Prelims results gonna be released starting tomorrow! Good luck everyone! Keep your fingers crossed!!!

Yay! Prelims over today! So happy... Break for today and tml, den continue to swot on friday.... bored..yes...but ain't got a choice...

To my horror, that sense of de ja vous is creeping back to haunt me. My best friend has come for me once again, to claim his place in my mind and heart. My eyes constrict in fear and I cower as I see him, with his voluminous cloak, towering before me, waiting to absorb me into that vortex of his. Why, why does he want to find me again? Am I really so destined to have him to be within me, eating me from the inside? Monophobia.......... It's back....

Been tied down wif prelims all this while. Gonna end in 3 days. >.< Dunno wad kinda results I'm gonna get. Not good, that's for sure. Well, to all who feel really tired and wanna gif up, DON'T! Here's a piece of guidance which I felt reli motivational and hope it will be too to you.

In the months and years to come, you will often feel as though you are facing insurmountable public or private obstacles. You many confront a wall that seems too broad or too high to surmount or circumvent. But do not give up in despair, for, in nearly all cases you will discover later that the apparently insurmountable wall was acutalli of little or no significance.
-Daisaku Ikeda
From: A Lasting Peace

Argh! History was a TERRIBLE disaster! SS and history both disaster... Disaster + Disaster = Catastrophe...

Today's A Maths 1 was pretty ok. Never felt so happy after doing Maths exam before. But this isn't reli gd news. It means paper 2 is gonna b nothing short of a killer, so we've got the weekend to mug for it. Tomorrow's bio... Hope it'll be fine. Physics wasn't tt gd either... Will be a repeat of my term 3 I think... Think my L1R5 this time will b >15...

I'm starting to find my imagination too fertile for my liking. Wild thoughts that can never be possible in real life are playing over and over and over again in my mind's eye... Sometimes I find them funny but at other times I just find them really ridiculous and laugh at my own silliness. At other times, it could probably be just fantasies of mine and I smile to myself when I see it all but come to think of it...are they actually gonna happen in my life? Not likely. Dumbledore's Pensieve would be a most wonderful possession to have right now. I could take these thoughts out of my mind and put them in the Pensieve and watch them play over and over again. Then they would stop crowding in my mind and taking up precious space. Lucky Dumbledore...

Today's physics prac was nothing short of a disaster. So was yesterday's English. There go my prelim results... I still aim so high... This is perhaps one of my fantasies.....