Sigh... reli worried 2dae... nt abt promos... promos can go ter hell i dun gif a shit... haiz... my mom la... her forehead nowadays lyk foreva creased... i noe she's worried abt e family... wish i cld do my part too... i reli wana help... well i kip tellin myself there's a lot i can do... first of which i can cut down on my big appetite... now i jz wana concentrate on my 4 subs and get tt scholarship... it'll reli b a big load off their shoulders if and when i get it... uni ish sho blardy ex... itz all abt money these daes... my mom told mi dey set aside some money... but i tink i've said it countless times here... onli enuff for one kid... i muz tink of my bro... sigh y m i tinkin of dis... my bro had betta pull up his socks!!! dun make mi go thru dis hell for nth... jc life sux... 4 subs sux...

wish my hair wld grow back quickly... DCP treatment ish reli ex... as if e load my dad has to carry isnt big enuff... my bad karma... bleahx... muz haf done a lot of bad deeds in my past life...

gp todae sux... passages on hate... s2pid la... gay sposed 2 mean calm... and e f-ing aq wuz sposed to b ez... accordin to charis... suddenly gort e insane urge to slap her... y? she's e setter... essay quite ok tho... 5 and 1/2 pgs worth wifout leavin lines... woots... chinese wuz quite ok... i guess...

bio tml... hope im prepared enuff...

wish you were here by my side... i'd haf a lot more strength to go thru it... mayb im jz weak... haha... tt muz b it...

It hurts... it reli hurts lyk mad... nt e heart dis time... e head... and e finger... my index finger bleed... now hurtin lyk siao... how to go for gp on thurs? havin throbbin headache now...

Written report torture is finally gonna end tml... i jolly well betta get my band 1 for dis... nt worth e trouble...

i feel rdy... yet nt... i noe my stuff... yet i dun... jz lyk jj said... e more i read... e more i noe i duno... talk abt irony...

yearn for band to repoen... miss my wife... and mistress... mistress still wif Starion... when's he gonna return mi?

promos... e worst thing to eva happen to a jc 1 student... apart frm spa...

hu said my heart ain't hurtin... itz hurtin all right... cuz i noe it aint nv gona work out...

Today ROX!!! hahaha... reli did a lot of work today... went wif nai queen to syc library to study... met min ling n val dere... e others came much later (as usual)... den i had a great time teachin nai queen todae... teachin reli is e path for mi... ^_^Y...

a lot of ppl came todae!!! and i mean a lot... even e long lost mia ppl oso came... ppl lyk jj, weide came... haha... den we made a hell lot of noise and reli enjoyed ourselves while studyin... one of e best daes so far... hee~! den we kept teasin jj and xiao mei... reli had a gr8 time today... den we went off for dinner... again another gr8 time... had loadsa fun talkin and teasin and laughin... din get mq to chant... but will do my bez to shakubuku her... missed her loads...

den surprisingly today durin evenin gongyo i reli had a veri strong momentum to kip mi chantin... pc kept blockin my view of e Gohonzon... hahaha...

study break over e nxt 3 daes... reli gona utilise dem properly...

YAY!!! finally itz e end of e wk... dis wk has bin a torturous n murderous one for mi sia... reli veri veri tired... den 2dae pon maths mock promos... haha... 2dae's phy lecture rox la!!! mr kwok showed us dis super hyper ultra mega farnie mtv la... woots... i ain't got no belly button... laughed and laughed and laughed... hope i can get him to send it to mi... reli jz rox totalli la... LOLZ... cant help laughin till even now...

promos r reli comin ard e corner... i tot i had confidence in phy... obviously, i wuz wrong... but 2dae's lecture examples i cld understand dem quite well lei... sianz... i reli wana do veri well for my phy dis time...

muz mug for bio durin e study break... cant afford to lag... sigh... so much to do in so little time... guess im enjoyin e fruits of procastination now eh?

saw quite a diff side of mdm tay todae... din reli expect her to haf a side lidat... tho i did noe tt she's quite a formidable woman... she wasnt fierce la... jz somehow gort a bit disturbed at wad she suddenly said in clz todae... but i still tink and noe she's a gr8 tchr... assignment on alkanes and alkenes gort 10/10... ^_^Y bleahx... BHB~!

S8 ROX!!! hahaha... every time gort bad thing or cheeky thing we wana do we always do and luff together de..., lyk today pon maths promos oso moz of e clz pon tgt... i luv u S8!!! hahaha... except wister i guess... e expression he displays every time jz f-ing pisses mi off... but oh well... shall hold my peace...

wonder if sinyee will come back to band for band fest... tt is if she can still make it in time... she wun haf lagged behind much... benjamin jz hasn't bin workin hard for e past wks when band hadn't terminated for promos... so she wun haf lagged much... reli veri irritatin u noe... he'll jz slack or talk wif linda... used 2 b so hardworkin... sianz... im tryin to teach u pal... so tt u dun sia suay yrself at e band fest... so if u do... dun sae i din try to teach u... i'll gif u another chance afta e promos... u'd betta focus dis time... otherwise itz u hu's gona suffer... i noe im strict and fierce durin sectionals... tt's my style of conductin... u gotta get used to it... diff conductors use diff styles... tt's mine... and dun whine or complain when i sae u muz do sth... u betta do it if u wana b able to plae properly... >=(

lolz... suddenly mood swing... but cant help it... reli quite pissed off wif him... haiz... go off for now la... promos rush...

Sigh... itz bin promos pw and nth but promos and pw these past few daes... i tink e written report is quite fine le la... except for e 'slightly' plagarised parts... i'd luv to c e examiner's face when he/she sees wad we did for our project... spider silk condoms... LOLZ... generation of ideas EE le... hahaha... but i reli quite worried tho... e research part... >.<... im reli scared we lack e research... reli... my survey oreddy takes up 40% of e report le... hahaha... seems lyk i've bin doin nth BUT e survey for this entire pw... all tt analysis... sheesh... den oso do survey for EoM... gona do survey for OP too... GOSH!!! haha... but can't help it... my part of e project...

promos r comin along rather well... surprisingly... i can grasp my physics concepts le... maths oso comin along well... i noe quite a number of words for chinese... gp oso scored one of e highest for essay writin in e clz... tho nt gd la... onli 30/50... a B4... haha... quite surprised charis wuz willin to gif mi tt score... my content wuz kinda shitty... now onli left bio... veri scared i cant memorise all tt stuff in time... one wk left... shld b enuff? but i oreddy lyk bio... and i did quite a bit of memorisin for common test... or did i? hahaha... if i did i wldnt haf done so badly... heng i gort exempted frm chem... otherwise i reli duno how 2 cope le...

bin doin quite a bit of thinkin recently... and listenin to jay chou's songs a lot too... duno y... sudden jay frenzy... but i reli quite like his slow songs... cuz for once i can actualli figure out wad he's singin in dem...

jz wrote a chinese essay in clz... i duno y... every time if i can tweak e narrative title... i will usually write love stories... shen jing bing... mayb nt... more of expressin wad i c in my mind's eye... ie my fantasies... how i wld wan or nt wan a love story to unfold and fold... surprisingly i've bin scorin... but tt wuz in sec sch... now in jc... well... we shall see... gdness noes y im typin dis here... nth to write le har? mayb ba... but hey... tt's it wif mi... my blog is jz a place for mi to type all my random thots and feelins... events... mayb... as and when i feel lyk it lorz... but otherwise seldom la hor? lolz... m i tokin to myself?

tt's another bad habit (is it?) i haf... i reli tend to tok to myself at times... duno y... jz enjoy it sometimes... when no1's ard u... u got sth to sae... jz sae it to yrself... quite interestin to hear yrself tok sometimes... jz tok yr heart out... no1 ain't gona listen... but it feels gd aftawards... u mite even haf a different view of sth... u jz nv noe wad u can get out of it... ^_^ but pls... do it when no1's ard... otherwise ppl r gona tink ure siao... which is wad ure probably tinkin of mi now... hahaha...

haven done my AJ prelims paper summary and aq... charis gona murder mi i spose... but yeah... i've more or less thrashed out my paper 1 le... now left paper 2 lorz... muz do well... but hey, since when has compre bin my strong pt? hahaha... now gort aq to bog mi down further... woots...

Bin tinkin... will it eva b possible... irks u to tink of it... yet i can't live without it... but i guess i'll have to... i dun reli haf a choice do i? =)) jiayou...