Been thinking a lot recently... I reli haf... About things I want to, I don't want to, should not have done and should do...

Well, what I've been thinking of what I want and should not have... basically, it's still the same thing. Been thinking about _________. It's been happening so often that it seems to have become a reflex reaction. Sigh...

Secondly, what I don't wana think abt but keep thinking of are................. my results. I just can't seem to get rid of these thoughts...

Lastly, I've been thinking so MADLY abt the WINDIES!!!!!!!! Guys, I reli miss you sooooooooo much! Heng we're having steamboat tml, otherwise dunno how i'm gonna tahan waiting till 5th march before i see u guys again... Can't wait to play ji niu nai wif u guys again... LOLZ!!!

Went back to ctsb yesterday... I'm reli quite disappointed wif my juniors right now... After i left it seems all hell has broken loose... or some kind soul has opened Pandora's Box... My section is dropping in every way... from standard to discipline... am i reli tat terrible a sectional leader? m i reli tt incompetent in leading my juniors? it's reli sad... i talked to dem afta band... junhong, andrew and chloe weren't there but i still managed to talk to dem... junhong and andrew apparently haf bin havin quite a hard time... esp junhong...since he's the same level as yuyuan, chloe and yanru... it's a shame....and it jz boils down to one thing... their attitude problem... reli seems to run in the blood of the flute section... i reli hope dey can change... cuz if they dun... nobody can help dem except themselves... sigh...

I wonder how I'm gonna last till Monday... I'm reli scared of getting my results...

Haiz.... Chingay is finally over... Both the spirit before and during the performance was really terrific... Really gonna miss you Windies... ='( Kent, Boon Han, Yu Siang, Andy, Yi Hao, Shi Ting, Wen Ting, Meng Qing and Vitya... Our game and dance rox yeah!!! Dun forget to go for the celebration on the 5th of March k ppl?

Results coming out this Friday... REALLY starting to feel verrrriiiiiiiiii nervous... Keeping my fingers crossed...

Been bitching abt quite a lot lately... muz haf irritated quite a number of ppl... dunno wad's wrong wif mi these days.... so sorry...

Love Fiesta's comin up in jz a few days' time... So is CHINGAY!!!!!!! Reli quite excited and sad.... Juz as we're gettin so accustomed to each other, we gotta split after Chingay.... Maybe occasionally meet up to go out but i guess the feeling jz wun b the same animore yea?

Haiz... I dunno wad's wrong wif mi these days... I've been reli worrying my mind out about my o's... I think abt my english, humanities, maths and chemistry and my heart starts pumping a mile a minute... haiz... i'm reli veri afraid i'll totalli screw it up... but wad done is done... somemore i'm sure my papers have already been marked, since our school ish clementi town, so shld b marked quite early... i'm reli extremely worried.... i noe ppl will sae 'wad's the pt?'... i've tot abt it too... and i do try to get it out of my mind... but can't seem to help it...