my uncle passed away a few days ago... dun reli feel sad tho... cuz i wuz nv close with him... he din even come round durin cny... but can tell mummy's quite affected by dis... haiz...

learnt a lot from major ching todae... reli v v inspired by him... he wuz heavier den mi durin sec sch... n he pushed himself to lose 30kg in 7 mths... which i seriously tink is reli amazing... went to e gym wif him dis aftanoon... reli learnt a lot... frm cardiovascular... to trainin abs... to core trainin... lolz... reli learnt a lot... n i seriously feel so inspired... hope dis wun b jz another flash in the pan... i reli want to slim down... for those hu r pretty, handsome n slim will nv understand how i feel... to stare into e mirror n feel irked by what u c... im so tired of dis... i make fun of my own weight all e time... but deep deep down... i reli sincerely truly want to look handsome, look fit n look gd... i want to b healthy!!! reli wonder wad ppl will tink if 1 dae i were to b able to slim down completely n haf a figure comparable to e other guys on e street... inferiority... some ppl take bein slim for granted... take it frm mi... learn to appreciate it...

duno y suddenly so emo todae... hahaha...

today is reli nt my dae... wait n wait n wait... tt's all i did... FCUK! n it doesnt help tt im an exceptionally impatient person at times when i reli want things done... furthermore, im a firm believer tt profanity shld b declared as loudly as possible... so ya... kinda compounds to my frustration...

on e other hand... ytd's daimokukai wuz gr8... met dixon n e others at khatib... dixon's youngest bro wuz there... kixon... omg... e way qi sheng n i teased n laughed at him... e way he laughs n giggles n chatters so innocently... jz makes mi want to haf a kid lidat of my own now... den i piggy-backed him all e way to his hse... lolz... cant wait to piggy-back my own kid in future... jz like how christine said it... he just makes my troubles disappear like snow on a summer's day...

today woke up rather early to go for remedial at syc... got a new student... dixon... e guys r improvin la i tink... tho some of dem make mi reli worry for dem... haiz...

den went for jap clz afta tt... afta a 1 wk break... i reli luv my jap clz... watched a video todae... but cant understand it... talk at tt kinda speed... zzz... so sad nxt wk my last lesson b4 my exam le...

i hate e reply "i'll see how"... sounds so incredibly shallow...

grr... suddenly feel so frustrated n irritated... haven reli n truly lost my temper in a v long time... wonder how ppl will react, esp since practically no1 has seen mi lose my temper b4... but it'll b a gr8 way to vent out everythin bottled up inside tho... hahaha...

Omg... i tink for the first time in my life, some ppl gave me a surprise for my bdae... even tho it wuz a wk belated... but still... i cant sae how much it reli means to mi... thanks so so so much zhenning, kai siang, nick wee, brandon n shinfen... for making my 19th bdae a memorable one... very cool ;)... hahaha...

met zhenning n nick at jp arcade at 5.50pm... den went crystal jade outside there to wait for e others... waited for gdness noes how long... kai siang arrived... followed by brandon... cldnt b bothered waitin for shinfen, so we went in first... ordered... den gossiped... as usual... hahaha... den 1 by 1 slipped off... dudes... 5 out of 6 ppl disappearin at 1 shot is kinda obvious ya? n when dey came back i saw e cake le so kinda spoilt it lolz... but reli reli v v touched tt dey took e time n money to make a nice surprise for mi... thnx loads guys... n all tt 'opposite meanin' talk is confusin sometimes =p... n i still cant bliv nick's gort 7 piercings... eeks... lolz...

no jap clz todae... kinda felt flat n empty... haha... like nth to do on a sat... omg... i reli dun wan jap clz to end... cuz e nov classes all i cannot take... muz wait for dec de... tt means whole of nov sats i lan lan liaoz... reli reli enjoyin my jap classes to e max... tho e difficulty level is reli increasin like nobody's business... esp all the particles... catch no ball sometimes... lolz...

jz saw janet's blog... poor kai wen... LOLZ!!!

meeting vanessa tml... goin secret recipe... yay~!

bein blissfully single is a gd thing... if i can see it tt way... n at times... i do c it at tt way... lolz...

PPS bbq... 3D1's surprise... this 19th birthday has by far been THE BEST!!! THANKS TO ALL WHO'VE MADE IT SO MEMORABLE!!!

bloggin frm jerry's com now... goin for ASA e-test later... sianz... itz bin so mani daes le but im still ravin abt e bbq we had last wk... reli had a gr8 time wif dem... haha... can't wait for nxt yr's mid-autumn fest to come... but i guess nxt yr will b even more difficult... those who went jc will still b in army... those in poly will b in army by den... den left all e gals? haha... hope we'll still cont to meet up even afta army... like i said b4... how mani ppl can say dey still kip in contact wif their pri sch pals?

n amazingly, i still feel the aftereffects of the bbq till now... e lack of slp... hang out wif dem till 1am den e nxt day woke up at 9am... bound to haf lack of slp... den e dae afta go back to work... haha... den haven bin able to slp for long hrs recently...

wish i had e patience to put so mani pics on my blog as kai wen does... but sometimes e irritating lag of my com jz cheeses mi off...

haven written any sadistic text recently... my good fren has been stayin far away from me... haven smelt that sulphurous smell in ages... which reli is a gr8 thing... but i tink it'll b gr8 if i can write ani few paragraphs of the Grimreaper again... indulging in that vocabulary jz makes mi tingle wif pleasure... sounds wrong haha...

dun feel emo as often nowadays... haha... mayb cuz im much more occupied these days...

damn i feel slpy... yawnz...

wonder y i still bother to blog... lolz... screwed up my chess blogskin... now using this 1 frm kingdom hearts II... reli v small n squeezy... actualli wanted to use 1 which included roxas n namine... those hu noe mi well will noe y i prefer those 2 over sora n kairi... hahaha...

goin for test soon... SIANZATION!

it's been kinda like aeons since i last updated... kudos to all who remembered my bdae... n to all hu went for my bdae bbq... thnx so much for comin... we reli had a superb time despite e *aherm poor attendance... =p eh but e small grp made it a lot cosier k... lolz... took quite a number of pics... talked so much n i reli agree wif some of dem... my best days of school reli were in Pioneer Primary School!!! LOLZ... e mid-autumn gatherin wuz reli reli cool too... haven seen dem for sooooooooooo long... bliv mi these gatherings... these feelings... these memories... i hold reli reli close to my heart... so mani went on mid-autumn... kai wen, hsien ee, junhong, sasi (a short while at least), kaili, janet, lisa, eunice, lim hwee n so mani mani more... bliv mi we shld gather in pioneer mall mac more often... hahaha...

developed some pics frm all e past events for e past few yrs to put in office tml... 57 of dem... duno if my desk area can accomodate all of dem or nt... but it'll reli gif my office a personal touch... love ya guys~!

i'm reli reli lucky to still b able to keep in contact wif my pri sch frens, even if itz onli once or twice a yr... how mani more ppl can say e same? ;)