talk, laugh and lame...den finally wuz time we cld stuff our faces...surprisingly i ate quite little...mayb itz cuz i drank quite a bit ba...den afta tt took a few photos and chatted wif a lot of ppl...den had to go back into the room again...had a few toasts, had a lucky draw and crowned our prom king and queen, prince charming n princess charisma, best dressed sir and damsel and the court jester. comin to an end, we sang a few songs and lamed abt den finally ended and we went out to take more pics lorz...lyk i said...flash flash flash flash...@_@. went home wif andy, jie sheng and kaili. den on the taxi ride home gossip a bit and looked thru all the fotos we took...hahaha...grad nite rox!